Getting some good overall development from the Khan/Genesis stack. Not too much to report as it’s all internal changes. I can say generally I feel extremely confident, positive, grounded, I’m falling in love with music more lately, it seems easier to imagine myself creating creative content just for fun, my mindset is seeking opportunities and I’m excited for the next step instead of having a victim mindset and being stressed out by uncertainty.
I feel decisive. In this transition, I have a good sense of what I want to do next, and when I imagine going a certain direction and then trying to predict what impact that’ll have on my life, I feel able to successfully weigh options and figure out which will be best for me. Not stuck by analysis paralysis or too much time ruminating in “I don’t know” thinking
I may have said this before, - my re-visiting this is probably a Genesis + Khan ST1 result… that’s a big moment of personal growth, to be more willing to truly tackle my biggest (social) weakness.
The issue is simple.
We could say “I have a small social battery and socializing tires me out quickly.”
But if we wanted to be a bit more blunt and truthful, I’m just extremely disinterested in most people, most of the time, and that tires me out quickly.
Not that I hate people, or hate socializing, I love people, and I love socializing with a lot of people.
But if you’re a stranger or if I don’t have a deep connection with you, it’s very difficult for me to socialize with you, unless I know exactly what it is we have in common (what reason i have to like you.)
I’m not curious about people
so I’m unlikely to find that common thread with someone in the first place. It’s a vicious cycle.
Support ticket where I was recommended LBFH + True Social
This has stuck with me since I received the support ticket.
I think it’ll be a bit much to add two subliminals to the stack simultaneously, so, I’m going to tackle THE BIG KAHUNA of subliminals that has always been my “need to run” eventually title… LBFH
This title is so counter to my character that at first, even 30s microloops totally destroyed me with recon, and I dropped it altogether.
I’m better with the recon now, but I think after seeing SO MANY reasons to run LBFH, I finally will.
So now, I’'ll be adding LBFH. It’s the sub that always gives me recon when I run it, which means I REALLY need to run it, and ultimately, I don’t want to run Khan, get everyone loving me even more, but not liking any of them back.
5 reasons why I'll be adding in LBFH
Reason #1) What’s the point of being alpha on Khan and having everyone love you if you don’t love everyone back?
Reason #2) Protection-from-negativity scripting would have protected me from situations like how I got fired
Reason #3) More self love & laughter
Reason #4) Deep productivity coming from self-assurance and living in the present moment.
Reason #5) A subliminal that in the long term would really help with sales & business - not necessarily financially, but by making each interaction more meaningful.
The unfortunate part of running Genesis right now is I’m not running it in my usual lifestyle.
But will I like it when I’m back to working and selling full time?
I didn’t like it for sales when I ran it solo a few months ago…. But then again, I stopped HOM, and ran it solo, so my sales probably suffered because of removing HOM rather than adding Genesis.
But vulnerability is about knowing how to drop into an emotional space when you’re in a container you trust and sharing what your emotions ACTUALLY ARE.
We are all being vulnerable in this forum.
It’s like this, but, without the anonymity.
My rule of thumb for vulnerability in my relationship is to tell my girlfriend about the emotions I may be afraid to tell her… but only after a period of time processing them myself & coming to some sort of realization first.
If I say “babe I lost my job I’m terrified!!!” Then she will be terrified too.
But if I say “hey babe, I lost my job, I’m terrified, but I thought about it a lot and I’m also feeling pretty excited at the new opportunity” then she’s gonna feel excited too
That saying “women want you to be vulnerable but then get mad at you when you are” could be restated to “women want you to be able to show them that you have a full emotional range, including not having the answers, but they can’t be expected to give you the answers to any of your problems and you should process your emotions first so that you can be grounded while you’re vulnerable with them, or else they’ll sense your ungroudnedness and panic because women (feminine energy) by nature is ungrounded and they come to you for groundedness so if you don’t have it they’re scared.”
