Random thought: Every person in my life who says subliminals are bunk means it’ll be that much easier for me to get ahead.
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The Khan Awakens
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Some scholars have proposed the inevitability that, in his 19th iteration in Standard Year (SY) 2022, the Palpatine entity would have begun to explore a variety of Khan integrations. It is observed that this was a particularly pivotal period during which he concretized key structural elements of what would later become his celebrated (and studied to this day) Prosperity Integral: a holographic evolutionary/involutionary map/process/technique of instantaneous manifestation.
Thus is it often remarked: ‘The smile of the Palpatine hides marvels’.
(from Of Palpatine: a Retrospective Contemplation on the Antecedents to the Age of Wonders, by Telluride Plural-289)
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I feel like an asshole today
Lots of little things bugging me and I feel like I just wanna beat people up and then fuck their women.
Today is a rest day unless something drastic changes.
Haven’t felt quite like this since I ran GLM Ultima and Commander Ultima together
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My 3rd day of rest but same here. I’m holding my tongue, but I get annoyed easier and my blood is boiling. I want to box today. Hang in there mate.
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I noticed yesterday that my core stack of Khan1 and Emperor had me feeling basically the same as when I stacked GLM Ultima and Commander Ultima.
I like that feeling mostly. Like nothing affects me. Powerful. It does still feel a bit “dark” though. So I added Chosen in starting last night.
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Maybe take a few days off of Khan.
It’s better today
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My custom is here:
This will replace Emperor in my stack.
So:
Khan1
E:E V1
Chosen
Here’s the list of modules:
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I just ran E:E V1 solo in my living room chair.
I did something I’ve not done before. I went into my “Sanctuary” which I installed over time with both “self-hypnosis” and subs. And I sat in a recliner I have in Sanctuary.
I just sat there in Sanctuary and looked at the walls as I listened. I got DEEP.
At some point, I had a mental idea come to me. Saw a guy running around. Like ridiculously so. Doing a bunch of “busy work”…basically not much…trying to tend too many things at once and making no real progress.
I came to the realization “keeping yourself busy” can be a symptom of reconciliation or procrastination. Not just about keeping busy. But the idea that recon itself may cause us to keep busy with activities all but guaranteed to hold us back. wow
I realized at that point I wasn’t in Sanctuary anymore…so I gently placed myself back in my Sanctuary chair.
At some point after this, I found myself in a grocery store (possibly no surprise as I was in 2 stores today hunting something down for the wife).
In this store, I saw a worker there. A very old man. He was stocking cases of Pepsi in a sort of display.
I had the thought “This guy is probably here doing this because he can’t afford not to work. Working his ass off, and the work he’s doing isn’t really that impactful. I do NOT wanna be that guy.”
That made me think of the above bit about “busywork”.
Seems like a few more minutes of the sub were left. Once the sub was over…I came out of it very groggy as if I’d been in delta too long. Not likely with just 15 minutes.
I did get deep though. possibly low Alpha or upper Theta.
The 2 visions I had seemed relevant to empire building to me.
I noticed that “No Time For Caution” song kept trying to earworm its way in, after a few times of that, I Vaulted it. I have an “Amnesia Vault” I’ve installed in Sanctuary. It comes in handy for earworms especially.
Once I successfully got that song to quit, 2 other Hans Zimmer songs I love started trying. So I Vaulted them for the time being while in Sanctuary.
Usually when I run my subs, I just plop my earbuds in and let them play no matter what I’m doing. Reading, sitting mindlessly, driving, etc.
I think I’ll play more with using Sanctuary to get deeper into trance while listening. Even if I do it in 3 separate listenings each sub day.
I’ll try a 45-minute run to do all the subs, but I suspect that 15 mins at a time will work best.
With this being a state-dependent type thing and I’d be in the same state each time I do it, I think it’ll help the subs in the stack gel together better.
tagging @SaintSovereign because of the song bits. In case that’s relevant to the subs themselves.
*Endcap is the term understand to mean the area for merchandise on the end of store aisles. In case you’re reading this and don’t know that.
EDIT: it’s like 10–15 minutes later and my head is swimming more than it was right after the sub was over.
I haven’t felt like this since the Wanted ZP private testing. When I thought my house looked beautiful. This is even more pronounced than that. Name embedding adding it’s 1-2 punch perhaps.
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I made money today. I feel like I could go home and fuck the Prom Queen
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Money, one of the best aphrodisiacs ever
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In Soviet Russia, subliminal runs you. 
Edit: badly quoted, i meant to get the next part.
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When you say “dark” would you mind elaborating? Currently considering 2 customs. One with Emperor and possibly Khan, GM or the new Chosen. Only want 2 cores so would love to hear more about your experience if you don’t mind sharing.
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Search posts by me with the phrase “steak dinner”. Those pretty much sun up the “dark” from when I ran Commander and GLM
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Today is rest day from my stack of Khan1, E:E V1 and Chosen
I went nearly all day without even really thinking about sex or being horny.
Had to go to the grocery store to get some stuff. I was in line for the self-checkout and there was a lady in front of me.
She was kinda cute, but not overly so. Kinda plain, but I found myself thinking it would be fun to just kiss her. Just kiss, and see where a kiss can lead. I got into that in my imagination, and she suddenly turned around and looked at me. She seemed more annoyed than anything.
She turned back to face the front of the line again. All that took 3-5 seconds tops from me thinking “Hm she’s kissable” to her appearing annoyed and turning back toward the front.
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I was getting recon. I think it was from Chosen. Got nobody to lead. Don’t have a job outside the home. The only real interaction I have with people is picking up food to deliver.
Most customers still prefer contactless delivery. Photo of the goodies at the door.
So I’ve shelved Chosen until I put myself into a better position to make use of it. Like a real job in an office. Or a team in my own empire, etc.
I put Wanted back in because I love Wanted.
Khan, Wanted, E:EV1. In that order
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Rest/processing day. I ran R.I.C.H. Crypto in bed this morning. Regular R.I.C.H. today.
I need money lol. Don’t judge
Today I feel myself thinking along the lines of “I’m tired of settling. Making money just to pay the next bill. Making money should be FUN!”
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Stepmom passed away about an hour ago. We knew it was a matter of time.
I want to cry but it just isn’t happening.
I mostly feel like shit because at my age, I can’t even afford to go back to homestate for her memorial.
I should have my life more figured out by now.
This is bolstering my resolve to figure out my money muck. I realize I want to be so rich that money will never again be the reason I can’t do something.
I feel like I’m shit as a son. She was a damn good mother to me.
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My condolences 
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