I just decided to drop this here, haven’t been Journaling online for a while. And since I dropped my custom for a while now, I’ll create a separate journal till when I’m ready to move back to my custom.
Quantum Limitless stage
Wednesday: 20th oct, first day of washout
Thurs: 2nd cleat of washout
Frid 28th: Custom & Asch
Sat 29th: rest
Sun 30th: Ql st2 & rebirth
31th Mon : rest
1st Nov: custom
2nd Nov: rest
Thurs Nov 3rd: Ql st 2& Asch
Fri Nov 4th: rest
Sat Nov 5th: Custom 15mins & rebirth 3mins
Sun Nov 6th: rest
Mon Nov 7th: rest
Tues Nov 8th: rest
Wed Nov 9th: rest
Thurs Nov 10th: rest
Fri Nov11th: Ql & Asch
Sat Nov 12th: rest
Sun Nov 13th: Wanted
Mon Nov 14th: rest
Tue Nov 15th: Ql
Wed Nov 16th: rest
Thurs: Stark zp and Wanted & asch
Frid: rest 18thNov
Sat: Ql
Sun: rest 20th Nov
Mon: 21st Nov, wanted & stark zp
Tues: 22nd Nov, rest
Wed: 23rdNov, Ql & Asch
Thurs: 24thNov, rest
Frid: 25th Nov, stark & wanted zp
Sat: 26th Nov, rest
Sun: 27th Nov, QL
Mon: 28th Nov, rest
Tue: 29th Nov, stark & Wanted
Wed: 30th Nov, rest
Thurs: Dec1, Stark, wanted, asch
Frid: rest, Dec2
Sat: rest, Dec3
Sun: rest, Dec 4
Mon: rest, Dec5
Tues: rest, Dec6
Wednesday: Dec 7th, stark, wanted, asch .
Thurs: rest Dec 8th.
Frid: Ql st3
Sat: rest
Sun: Dec 11th, stark, wanted.
Mon: Dec 12th rest
Tues: Dec 13th Ql st 3
Wed: Dec14th Asch
Thurs: Dec15th wanted & stark 7mins
Fri: rest
Sat: Dec 17thh Libertine 7mins
Sun: rest Dec 18th
Mon: Stark & libertine
Tue: Dec 20th rest
Wed: Ql st 3 & Asch Dec 21st
Thurs: rest Dec 22nd
Fri: Dec 22nd Stark & libertine
Sat: Dec 23rd rest
Sun: Dec 24th Ql st3
Mon: rest
Tue: Dec 26th wanted & Stark & Asch
Wed- Sun- Washout
Mon: Jan 2 Ql st3 zp
Tue: rest
Wed: Jan4 starkzp & asch
Thurs: rest
Fri: Jan 6 Qlst3
Sat: rest
Sun : ragnarock 5mins
Mom: rest
Tue: stark & Ql 7mins eqch
Wed: rest
Thurs: Asch & Emp Black 7mins each
Frid: rest
Sat: Stark & QL zp
Sun: diamondzp 7mins by 3am
Mon: emp black 3mins
Tues: rest
Wednesday: Jan 18 stark zp & Ql st & asch
Thurs: rest
Fri: emp black
Sat: rest
Sun: starkzp & libertine
Mon: rest
Tues: rest
Wed: rest
Thurs: rest
Fri: rest
Sat: 28th Jan stark zp & Ql & asch
Sun: rest
Mon: 30th Jan Stark & Ql zp
Tue: rest
Wed: wanted v2 & asch
Thurs: rest
Fri: wanted & stark v2
Sat: rest
Sun: Ql stage 4 v2. & asch (feb 5
Mon: rest
Tue: wanted & stark. (Feb 7)
Wed: rest
Thurs: Ql st 4 (Feb 9)
Fri: rest
Sat: wanted & Stark & asch (Feb11)
Sun: rest
Mon: Ql st 4 (Feb13)
Tues: rest
Wed: wanted & Stark zp (Feb15)
Thurs: rest
Fri: Ql st 4 & asch Feb 17
Sat: rest Feb 18
Sun: rest Feb 19
Mon: rest Feb20
Tue: rest Feb 21
Wed: rest Feb 22
Thurs: Ps & ascension chamber Feb 23
Fri: rest
Sat: Wanted & stark 5mins each
Sun: rest
Mon: Ps
Tue: rest
Wed: wanted & stark 7mins & asch
Thurs: rest
Fri: ps
Sat: rest
Sun wanted & Stark
Mon: rest
Tues: ps. (March 7)
Wed: rest
Thurs: asch, stark and wanted
Fri: rest
Sat: march 11, Ps
Sun: rest
Mon: wanted & stark
Tue: rest
Wed: march 15, Ps & asch
Thurs: rest
Fri: rest
Sat: rest
Sun: rest
Mon: rest march 20
Tues: stark zp and asch 2loops March 21
Wed: rest
Thurs: wanted zp
Fri: rest
Sat: stark zp & March 25
Sun: rest
Mon: wanted zp
Tues: rest
Wed: stark zp, rich and asch March 29
Thurs: rest
Fri: wanted
Sat: rest
Sun: rich & stark April 2nd
Mon:rest April 3
Tue: wanted
Wed: rest
Thurs: Stark & rich & asch
Frid: rest
Sat:wanted april 8
Sun: rest
Mon: Stark &rich April 10
Tue: rest
Wed: rest
Thurs: rest
Fri: rest
Sat: rest April 15
Sun: Rich & Asch
Mon: rest
Tue: stark & wanted April18th
Wed. Rest
Thurs: Rich
Fri: rest
Sat: wanted & stark April 22.
