Budewr’s journal

But frankly after I have listened them through the night I had a feeling that it worked better. The other day I was very very calm, not usual for me. But this was only one sub and Ascension is lighter one. I can not imagine if I listen to whole stack through the night. I will be definitely zombie in the morning.

But maybe I will try it again but only at a weekend. I can’t afford to listen to it on a week because of work. And this time I will try probably something heavier like custom. Will see. And I forgot to mention that I have listened to it as Ultrasonic.

try it out, gradually start listening through the week i think it will be better for you

I’m going to remind people two things:

1 if you want to experiment, you can

2 however, I would encourage you not to be playing these brain wave entrainment or isochronic tones as you are playing the subliminals

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while listening yesterday i lowered the volume by one press it felt much smooth listening on my bed before going into sleep

now volume is a big thing im anxious about, i dont know if its loud enough for my subconscious or not but i read some mods comments on, if your conscious can hear it the raindrops, (although theres 2 types of raindrops , 1st one is the continues one, then 2nd theres some raindrops that comes from time to time, the first one is clearer on lower volume, the 2nd way is much lower, idk which one has to be loud enough ) then your subconscious gets it, and it receives more info than your conscious so one press is okay i think ?

im still anxious about if its the right decision or not

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listened to more livestreams by my tutor talking about how to affirm your reality

im writing this to summarize and to also share

youre daily life is 95% of the unconscious manifesting

5% your conscious if youre lucky

how to do the math :
listen to subs

affirm your reality with the sub goals,

your daily life is an affirmation to your reality , when youre doing no action of change youre basically affirming what has been already in the subconious and that youre working against yourself, and youre just affirming more the reality that you dislike the reality that you went to subs to solve for you

, youre actually affirming the bad limiting beliefs every moment if you do no action towards your goals,

and the limting belifes has been in your system long enough for years and years making connection between your feelings, and those belifes has this depths of bad emotions fear guilt everything

that it feels like a boss in Dark souls,

so every moment is an affirmation, listen to subs plus affirm those subliminals even more with your presence in every moment and working into believing it

you believe the subs and boost them, when you take action towards them thats how you believe them make the good scripts activate and win the battle against the bad limiting beliefs that you already had for years

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I think recon is tricking me

But im having thoughts about subs not working and it might drag me down with my current consciousness level and they might do more harm than good

But i think its recon so beep boop

Not feeling just thoughts wondering and telling me that subs might not be to good for you

But i know

I need to be not so lost into my thoughts

I asked a friend that I suggested subs for a while ago 3 months ago maybe

He is running khan and LDU

And i asked him about how would he rate his results out of 10

And he said 7/10 which is quite impressive

late observation

im noticing im not looking at my phone very often hmmm

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i can see that i see results from sex mastrey i think? i had some weird dream and i think i holded a volcano out of a wetdream

im not sure

but i feel im more in control of my pepe down there and my sexual energy

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Made me think of Pepe the portuguese soccer player. A world class central defender, but had this uncontrollable anger at times which made him do stupid stuff :stuck_out_tongue:

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hahhaha i know this guy

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every moment is an affirmation to the new reality we want to build

question every moment if this moment and this task or whatever youre doing is helping you grow and achieve your goals or not

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this gonna sound funny

but i intended to jack off to test if i still respond to porn with the same stimulus or not hahahahhahah

to test also if i can hold a volcano from popping to see how sex mastrey influenced this side

i was surprised i got to hold a volcano twice which was weir. sometimes it would explode and i cant control it,

also the guilt after the explosion went away, its a man dilemma to feel like shit after jacking off, but in sake of the test

i didnt feel that way.
and i dont feel guilty also that i relapsed or whatever its called, since i was aware of wanting to do something to test things out

who knows maybe this was all a mind game for me to jerk off hahhaha it doesnt matter its a form of the past now.

beep bop

There was a famous comedian that wanted to have that surgery. When they saw that he was always on the road, they said that surgery wouldn’t work for him. They told him you have to be careful what you eat…
What kind of diet did they tell you that you should be on? i.e. what foods to avoid etc.

youre just strict on diet on the first month or two of the surgery

first month you dont eat solid food, after this whole month finished they require you to stay away from sodas and such,

but thats it

now i that know, i wouldnt recommend for any to do it, its more harm than good tbh

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writing this to affirm more:

you have 2 options in your life

1 - to do something to improve your experience on earth by working on your goals and your fulfillments

2- take the blue pill

an action is an affirmation, you do the same old thing that youve been doing for long enough, you wont see change

you are the change, youre the cycle

when you watch youtube vids or anything or play games

what youre saying is to youself and your subconscious that these tasks are more important than your goals

wanna change your reality? affirm with your actions to your vision

yikes im fighting this comfortish feeling

but its an indictor that im not living in the present moment

its actually very enlightening to know just by being present the comfort zone disappears

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Stillness and action

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Hows LDU working for You ?

looking great, im looking to take more action towards it

ive been running LDU for probably 4 months now

ive been running emperor and QLST1 for almost 2 months

i havent been doing proper action towards any of those subs if im being honest, i was genrally siting around waiting for change to come, but i changed this mindset and focus

even with just sitting around most of the time. i noticed some improvments with LDU helping with my stomach sensitivity and also small factors like having more capacity to eat more and chug water more comfortably, maybe also not caring about porn anymore

im not addicted to porn, but i usually get horny once in 2 weeks or so and i want to watch some and jackoff, now i dont feel a thing. maybe its LDU maybe emperor who knows

note: i have over 30 goals and limits that i wanna destroy with LDU . i wrote them on a note the first time i bought LDU, so in order to see results i need to take action rather sitting around

however that last 2 months felt slow in results and nothing crazy its like eating bread crumbs for dinner

very little

maybe if i acted more the past 2 months i wouldve seen a whole Baguette rather than bread crumbs :rofl:

but i think generally its good

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