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#222

Ran my last loop of st2 today. St2 is really great, despite being one of the less popular within Khan.

Some things I noticed include:
-lots of self-reflection and refining what my real self is
-lots of authority given off in the workplace and relationships improved (in the workplace because I minimize most other socializing)
-impressive social demeanor and cool body language
-high status walking strides
-beliefs improvement to be more favorable and realistic
-overcoming of ways of self-sabotage, e.g. being overly rebellious and resisting conventional work
-related to beliefs in general, I feel a much stronger sense of comprehending the world and my relation to it; in other words, “it all makes sense now”. I really look forward to more of this aspect when I get to st4.
-feeling release effect, much help processing/releasing emotions that I normally wouldn’t. Emotions unfettered perhaps.
-a certain positivity and laughter that my life is great and things are great for me
-release of some anxieties in the workplace, a positive outlook of what to expect
-better perception of people, their emotions, their weaknesses
-more sexual understanding, realism, and positive outlook
-easily giving up some of my worst habits because of instant feelings of repulsion
-sense of being myself in ways I was in the past but became separated from

Now I’m looking forward to st3 which I will start about June 1. I’m interested in a few aspects in particular on the sales page not prominent in st2:
-wealth scripting, seeing what a “tiniest speck” can do
-seduction scripting, notably the guidance on who is receptive plus the seduction scripting in general plus the supportive scripting
-ambition and vision scripting to help see what I want with career/wealth
-other general benefits of st3

My goal for st3 will be primarily to enjoy another sex partner, but I’m also very much looking to, on the side, gain insight on my wealth/career path. And also whatever other things st3 offers. I plan to conquer my objective soon, within two cycles max, so that I don’t have to run st3 more than 2 months, because I want to go on to st4 which will help me decide what I want to do next in my career by the end of the year, whether continuing where I’m at and working on other ventures on the side versus doing something else entirely. One such way it may help is by expanding the professional network, but at the same time I’m not sure I want to go that route and may rather focus on my independent wealth methods, but it will help provide me options at least and decide with vision scripting.

#223

They weren’t lying about the SEDUCTION scripting in Khan st3. Not just women, I’m seducing everyone such as influencing everyone in my workplace to act different, while having all kinds of generic visions around the orchestration of power. Still working on fully manifesting all my desires with women, but I’ve seen some really interesting interactions/manifestations here and there. I’m starting to sense a greater abundance throughout my lifestyle.

It talks about how Khan has vision scripting and it seems to me like that vision generation and execution is mostly subconscious and automatic. I usually think of visualizing and planning as an active thing but it’s like the Khan is automatically running my campaigns without me thinking much. I just speak spontaneously with people without planning what to say and it has major effects of benefit.

I keep getting tempted to customize or stack some other sub. I think that may be recon and indication of Khan st3 still actively doing good work in my psyche. As has been observed, if you sense you need to use another sub to develop some traits while running another sub, then your current sub is probably already doing that and you don’t need to stack what you think. Khan is interesting in how diverse areas it hits, e.g., it seems to have love stuff, dominance, emotional&social intelligence, sales, gratitude, charisma, …, all at the same time. So I’m setting the intention to keep Khan ST4 solo. I’ll be running that soon. After seeing how immense the effects have been in stages 1-3, I’m anticipating this last one is going to be quite the experience. Guess I should hold on tight. I’ll note I’ve been running Ascension chamber a mild amount which seems to help step into the archetype and reflect more clearly.

Another interesting note is that cannabis seems to increase subliminal suggestiveness and make more clear what the sub is teaching. Not that I do that a lot or anything, but it’s a tool.

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#225

I got to Khan ST4 but didn’t stay on it as I found the extreme sexual aura, dominance, and swagger to be over-the-top for my taste. I then went onto Love Bomb and combinations of Love Bomb for months. I still am a big fan of it, one of my most favorite subs. So whatever I will do for seduction will involve less of the extreme alpha/swagger stuff and more love/connection-oriented. I have customs for this but am not hurrying too much to utilize them.

