How so?
It was just a joke.
He has posted this and also said that he wanted to make a custom and call it Kingmaker.
I’m just poking at ya lol
You never really know with people online.
Very true
So I got DivDiamond and BDLM last night.
This is excerpted from a PM I sent last night to someone.
I just finished up a quickie stack. 3 mins each of
Divine Diamond
BDLM
Libertine
Love Bomb
Chosenheaded to bed soon to process it.
Went to bed. No dreams I recall
Then I woke up, smacked her ass, rubbed on it a bit, led to some doggy action.
weird thing is I couldn’t finish. that happens sometimes if it’s too soon after waking up. Now she’s sad. wtf.
Interesting stack.
I think Chosen really came through. I didn’t “ask” as she puts it. I just dove in. I smacked and rubbed. She asked me to pop her back (usually the only way this works is she lays on stomach and I have to push on spine from the top).
I just disrobed fully before doing it this time and she was into it.
Just made a delivery to a house on Nuthatch Way
It’s a manifestation!
Like angel numbers… but they’re letters and words…
So this stack is superb.
There’s a hella cute cart girl at the grocery store. She’s notoriously “cold” though I don’t like that word.
Never pays attention to me. Not like she’s purposely ignoring me. Has earbuds in while gathering carts.
Granted I’ve never said hi or anything. She usually seems in her own world when doing her job.
Today I was exiting the store, saw her with a line of carts. She saw me. Smiled. I didn’t even have time to think “wtf” I just smiled and waved.
Passed her. Turned around to check out her ass. Because it’s very checkoutable.
Damn if she didn’t turn around and catch me in the act. To which I just waved again and turned back around and walked to my car.
One of my favorite consistent ‘complaints’ that I hear from women is that I refuse to finish just because she wants to ‘cum together’.
Issa fun, first world ‘problem’
I got 3 cans of Elysian as an extra tip today
Restaurant was backed up on mobile orders.
The customer said she appreciated me waiting and not just canceling on the order.
“I left you something extra on the porch.”
Something I’ve been thinking about for a few days is coming up more and more.
It’s said by some that masturbation and releasing drains/diminishes sexual energy.
What if going for sex with one’s partner and being declined/rejected is the same? A drain/diminishment of sexual energy.
What if one just stops putting in that effort? Does that preserve the energy? Or leads to even more frustration.
I get it, I can “transmute”. But I wanna fuck sometimes.
All the more reason to run KB. To help get a handle on it.
Energy is energy.
Energy must flow
If energy isn’t flowing, where is it going?
It isn’t.
Energetic stagnation causes plenty of issues; internal and external, obviously. As within, so without.
So.
If you’re ‘blocked up’ on the inside, where else will you be blocked up?
Topically, in your manifestations.
What if one re-focuses that effort/attention/energy? That preserves, reserves and allows you to then send that energy into what you desire or, to make it rhyme better…
Deserve.
Nah. Transmutation is only of benefit if it’s by choice. Not as a result of someone else’s whims
There’s reasons that masturbation, particularly PMO, drains your energy in a different way than sex with a regular partner.
I wouldn’t be able to see a connection between rejection for sex and masturbation, unless the latter happens after the former which to me would be something of a different, compound effect.
But, to me, the real drain is long-term and insidious (no pun intended, Senate). There’s more to it than simply rejection, if a long-term denial is what is taken into account.
Frustration. What else are you going to do when you wanna boogie? Which is the point of what I said.
Frustration is mental/emotional and is simply a condition. Just like joy. The whole point of transmutation is to change something into something different. I won’t even say better. Just different.
So, make the best choice that you can. That’s all anyone can do.
Check this book out sometime to see what I mean. The parts about “Will” https://www.amazon.com/Magicians-Law-Millionaire-Mind-Set-Book-ebook/dp/B09B4FCK21
Depleting the will is where you say “I’ll do X” but then not do it. or whatever.
Strengthening it is saying you’ll X and then doing it.
My stack has me thinking about sexual advances with the partner being similar. Where the decline/rejection adds up to frustration and lowering the will.
Ah well. Just a sub-fueled thought stream.
I think people call that mental masturbation, yeah?
For sure. Remind me to look at that link later, in the hospital with my dad atm