Stillness and action
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Hows LDU working for You ?
looking great, im looking to take more action towards it
ive been running LDU for probably 4 months now
ive been running emperor and QLST1 for almost 2 months
i havent been doing proper action towards any of those subs if im being honest, i was genrally siting around waiting for change to come, but i changed this mindset and focus
even with just sitting around most of the time. i noticed some improvments with LDU helping with my stomach sensitivity and also small factors like having more capacity to eat more and chug water more comfortably, maybe also not caring about porn anymore
im not addicted to porn, but i usually get horny once in 2 weeks or so and i want to watch some and jackoff, now i dont feel a thing. maybe its LDU maybe emperor who knows
note: i have over 30 goals and limits that i wanna destroy with LDU . i wrote them on a note the first time i bought LDU, so in order to see results i need to take action rather sitting around
however that last 2 months felt slow in results and nothing crazy its like eating bread crumbs for dinner
very little
maybe if i acted more the past 2 months i wouldve seen a whole Baguette rather than bread crumbs 
but i think generally its good
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having this vivid vision from time to time, its like an insight to where im heading and progressing
its like im seeing how the mindset slowly changes to adapt with the change and the vision, with killing the comfort zone and where it will lead me
today marks 2 months of QLST1, im still not certian if i wanna go with the flow and go to stage 2 or not
but i think i will, for some reason i feel my results has been weak cause of QL1 maybe?
who knows
but i have to put some blame on me as well, i havent been moving or working and pushing myself
my mind always wins thoughts coming from the submind. wanting to stay in the comfort and in the known
and it always wins and i say tomorrow ill work. until 2 months has passed without me working
but now im changing this mindset by being present, this pushing im doing happened when i watched a lot of livestreams to one of my tutors and masters.
but its not from subs im sure.
subs need more time i assume if you dont do action, because the wind and the preasure is against you
you lose when it comes to your old limiting beliefs that has been rotten in your submind with strong feelings and has been laying around since for ever
you lose
then when do you win?
you win when you push with subs, and then create the reality that you came to subs for in the first place.
then they work as a huge power to bazooka the hell out of your old limiting rotten belifes
my main struggle in life is this stupid comfort zone.
once its gone, ill reach the stars.
and im working on it right now 
but whats bothering me a bit is if im doing all the work and the pushing ,
where subs in the equation ?
things will unfold slowly.
as saint says, results arent logarithmic, theres ups and downs. we will see later my friends
Just a quick question; can you let go of the need for results and instant feedback? I get the feeling that you are very attached to the end result, and that might be something that works against you in this case.
And also, normalization in the way that you are not noticing the changes as much because it’s now a part of you. Since the first time I saw you on this forum(which is not that long ago), I have noticed a lot of positive changes in you 
Just think of how many years it took to program all the bad beliefs into you, and then compare it with how much has already changed in the short time that you have played subs. You are always the one doing the lifting, the subs are just suggestions playing in your ears.
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yes i need to do that, i had all my cards that ill wait for change to come, and maybe youre right i was a bit too much focused on them, which even creates a bigger problem
true many many years,
thanks toby, ill let go of this too much attention and tension on wanting results
ill work my way through and ill write and journal what i observe and what i perceive
i just noticed maybe im putting too much desire and too much attention, thanks for letting me know and putting awareness on that friend
giving so much attention to something will lead to the opposite desired result
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i also feel like im committed smh. after i worked yesterday and the day before it
now im having this feeling and urge and vision that im so committed and i cannot whatsoever just stay in comfort zone and not work
i have to do it whatever happens, and it feels like a parental commitment. its like poffffff. end of discussion its either work or work
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That drive is what fuels you, and that’s a good thing IMO. But sometimes one get to attached to it, almost like a quick fix pill. Maybe a better approach is to work on the belief that subliminals do work, and work amazingly well, because if you doubt it, you doubt the very fact that they do work at all.
In comes Gratitude 
I had a small frustrating mood this morning, but then I remembered to reconnect to something bigger. I spent an hour just observing horses eting grass this morning, and damn that was meditative 
Just the way they were just chugging along doing their thing…
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thank you my friend
i like this approach 
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i keep coming back to journal more
i feel happy that im committed, and im working and putting hours
this is beautiful
freaking hell ive been noticing some stuff lately
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm this is so interesting
guess i was the clogged wheel to this whole equation ?
damn i keep checking some old tunes that i used to play with my crew back in the day
we used to be pop these pills like xanax and stuff. and play some tunes like these and never come back home for a couple of days sometimes
i remember even playing these tunes 3 am in the morning on a tahoe that belonged to one my friends
that was super spacey , and we were on the highway cruising 3 AM in the morning blasting the music and smoking some joints and leaving the windows closed
hahahahahah what world was i in, i love remembering these moments in my life,
they shaped who i am today
i embrace the fun i had before and all the troubles i went through and experienced
all the drugs ive taken, xanax to valium to clonezapam, to crystal meth to fentanyl to acid to pretty much everything, i think ive tried everything hahahhah had my share of this dark side of this world
i was so lost
glad i found my way
embrace the good memories always .
bless their souls. still hold lots of love for them,
but we came into our separate ways
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went on with QLST2
done 2 months of QL1
not much gains,
also im going back to the old listneing pattern.
no size fits all
im sure it will suit me better. ill test the water and journal
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its really interesting how my stomach is slowly feeling more and more comfortable
i wanna credit that to LDU but idk, i might have to do more test
ive been eating fast lately
Sometimes i tend to forgot the essence of me, and act blindly and unconsciously like i never knew all of the light
ill be more conscious that i am the light
sometimes you got lost, and tend to forgot everything
life just carries you away cause youre not present enough in the moment
2 days so far so great on the regular legacy pattern
had huge boner this morning and the day before it
sensed some fear but its okay. i wont wait for it to go, tmw once i wake up ill start with the presence process
ive trying to do this book for over 4 months now, but i will start surely
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So you are now an advanced user :).
hahah i wouldnt say that.
but i think it will fit me better for some reason
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a huge festival is coming to my country on December, and theyre doing a competition for Djs to submit their mixes
a 15 minute mix to their website
if they like your sound theyll pick you to preform a set
i just recorded a set. and i think this is the one,
to be honest, i think im gonna win easily hahahahha i just have a feeling
where i live theres no techno sounds, its all house and funk and deep house
so my set will bring some action to their ears