Sun: rest
Mon: rich & asch
Tue: rest April 25
Wed: wanted & stark
Thurs: rest
Friday: R.I.C.H
Saturday:
Nov 4
I went inside school, had different opportunies to approach different pretty girls but I didn’t. My excuse was that lots of eyes are around if I flop, it will be disastrous for my reputation and ego, I don’t have an opening line to start the conversation,
I’ll look for openings and practice so I can eliminate these excuses
Nov 7.
Abundance is when you know you can let go of someone who isn’t treating you well, knowing you’ll also meet someone like that immediately…
Nothing much sweeter and greater than believe in oneself and self love
Dec12
An individual using Stark ZP will swiftly realize they are becoming a rare type of person. I noticed lately my self esteem is increasing, I saw Amara Asf, normally I’d want to approach her but instead I just passed, no biggie, I’m bigger than her, whenever I see her again if I’m in a better spot, I’ll talk to her. I’m lately seeing these girls as ordinary that’s what I mean, call it abundance mentality, ego or whatever.
Physical fitness: I’m also building my body effortlessly, it’s like every aspect of my life is falling into alignment effortlessly
Dec 16th
I remember now, there was a time I hacked this shit, when I didn’t care anymore about sex and it was all about my hustle that was when I convinced Sexy to have sex with me. Just be you, forget about ego and all that stuff. Let her have a good time with you first .
It shouldn’t be about sex for you now, it should be about having a good time with them and you sure can have a good time with them.
Be in the moment, live in the moment
Kos nd Dia are ejected from the contest and placed on probation. Its likely I’ll go alone, don’t care.
Worst day of the attraction phase, threw up, ended up alone and still got rejected by various girls. Wanted indeed.
Rejection of the highest order, even for hookup I didn’t find.
But I won’t forget this day, when I felt i wasn’t attractive at all, when I saw that money is never attraction, rather confidence and charisma. When Gentle could walk away with a girl but I couldn’t convince the girl to do hookup with me. That’s so pathetic and sick but the current situation of things after 10months of wanted
When do I get to the stage that I don’t care what ppl think abt me again, I do what I want and say what I want, wear what I want
Sat: I’m still feeling yesterday rejection, it’s trying to make me feel less of a man
I’m still making the same mistake by putting my interest first. I went to a rotoract club and I saw a pretty girl, Splendoff introduced me and I couldn’t even make a discussion, I just went straight to let me have your number, that’s bad. I also noticed my social awkwardness, I’m not used to enough social occasions , I have to join all these clubs if I want to be social but the problem now is that I’m already leaving school.
I’m still noticing emotional vulnerability at times, should I stop weed? Cos I feel it’s kind of one of the issues
Dec 22nd
I miss my baby custom, gave me this viscosity and fluidity at once, stark, I don’t think it’s the personality that suits me, it’s got me contemplating of replacing it with my custom and something else. It’s something I could evolve with.
On this note, 5days of washout and contemplation
Dec 23rd
Everybody is waiting for that nigga to step up, could be you so know that they’ll rather applaud your confidence in approaching a lady than you sitting back. I saw a pretty girl at the mall and contemplated in approaching her, another guy did and I was just feeling that guy. The guy was in a hoodie. No one will condemn you or judge you badly if you approach a girl and she reject you. Currently my limiting belief or factor is based on other people. I’ve gotten over other aspects. How will ppl see me approaching a random girl, how will ppl see me if she reject me, what if they laugh at me in their minds? What if they recognize me next time for that rejection?
Jan30th
Lots of girls in my radar and contact list. I long for a point where I can express myself freely to them without shame or pride. Eme sitting across and yet I can’t express my mind fully to her bcos of my pride.
Constant massive action and your sure to see results
Feb 3
Alpha is here hustling for his money while I’m here burning it on a girl that won’t even have sex with me that Ney already did have a fling anyhow. Tomorrow she’s giving
If I’m to come this close to a girl again, there’s no way I’ll invest, it’ll be as a result of she coming around and liking me
Feb 28
The fact that it’s abundant doesn’t mean that you should be wasteful