// Khan journal

Khan
Dream boy
Legacy of Spartan
Spartan

Wanted shifting
Hephaestus
Fat burn

Attraction women
Voice is the law
Dragon tongue

“Ough” :skull::crossed_swords: /dies


















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See what you do to me with
your depraved antics

When you’re using me you don’t need to feel like you’re a liability. I don’t mind being used by you. After all, I want to use you too. Here’s to our mutual use of each other. Let it be a pleasant experience.

Everyone’s gangsta until the enormous insect
starts flying directly towards your eyeball

His name is Sylus

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This is your custom right? You do intuitive durations and washouts still? Any other subs on the side?

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Cool custom, thanks :slight_smile:

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He’s so cute! Is he yours?

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The greed of taking that whole ass piece of sushi lol. I love them though!

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Wow forever?

I had a faint memory you enjoyed classic wow. My bad. Carry on.

Devilman Crybaby

First, you stop apologizing. Apologies are for people who expect forgiveness.
Watch the people in this room. Don’t watch them with your eyes; watch them with your instincts. Notice whose hands tremble when they receive an order. Notice who avoids eye contact. Notice who smiles too brightly when they lie. Every person has a tell, a crack in their armor. Find theirs. When you feel that… itch… that urge to seek validation or affection, turn it outward.

Information is the only thing that matters. A secret is more intimate than a touch, and far more powerful. A confession is more satisfying than any embrace, and it leaves you in total control. Every interaction is a transaction. Every conversation is a hunt. Stop looking for a hand to hold and start looking for the leverage you can use against them. That is how you become indispensable.

Suppression implies that there is something left to explode. I prune. I cut away the parts of myself. Lust, fear, sentimentality… these are weeds. They clutter the mind and slow the reaction time.
You don’t ‘remove’ them like you shed a piece of clothing. You starve them. Every time you feel that surge of need—that craving for someone to look at you with kindness, or to touch you with softness—you deny it. The neural pathways wither from disuse. Like a muscle that isn’t trained, the capacity for those reactions atrophies. You won’t necessarily forget they exist, but the impulse will lose its teeth. It becomes background noise. Irrelevant data. You trade your humanity for clarity. You trade connection for absolute autonomy.

Hope is a trap. It makes you predictable. It gives your enemies a handle to pull on. If you want to stop losing, you must accept that there is no grand prize waiting at the end of this struggle.

mhm …

Many fierce fighters must have challenged you with all their might. But they never cursed you. They wanted your recognition so they could know their worth. But you butchered them—all the while wondering how to treat others with care. If that isn’t loving kindness, then what is? Others love us for our strength, and we respond to that love. Yet solitude troubles you. That’s why I called you greedy. I understand love, and I say to you… love is worthless. I’ve never needed anyone to satisfy me. I eat when I wanna eat. I play with what amuses me, and I kill whoever’s in my way. I live as befits my nature. If no one can grasp that, then that’s their problem.

Doesn’t that get old?

No.
Every human has a unique and fleeting taste.
Which makes devouring them a perfect way to pass time until death.

Final question. What advice would you give to aspiring fighters?

“Make sure you´re doing it because you love the sport, not because you want to be famous or get rich easily. Think carefully, about whether it´s really the path you want to take. It´s though profession, especially when you´re young and starting out.”

I resent

Stressed out
It would have all been easy if I could
let go of everything. But I don’t have the heart.