I started Dragon Reborn but am doubtful if I can finish it. I’m only on a first cycle of ST1. I want to find authentic purpose, a sense of direction, but running DR would mean 4 months of not doing much, and I will probably be more interested in a seduction title like a custom I possess. At some point I’m going to have to choose new avenue(s) for making money. Current career isn’t cutting it for me. I like the REBELLION stuff of Dragon Reborn and think DR could potentially help me do what best suits me. I may even want to renounce the pursuit of wealth, perhaps temporarily, which I’ve done before. There are 3 possibilities of subliminals I’ll end up running: (1) DR (2) romance (3) wealth. Most likely I’ll go romance until I get bored with that or I run out of money, but I don’t know.

I was thinking writing a journal could make getting through all stages of DR more exciting, but as I’ve started writing, I don’t feel much that it will help.

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#226

Got a loop in yesterday of 10s and I slept deeply. Been thinking about uses of DR and yeah I probably need it. Even as a healing sub it could lead me into action better than an action-focused sub. A couple of the objectives currently of interest are

  • Detach from others’ views and remain true to yourself.
  • Develop your inner child from a kid to a mature, powerful adult.

The first is of great interest because I am self-conscious and often doing things for approval-seeking reasons, along with all the many patterns and traumas in line with such a pattern. I could take much better action toward my goals if I wasn’t overly concerned with what others think and feel about me as I take the action. The book “Not Nice” by Aziz Gazipura helps to point out such issues and solutions. I feel like Dragon Reborn can work on this kind of stuff a great amount. I could see myself taking action that I wasn’t taking before while still in a run of DR, not needing other titles. DR seems can restore me to a more normal, healthy state that I’ve lacked and sought.

The second bullet point is of interest because I was thinking about how one’s issues can be somewhat of one’s own making, and it seems one must choose to grow up and do what is necessary to let go of issues and proceed forward successfully. It can be difficult when you only know the faulty “nice” way of doing things, so when people say things like “don’t be a victim” or “they’re not bullying you” it doesn’t make sense when you only know a particular pattern. But the subliminal can put the right understanding into your mind. I need to make decisions for myself, not allowing my identity to be provided by others. I was somewhat a rebellious child yet I live in a state of tension, obligation, guilt,
fear of punishment, “I hate myself”, shame, anxiety, negative thoughts loops, perfectionism, etc. rather than acting fully in the direction I choose.

There are a lot of aspects of my life and past I’ve struggled to move past. The way I was raised seems unusual and a lot of difficulties surround it. Seems like DR pushes me into the better way of being.

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#227

Well, it looks like I won’t be finishing the whole Dragon Reborn, reasons including that (1) a partial cycle of ST1 with the New Healing Experience did a ton of work already, and (2) that I can’t wait 4 months as I’m eager to take other action now. Namely, I need to open a can of whoopass on my doubters. What I’ve seen with New Subliminal Experience so far has excited me greatly, and one area I haven’t yet utilized it is wealth. I noted that Mogul had satisfying uses back on ZP v1 when it was my first sub purchased along with Regeneration; but, now that I have a much greater feel and understanding of the products available, combined with the improvements such as New Wealth Experience and the increased focus on personalized results/experiences, plus the life experiences I’ve had and learned from, I’m more motivated than ever to get back and stay on my wealth track.

I will mention that I’d like to do a full run of Dragon Reborn at some point. So far I noticed a lot of great healing, attacking of negative thought patterns, of negative emotions like guilt, and strength of assertiveness and resistance to manipulation. Additionally, I also feel increased confidence in my authentic self. I had some self-branding/selling visions come to mind on DR, but I tend to think Mogul with NSE will do a lot of the same thing but all for wealth. Such deep authenticity of DR would be incredible once I have wealth going good and can afford a 4-8 month break for DR. But like I said I don’t got 4 months and I think Mogul with NSE will cover a lot of this authenticity-creating stuff for the purpose of wealth. Only thing of DR I’m afraid of not having is the resistance to manipulation. I have lots of people trying to capture me into business deals that aren’t ideal for me. I’m going to have to remember to not allow myself to get sucked in. I have a few maneuvers to help me achieve this, including using Genesis: Mogul + R.I.C.H. + solitude + right friends + phone notification reminders + ultra commitment + sativa cannabis so that I start generating wealth so fast before anyone has an opportunity to trap me in a sucky deal.

