No, it isn’t. For me at least it’s about a lot of things. Including ego. And that’s not a bad thing. It’s about showing ourselves how far we’ve come. In my case it’s about proving to myself that I can have something that I at first thought I’d never be able to get, and then thought I’d have extreme difficulty getting.
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samesies. I think part of why I got married so young was my self-esteem issue of not thinking anyone else would have me. Not that she’s a bad wife really. I just wish I had a deLorean. I’d take copies of stuff like Emperor, AscMogul, and so on…back to 10-year-old me.
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it shouldn’t take me drinking IPA and Vodka to get this level of “clarity”
I am, I said. To no one there. And no one heard, at all…not even the chair.
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Same here, sort of. The weird thing is I got laid like gang busters from about eighteen to twenty four and had many more offer it but I was too clueless to pick up on the obvious.
Other weird thing is that the wife started becoming my ideal wife, and a lot more attracted to me shortly after I got done with DR and started my current stack.
I have a very intense recurring daydream where I’m somehow able to place my consciousness back into my younger self the year I lived at home between failing out of one college and starting another. I get to bring the entire Subclub catalog with me, and can get a couple of customs a year.
I have no future knowledge (that’s cheating) and start with the same mess of a mind that I had. It would be epic to experience the changes that I am making now at that point and see how my life would turn out differently.
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this talk of time travel reminds me…I gots omething to post in black forum.
before i pass out haha
amazing how vodka tastes better and better the more of it I drink
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I keep meaning to ask. What is the black forum?
the forum category that you can get access to when you get one of the titles like ALchemist or Sage Immortal
Gotcha. I’ll have time for that. Sometime.
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well fuckin fuck. was literally headed to the bedroom. to sleep. my headphones broke.
They probably sense I wasabout to drunkenly run all 4 stages of DRZP as a test n bed.
dammit. lol. i hate sleeping without something to listne to. good thing i’vebeen drankin I guess. I’ll at least fall asleep fast.
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Risin’ up.
Back on the streets.
Did my time, took my chances.
You had me at sex, buddy.
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Darth Maul never complained.
He probably tried after Obi-Wan separated his upper and lower halves but he wasn’t capable of producing the necessary vibrations in his vocal cords.
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It would probably be a different experience:
I didn’t read this before typing my other post. Funny that we both share this practice. Makes sense really.
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@Trader came here to your journal today to learn from your experiments with varying stack structure.
I don’t see much about it here, but I feel that I’ve read little snippets that suggest your experimenting somewhat.
You’re a more experienced subliminals user and you also have a background in hypnosis. Any personal observations about this? What seems to work best for you right now?
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I sometimes use a “3-step” procedure to zonk myself while listening. It’s similar to Neville Goddard’s “State Akin to Sleep” thing.
Which that’s really just a trance state anyway.
I’m always experimenting haha.
The helps me zone out a bit. Sometimes I get mental imagery and stuff. I just do it to let the subs get into my SubC faster.
I have a YouTube video which another member here found by “coincidence”. It shows how I do it.
I won’t say it’s high quality or anything. But I’ll send you a link if you want. I just wanna blast it Ask over the forum
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Sounds intriguing. Yes, thank you. Please send. 
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I MAY have found a limit for myself with ZP. Got some hellacious recon today. To the point the wife said I was being “grumpy” and “moody”. Hard to say the exact cause, based on the experiment I ran today.
So I’ll ease off on one of the variables and repeat on my next listening day.
I don’t usually get recon like that. So in a weird way, it’s pretty fucking awesome to know I still can.
And even though I’m still feeling “recon symptoms”, they’re fading, and I still feel like my life is on the right track, baby. I was born this way.
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This is actually what I was asking about.
I realized that I probably did not pose the question clearly enough. But then it resulted in your sharing of an awesome, amazing resource with me. So I decided to forget about the original question. 
What I was really asking about was how you seem to be experimenting with playing more loops/programs than are in the recommendations. I wanted to know what you were experiencing with it, learning from it, and how it is going for you.
I’ve been doing my own experiment. From 28 January to 5 February, I’ve been running all 3 of my ZP tracks every other day. (The official guidelines recommend no more than 2.)
My 5-day washout begins tomorrow. When I come back, I plan to play only Dragon Flight (Dragon Reborn stage 3). 1-2 loops every other day. (In other words, back in line with the guidelines again.) I’ll probably do that stack for one play period, and then see what happens next.
Just curious about what you’ve been learning.
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I knew I’d be out quite a bit today. So I just burned a CD with 5 of my favourite ZPs in Ultra form. Set-and-Forget.
Made it through one loop fine…didn’t feel any different until partway into the 2nd loop during the 2nd sub.
Then I quit.
Interesting. Haven’t feel this since the original AscMogul+Limitless Pre-Q test…but even that felt harder/harsher since that was running for a week and I heard it any time I was inthe office working on that app I made.
I’ll give it a rest tomorrow (maybe) and see what blooms out.
EDIT: Forgot to put the stack.
EmperorZP
MogulZP
Love BombZP
LibertineZP
Godlike MasculinityZP
Basically the same stack when I was alternating Emperor or Mogul on days and keeping Libertine and Love Bomb the same. I just wanted to try my “strategic overload” process out on that whole stack and GLM sounded to put in too.
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Last night, I took 10mg melatonin. Went to bed, had a few songs queued up. Leading into “a few” loops of Dreams Ultrasonic ZP.
Dreams were wildly vivid. I got woke up once or twice. Once to rub the wife’s back. Another to pee I think.
The dream kept picking up where it left off each time I went back to sleep. That’s rare for me. Wild.
It wasn’t always like just hitting pause and play each time. More like the dream kept going in real-time as much as it could. So when I dipped back in, I “knew” what had transpired in between. Sorta like a “Previously in Palpatine’s dream”…but no montage like on TV shows. Just a brain dump and I knew.
Next time, I think stacking this with Mind’s Eye ZP Ultra for “a few” loops would rock also.
EDIT: Forgot there was at least once when I woke up, I started the music again. Meaning I got the ZPs again. The dream itself was very abstract, but related to the current level I’m on of “Bricks and Balls”…which is level 436.
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