okay… /inhales
hear me out
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Nope. We will not.
/steals your nose and runs away
so meannnnn
Tell me how the fuck it feels girl
When shit starts getting fucking real
What’s your deal girl?
Who gon’ have you now?
But by all means, keep testing me.
See where that bravado gets you.
Hold still
Don’t say that shit
Fucked-up mess
Theres no pain in a death like this
Wondrously perfect
And terribly awful at the same time
He couldn’t make the features of a huge titanic figure with wildly dancing flames in it’s mane
But could only tell that this creature was wondrously perfect and terribly awful at the same time
Let me ruin you
This takes emotional skills and insight to admit this.
As strange as this might sound, I wonder if this is progress for you.
What do you think?
I encourage you to this of this as a cul-de-sac rather than a destination.
Oh absolutely that was the thought behind it. This is all just a healthy outlet. I don’t take things personally. Just letting off steam hahaha
Please don’t take anything here too seriously because it’s really just a trash can for me to throw things into by this point whenever there is something in my hand to throw.
Many things here I write and never come back to because the second I wrote them, I already resolved them in a manner that… i simply am too lazy to write here since that would be a lot of text. My actual reconciled well put together beliefs and thoughts… too long… so I instead write out whatever intense emotion there is. Not even the belief. I am very very fortunate being and I am thankful for that every day. I don’t hate anyone. I don’t even hold grudges. My life is very very good. I enjoy the rush of the “recon phases” from time to time. Especially on khan, I see it as fruitful exploration for my self expression and power assertion development for real life - in more applicable ways in future. I enjoy the edgy feel of it. This all more poetic than anything. I see how being bitter is not- useful.
This journal looks like of a psycho if the posts are taken seriously. It’s… not real. But… again too lazy to care by now if I explain it or not.
End of yapping.
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One person’s trash is another’s treasure. (quote by probably someone famous)
He walked her to her home
He said, " the devil he will take all that you own
And he’ll strip you to the bone"
feeling humbled today
immensely fruitful
Keep this thought when in fit of rage.
It isn’t manly to be enraged. Rather, not allowing yourself
to be led by anger is more human, and therefore manlier.
Such person has strength, courage and endurance.
Unlike the angry and complaining.
The nearer a man comes to a calm mind,
the closer he is to strength.
Virtue may or may not be recognized
by a ‘viewing audience’ because it was not
built upon the base of gaining applause or validation.
Not being impressive
for the sake of others appeal
but as a byproduct.
Being okay with being perceived as the asshole in the wrong
by the room you’re in and not have to prove anyone any other way.
An internal challenge that bears fruit.
Fruit most only dream of but never had the heart to attain.
Patience, self control, resilience, strength.
pretty words
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strength is earned through trials
when you ask for strength, you’re asking for trials and pain
say thank you
You want to play the hero now?
replace complaint with gratitude
power