My father is a potential influence of wealth limitation, for example claiming to be a capitalist but being against having rental properties. I need to keep this in mind.
I was about to say, “Fuck it, I’m dropping Dragon Reborn and going ALL IN on wealth. Because WHAT I REALLY WANT is a stable abundance of UNLIMITED TIME AND ENERGY which only wealth can provide.”
But then, as I was walking home, I got another satisfying interaction with a woman. Dragon Reborn has been getting better reactions from women than anything other product here. I should mention that I’ve also been peppering this cycle with my Sexy Romance custom, but I sense that Dragon Reborn is a major contributor. Also contributing is Charisma & Flirting Enhancer, which I’ve noticed seems to give more concrete seduction advice than any other seduction product I’ve seen, which I think makes it the most useful. Every time I run a custom with it I notice a clear, conscious instructional mentoring and help creating a seduction script. Other things I’ve done as well are important contributors, especially sativa cannabis, which is undeniable as highly medically and subliminally beneficial to me at this point.
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You’re healing, and that is sexy to some women. Also in theory, the seduction and relationship type subliminals should also work better after DR.
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I can feel it!! Lots of issues getting destroyed by Dragon Fire alone
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Dragon Blood is continuing the healing of my addiction to negative thinking patterns.
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Celebrating my 3-year Sub Club anniversary 
And a Happy New Year to all
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Challenge accepted, I’m doing this.
Just finished a fuckfest with my tradcon soulmate. Heartsong is truly a must in my stack when I desire to seduce, along with Wanted and Love Bomb. HS+Wanted I call “two-way attraction”, and there are other benefits as well. Heartsong makes me recognize my desired women much better and help me connect and communicate with them greatly; the combination with Wanted makes them obsessed with me and my attractiveness. With HS I somehow have everything in common with some woman in my life who I realize a relationship with. I’ve also had NDE Core in my stack and interestingly have gotten a large number of blowjobs without asking.
Started DR ST4 (RED). After that I’ll be on wealth while keeping my romance and result-enhancing customs going. ST3 was kinda strange, can’t explain a lot of what it did, but it seems to have benefited my healing and made me more in-tune with my true self, especially through interacting with my woman of choice.
40 days pass…
Now I need to get my career adjusted to my satisfaction so money and the need to live productively are no longer concerns. I’ll stack EoG ST1 from the main store with Genesis. Using them I intend to find new career and income options/paths that I enjoy rather than the field I’ve been in which makes money consistently but is dreadful to think about continuing. It will lead to other subs to achieve my wealth path.
My 4-year SC anniversary! Happy New Year everyone.
New chapter: The Primal Dragon Is Reborn
I figured out Dragon Reborn + Primal is the stack I need, and somehow I know with certainty. Primal because it is the desired archetype and the sub that most addresses approaching and interacting with women and handling the surrounding social situations. It took a long time to figure this out, especially compared to titles like Wanted, Khan, and Heartsong, which all seem like they could potentially do what I need. And Dragon Reborn is right because I’ve used it some before and it is the only product that has the power to shred so much negativity holding me back from my true, euphoric self. Who I want to be isn’t far away, but I have such thick clouds of negativity that I struggle to break through, but from my experience Dragon Reborn can fix it because of how it destroys negativity and limitations from every angle at once. I’ve been able in my self-therapy to break various types of negative patterns, but then the problem is that blockages are like whac-a-mole: I fix one issue promisingly then a different one jumps up and sabotages me. I’ve found that Dragon Reborn is great for this because of how it kills every issue simultaneously and allows my authentic intentions, desires, and personality to flow through without obstruction. So I just combine that with my goal sub and soon enough I won’t believe how effortlessly I glide right into any kingdom of choice. Main reason I write this journal is because my days are fairly boring with lots of spare time and I don’t interact with people a lot, nor do I want to discuss this great and rare path with the people of my former reality until I’ve fully solidified into the new reality, so it will be nice to use some of my time sharing my experiences with you here.
One thing I seek from the dragon is boundaries which have often been weak in me. I wasn’t talking with my last ex for 3 months but am again, and I find myself having some difficulty keeping strong boundaries where I don’t give in to what she wants. She wants me to do various things for her, and I don’t want to fully let her go as she is nice company to have in my life. I just like talking to her on the phone up to once per day, but she likes to call at random times and also tries to get me to work on her personal projects. It’s hard for me to tell her with firmness that I don’t want to be in an exclusive relationship with her, largely due to my sexual scarcity. I think such scarcity could quickly be demolished if I just made more efforts with women as I have decent opportunities around me and indicators of interest. I’m looking forward to DR+Pr making that a reality. One challenge is that I don’t want to talk to women too fast because my weak boundaries could lead to me overcommitting with another and repeating the same pattern like with the ex.
