Hi guys! As some of you guys know I’ve been running Khan Stage 1 (8-10 loops stage 1 and 1-2 loops stage 2) for a couple of weeks now.
Thing is, I recently hit a rough patch of my life… Started a new job (real job at a bank, left the school forever), the home I grew up in is sold and I moved. I can’t see my family as often as before. About a week later, my family dog died and I couldn’t say goodbye to him… this week my grandfather died, I saw him a couple of days before and it really shocked me to see him in the hospital bed… he was not at his best, wasn’t the man I knew when I grew up.
I have been feeling empty inside for a couple of weeks now… I really wish I could smile genuinely in my day to day life because I am usually a positive and sincere guy! I know that grief is usually a powerful engine for internal change of belifs, I have seen a lot of friends who changed a lot after a breakup (same for me), so I know there is light at the end of the tunnel!
Here is where I need your opinion… I have been running total breakdown, but I started wondering a couple of days ago if pushing straight to stage 4 of Khan while I am not feeling well because of life events would help me take advantage of the “primed for growth” brain that people experience when they are going through pain!
I need some more inputs on this, I know it is highly theorical and I don’t know exactly how life events influence subliminal’s influence on our belifs!