I tried something and it backfired and I learnt my lesson in a hard way. Never use favors, gifts, good deeds or money aids to women who hasn’t done anything to deserve it in expectation of sex, you’re surely gonna regret that. And now I have to heal for a while. Khan was being so tough on me for making this mistake, like I knew this things, have had bad experiences in the past, why did I still try it this time around? What was wrong with me? I’ve been to harsh on myself and decided to ignore the said ladies I had the encounters with. It’s painful and recon is hitting hard so I’ve decided to washout for a while and even recontemplate if I change Khan for Stark or even take a long break in general from subs, heal. I’ve made this mistakes countless times before and it’s high time I stop repeating my mistakes and learning from them
When you learn the precious fact that you’re mistakes don’t define you, you detach yourself from your mistakes
To top on that, it is actually a form of manipulation to sex (if you carefully observe), and, man o man, women are really good at scanning through all manipulation attempts. So, it is destined to backfire.
I learned the hard way.
I switched my stack to Wanted zp, Stark zp nd still running Ql stage 2. Currently I’m trying to focus on my exams. I’m a bit distracted but I know I’m improving in sieving out distractions.
Starkzp, I can’t say much for now. It’s different from Khan that I can tell. To early to notice much results though but one thing I’ve noticed is the sexual urge has dialed down and I’m mind and focus is shifting from women to wealth and my goals.
I’m reading my journal over again and coming back to the thought of what if I sticked to Khan long term?
I’m reviving this journal.
Current stack: Khan Black stage 2(2nd cycle), New Khan st.2 (1st cycle) and Ascension chamber.
Day: 18
Today i listened to Khan st.2 for 5mins
Recon: a little turbulence today but then I journaled it off
Current mood: introspective, reprogramming, (a bit chaos but I’m used to chaos by now, it’s never been peace and most chaos I seek by myself )
Goals: to be updated later
Short history with subs this year: I started this year with a solo run of Khan black and got a pretty girlfriend during my solo run decided to add more fire to the crucible by including khan and since then what a ride it’s been along with lots of lessons, it’s like I aged two years in wisdom and experience within a short period. How do I feel? Honestly, I can’t explain 
B.s::: did I regret leaving Khan? Hell no, the experiences I got from wanted, Stark, Emperor, Emperor black, Ql, Wanted black, has given me an edge and each of these subs coupled with my experiences taught me a thing or two about seduction that I’m now confident dating a pretty girl, banged the hottest chick in my class and have sex with girls I didn’t imagine doing so with two years back when I started Khan. The sub that had the most impact to my seduction life was stark and wanted black, each in its way. Now I’m back to Khan to see what it holds in store for me with least expectations.
I think I might go back to Khan black stage 1 and continue khan st.2, let’s just see.
Nah, I’ll be moving to stage 3 after this circle. I was concerned about what if I’m not using the massive energy well maybe due to blocks or so? Butt then came across this: “While Stage 3 is designed to help you create massive amounts of sexual energy, you must also use it – and so it contains scripting to help you make the most out of your sexual energy, both internally and externally”
Each stage build upon the next, well let’s see if I’m ready m
Good to see you back! And even better to read about your awesome results on these seduction subliminals. Very inspiring, bro!
Thanks. I decided to to do a little journaling here for a change.
Damn I feel so horny everyday but lately It’s quite strong. Meanwhile attraction seems to be building. I know something’s happening, changes occurring but I can’t seem to notice them.
My conversations, I’m getting more outspoken, getting more productive as well. It must be that the changes are internal mostly
Toss em bricks
As the mask begin to fall of
while staring at the mirror
the beast yellss in distance
fooled by the innocence of the lamb
I rest today
Day 21 of my stack: Khanblack st.2 for 6 mins;(2nd cycle of Khan black)
It’s crazy a little attraction here and there, I could be having sex everyday but I’m not so interested, even though I’m so horny, though I look forward to see with my babe when she comes around. I blow her mind off with pleasure and she tells me to keep f****ng her forever.
Today I flirted with two ladies and they buy the idea of coming around but I’m thinking of flaking both of them if none of them call me
Meanwhile I played football today after two weeks, felt gassed out but I enjoyed it now the feeling that comes after I await.
The other day I was feeling a tingling sensation like energy coursing through my body, felt crazy I use to feel that once in a while and it’s funny I felt it more this time around, like I was bending energy as it flowed from one side of my body to the other.
I have a feeling major changes are about to take place in my life
Am I ready yet?
It’s crazy I could have mind blowing sex today if I want to let’s see if I want to though
The healing you’re expecting in stage 1 of Khan black you might eventually get when you’re deep in stage 2.
Today my washout begins for 5 days I might eventually step into stage 3 or I might just run stage 2 one more cycle. The washout lets me realize what step to take next
2nd day of washout
3 dates today including my girlfriend. I’ll pick the one that interest me most and then my girl
3rd day of washout
So many disturbing thoughts, lots of test, I feel like I’m drowning in challenges, gasping for a breath of fresh air