DR is bringing up old stuff, but making me more peaceful and healed even without particular goal fulfillment. Both titles are creating attraction though I haven’t been motivated to pursue yet. I think some of my intention to do so comes from negativity rather than quality desire. I’m not sure if this healing will result in a totally unexpected path or the desired pleasures. “Talk to everyone” doesn’t seem my style as the mere fact that I could approach and consummate with numerous strangers doesn’t seem sufficient reason to do so, given the anticipation of lack of satisfaction in pure physicality; not trying to approach may eventually allow me to notice a gal with pleasing energy in my vicinity to chat up in the way I’ve felt a slight inclination from time to time. I’ve noticed I get into angry loops in my head during the day, not even sure about what, but they are becoming reduced as time goes on. I’ve managed to assert some boundaries with the ex and she seems to be following appropriately. I’m looking forward to my loops tomorrow morning.
Last loops led me to be really tired last couple days. Seems I’m going in the right direction though. Lot of negative structures and falseness being destroyed. I shall continue through the programs.
Was just reflecting on how Primal calls for a fun disposition. I need to do a lot more of that in my approach to women. But it’s difficult with so much negativity in me about the past where I was prohibited from having fun, plus bitterness of such lack, so I have Dragon Reborn also.
It started occurring to me, once yesterday and once today, that I may well need to develop a social life again to achieve my PRIMAL (sex) goals, plus I probably need people anyway. Fortunately I have Dragon Reborn in my stack, which will protect me from incapacitating traumatic events that can occur during such a quest as has happened before.
Ugh I’ve absorbed a lot of toxicity. I may spend extra time on DR ST1 as it tackles toxic mind patterns well, plus I’ve been listening with my sound level turned down low but I started turning it up and the subliminal seems to work better and allow more frequent listening this way (but not a blasting sound level as I learned the hard way as I’ve written about), so the earlier loops may not have “counted” as much as my recent ones.
Spent a day and night with my ex over the weekend. It was a really great time. Primal seems to have helped make it happen and the journey and its culmination were indeed legendary. I realized how much I enjoy her as a partner so we both expressed how we want to work toward a future together, and I started thinking how I could drop my current stack and start working towards building my independently-employed empire for funding our life. But today on a phone call she brought up a suggestion that is fairly innocuous but I see it leading back to the problems I had during the relationship before, which is that the relationship is generally highly enjoyable with great sex but she controls and watches everything I do. I don’t like that, for example I don’t like telling people my use of subliminals and she will be suffocating my surroundings to the point where I don’t have enough freedom to keep something like that under wraps. Now my dislike of someone knowing about subliminal use is not the only problem- I could let it be known, but she will still control me tightly and I will feel like a kid with strict parents, or even worse a slave or prison inmate. She will be hypocritical and if I choose to employ the same level of control to her she will complain about it, plus I don’t like being a tyrant anyway. Our relationship seems somewhat of a power game, her leverage being that she fucks me so good and is generally fun and uplifting to be around combined with the fact that she can and will find other men to have sex with easily, while my only leverage are basically that I could leave her which terrifies her and I’m able to get a lot of productive tasks done such as bringing in money and labor around the house. Makes me think maybe I should not jump to wealth yet, maybe it’s a problem I need to fix that her main leverage is her ease to get with other partners. But I don’t have an abundance of partners, with the greatest issue for me being that most women I see that I could approach, while good looking, don’t strike me as satisfying, that a relationship with them would not be as fun, fulfilling, nor pleasurable as this one I know. I would like if I could spot better partners but it seems really difficult to imagine or find partners worth pursuing. I’ve used Heartsong which is great if you are spending consistent time in social groups to get to know women, but it doesn’t seem to make anyone jump out enough in a cold approach context (I should mentioned I manifested her with Heartsong). It seems I like to be chased, someone who gives me a lot of attention without me having to initiate a lot, but I don’t know what that suggests for my best course of action?? (as for the choice of subliminals in such course, not necessarily Wanted because they don’t approach often and the enjoyability of the options is still questionable). Maybe I should go to wealth since one of the titles would be Emperor (other RICH), which would allow me to continue toward romance and strong frame, while also getting to start making money. More money would be more leverage, plus independent income would counteract some of her tactics. I suppose I could use Heartsong to improve our relationship through understanding so she doesn’t irritate me so much which a lot has to do with her and I not trusting.