My goal of highest priority now is stable independent income. This is something I’ve had several times before, but for whatever reasons I sabotaged it and went back to working under someone else. So I/reality is definitely capable of what I want, I just need to make sure to enforce strong boundaries. With the life experiences I’ve gone through and realizations from subliminals, plus the high effectiveness of current products, I think I can manage to make the independence of my income permanent, as it’s just a matter of dedicating myself fully for a minimum of 1 year with wealth subliminals. I need to act on such now as my life couldn’t be in a better position to take this on.

I’ve realized the extensive benefit I’ll gain from developing my independent wealth: Money is freedom. Freedom is important. I think a person can have a much more meaningful life if they have more freedom, because then they can put their time into whatever they truly value most. So whatever wealth opportunities I get involved in must be held to certain constraints to ensure certain levels of freedom, and that way I’ll be free to maneuver in whatever way I need to to maximize wealth. And it seems that making a lot of money independently gets you into another class of people, including higher quality romance partners.

#228

Would you mind giving a few more details on Khan stage 4’s seuxal aura, dominance and swagger? Like, how were your interactions with women?

#229

What the hell, I clearly have some deep wounds so maybe I actually will do the whole DR. Part of why I’m considering this is that I know a girl who can soothe it out and assist.

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#230

I have issues with seeking approval and caring/worrying what other people think.

#231

Been getting interesting attention from women while on Dragon Fire. One even approached me which isn’t typical.

#232

My father is a potential influence of wealth limitation, for example claiming to be a capitalist but being against having rental properties. I need to keep this in mind.

#233

I was about to say, “Fuck it, I’m dropping Dragon Reborn and going ALL IN on wealth. Because WHAT I REALLY WANT is a stable abundance of UNLIMITED TIME AND ENERGY which only wealth can provide.”

But then, as I was walking home, I got another satisfying interaction with a woman. Dragon Reborn has been getting better reactions from women than anything other product here. I should mention that I’ve also been peppering this cycle with my Sexy Romance custom, but I sense that Dragon Reborn is a major contributor. Also contributing is Charisma & Flirting Enhancer, which I’ve noticed seems to give more concrete seduction advice than any other seduction product I’ve seen, which I think makes it the most useful. Every time I run a custom with it I notice a clear, conscious instructional mentoring and help creating a seduction script. Other things I’ve done as well are important contributors, especially sativa cannabis, which is undeniable as highly medically and subliminally beneficial to me at this point.

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#234

You’re healing, and that is sexy to some women. Also in theory, the seduction and relationship type subliminals should also work better after DR.

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#235

I can feel it!! Lots of issues getting destroyed by Dragon Fire alone

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#236

Dragon Blood is continuing the healing of my addiction to negative thinking patterns.

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#237

Celebrating my 3-year Sub Club anniversary :star_struck:

And a Happy New Year to all

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#238

Challenge accepted, I’m doing this.

#239

Just finished a fuckfest with my tradcon soulmate. Heartsong is truly a must in my stack when I desire to seduce, along with Wanted and Love Bomb. HS+Wanted I call “two-way attraction”, and there are other benefits as well. Heartsong makes me recognize my desired women much better and help me connect and communicate with them greatly; the combination with Wanted makes them obsessed with me and my attractiveness. With HS I somehow have everything in common with some woman in my life who I realize a relationship with. I’ve also had NDE Core in my stack and interestingly have gotten a large number of blowjobs without asking.

#240

Started DR ST4 (RED). After that I’ll be on wealth while keeping my romance and result-enhancing customs going. ST3 was kinda strange, can’t explain a lot of what it did, but it seems to have benefited my healing and made me more in-tune with my true self, especially through interacting with my woman of choice.

#241

40 days pass…

:thinking:

#242

Now I need to get my career adjusted to my satisfaction so money and the need to live productively are no longer concerns. I’ll stack EoG ST1 from the main store with Genesis. Using them I intend to find new career and income options/paths that I enjoy rather than the field I’ve been in which makes money consistently but is dreadful to think about continuing. It will lead to other subs to achieve my wealth path.