Khan ST1 – Day 16
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I dreamed of being in a dilapidated house of a country man. He had the entrance door that was closed with a padlock but even if it was closed it could be opened from the outside. I didn’t feel safe in there. At night ghosts appeared who terrorized me a lot I tried to close the door but it didn’t close! Before the ghosts appeared I was out and a donkey on the farm ran away scared, I tried to chase it but it was far away.
The following day we decided to escape from that evil place in a van but I left my father there! I remember going back to that house once again to protect him from ghosts while he slept. -
Two girls are watching me today. The ugliest kept glancing at me.
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I feel more confident. My confidence has increased and I feel more genuine and healthy. I had no problem talking to others, saying what I think and joking with them.
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With a female friend that I like, I was a bit in need of her attention and I was trying to talk and humor to get her attention. The less she reacts to me, the more I react to her. It has to change.