And I’ve less patience than usual today with the people who walk slowly right down the middle of the lanes in the parking lot.
Move over or speed the fuck up
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Today, there was a girl from my rental agency coming over to do the annual inspection.
She sounded cute on the phone.
Before the appointment time, I ran Sex & Seduction, Wanted, and got about 4-5 mins into Libertine before she showed up early.
She IS hella cute. Naturally, I didn’t try to seduce her or anything. But if I’d been single, I felt like I would’ve made a move.
It was a normal/professional experience. I did catch myself checking her out a lot, I don’t think she caught on. We seemed to get on fine, though, as she took the photos of the inside of the house.
I felt Palpatiny wake up a bit, of course. She laughed at my jokes, I laughed at hers.
I ran the stack (or what I could of it) just to see what that would be like.
Nothing else to report. Except I might start taking my rent payments INTO the office from now on, rather than just putting them into the drop box outside the office 
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These never fail to get laugh out of me smh.
But nobody shall ever beat ‘Little Bill’. That laugh is still echoing somewhere, I’m sure.
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That’s one nice thing about the human habit of assuming most people are like us. Like if I don’t like something I’m not going to do it to somebody else. But then we also end up disappointed or irked when we find out that’s not actually how everybody thinks.
Then there’ve been other times where something doesn’t bother me at all so you don’t think of other’s even reacting to it and you look over and your buddy has this look on his face like he thinks you’re doing something to him on purpose. Say making noise with a straw and you’re just trying to get all of the ice cream from the bottom of the shake.
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Sounds like you no longer want to be with your wife. Why dont you divorce rather then living a pretend life ?. Are youfucking other women ?
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Not true 
We’re doing better now than we have in a while.
No, not fucking other women.
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Was in your position at one point in my life slightly different situation. I married young convinced by my family it was the right thing to do. Later it dawned on me i was living a life of lies there was no physical chemistry with my wife at the time, we had nothing in common. I was lying to myself, lying to her making her believe that i loved her it was awful. In the end i got a divorce so she could leave and go and lead a more authentic and fulfilling life with another man.
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Ran the stack mentioned before of S&S, Wanted and Libertine when the inspection girl came to the house.
That night, I ran the audio I mentioned in a previous journal that is for “Automatic Behavioral Reframing”
It takes an unwanted behavior, uncovers the intended positive outcome of that behavior, and then finds better behaviors to achieve the same outcome.
That one is 15 minutes long. Ran it with 15 mins silence after…looped that so I got a full 90-minute sleep cycle.
Dreamed I was in a classroom. I learned that my dad somehow arranged for me to get married to a cute twitch streamer (Call her Twitch A). She’s pretty damn cute IRL. I catch her stream on occasion.
I’m supposed to move to where she’s at the following Sunday, so we can get married. Of course, I’ve got all these doubts coming up. But I’m really excited about getting to have sex with her. So I think to myself “That’ll make it all worth it”
I get the impression that Twitch A is kinda on the fence about me too.
Anyway, I’m in my classroom pondering all this (I’m in HS again of course) and another cute twitch streamer (call her Twitch B) is in my class. She says some rather suggestive stuff, leaning in to talk to me.
I basically ignore her, even though she’s just as cute as Twitch A, actually cuter. Because I’m all in my head about the impending marriage to Twitch A.
Twitch B looks incredulously at me “Dude, I’m right here and I obviously want it.” Other people in the class look at me trying to subtly tell me to go for it with Twitch B.
I come to my senses, and start talking to her, and she says “Nah, you gotta work for it now”.
The next bits are a blur, as I’m pulling out all the stops of whatever my seduction game is in the dream.
NSFW
At some point, Twitch B got up on me reverse cowgirl and rode me with her ass
That was amazing.
Analysis: The dream seemed to be communicating something to me about not ignoring a possibility just because it isn’t in my “plan”. That plans sometimes need to/can be changed.
Definitely credit S&S, Wanted and Libertine for the sex parts of the dream. The behavioral reframing audio seems to have colored the symbolic parts.
All in all, a great dream that had me wanting more.
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I’ve said before that the Senate requires flexibility as well as power. This dream seems to hold more than one meaning; I’m just really bad at dream interpretation
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I’m usually really good at remembering them, not analyzing them. I’ve yet to find a my Sith Holocrons about dream analysis
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As I’ve been awaiting my custom (there are issues with some of my licensed modules not showing in the history) I’ve just been running whatever subs make sense for the day.
The other day, I ran HOM, emperor, EoG4 and Heartsong.
For the next couple days, my thoughts were consumed by thoughts of family, Legacy, Empire building and so on. No surprise there.
I ran that again today. Except EoG3 instead of EoG4. To see what the difference in thought patterns will be like.
Once the custom is here, that will consolidate EoG4 and Emperor into one. Meaning I’d just need to run HOM and HS.
I may drop HS and go with PCC to help develop my shrewdness in regards to achieving my goals.
Or I may do the 4-sub rotation like before
Day A:
Custom
HOM
PCC
Day B:
Custom
HOM
Heartsong
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Day A and Day B are separated by one day, right?
How about build strengths? Any variations there going on?
Custom is regular ZP. Rest day in between. Everything else is store titles
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Guess who wanted to run either Chosen or CFW but couldn’t decide which…so ran both?
Me. It was me.
Tiny headache in back of my head. Fading already.
All my sexual energy/horniness faded. I only seem to care about business/empire goals for the moment.
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Man, you wilding with the titles, my friend. Be careful please.
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Always
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So the girl who sent me noodz a few months ago, she’s back. Wanted is in the slew of subs I’ve been testing out lately.
Sent me a bra pic tonight. Out of the blue.
If I could make this stuff up, I’d be a great writer.
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So after what happened in the previous post, I decided I’ll run Wanted, Sex & Seduction, and Chosen in bed.
I got in bed and before I could even run it, the wife attacked me. This is the first time I recall effects before a particular stack.
She slept in this morning by accident. Was listening to a binaural audio I made years ago for triggering release of HGH for general body tissue regeneration. Our car trunk lid fell on her arm almost 2 weeks ago. So she’s been running that with a Paragon.
So she was having a hard time sleeping.
Daddy Palpatine to the rescue.
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So I’ve got a theory about this “Flow Factor” thing.
Maybe it’s less about how fast stuff gets processed. And more about being on the lookout for sub effects.
Lately, I totally notice effects after a single loop at times. I think that’s my 2nd favorite aspect about Zero Point. How quickly I can tell if a sub is gonna be good for me or not.
I do think based on my own experience that “Flow Factor” like @Invictus and I seem to have could be explained by the idea of expectancy. Expect something to happen. Notice when something happens that can be explained by the sub doing its thing.
Sets up a reinforcement loop which is opposite of the feedback loop Saintsovereign talked about before with the one who hand waved away results.
I feel mentally clear tonight.
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