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#379

Legacy of Spartan
Dream Boy
Khan
Khan Black

#382

Live like a killer she said

#383

I don’t wanna answer the phone,
I keep it hundred in case you twist your blade
I cut you out because I don’t think that I’m sick
These days I think are so strange
No cuts, no trust, name no names

#385

I once knew a guy who used to punch holes into his walls when he was frustrated. Those USA paper walls. I thought it was the coolest thing ever. I wish we had walls like that here. It´s all concrete.

#394

tastes like chemicals and heart problems

#398

Updated the outfit - still not fully finished

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#399

All those guys that you’re chasing

#401

I know your addiction’s attention
Show us some good entertainment
Give them something to obsess over
Smash your competition
Victory’s your only payment
Is this all you were hoping for?
Gladiator

#402

New custom:

  • Khan ST4
  • Dream Boy
  • Legacy of Spartan
  • Spartan
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  • Wanted Physical Shifting
  • Anvil of Hephaestus
  • SPS: Fat Burn
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  • New Attraction XP: Women
  • Synergy: Voice is the Law
  • Dragon tongue
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#403
inner game

PERSON 1 - the HERO
2 cores:

  • can save the situation
  • can understand other people
    (girls enjoy them long term)

PERSON 2

  • doesn’t have 2 things the hero above has
  • can attract other people but after some time - sometimes even years later the girl will no longer want to be with the guy because she will feel like she is with a loser as opposed to the hero present
  • Can come off as sexy and attract some women easily but if the girl feels icky and bad about sleeping with him after / wants to forget about it, what is even the point?
    The loser in disguise

The real win (to some people) is that the girl remembers you fondly like she achieved something - as opposed to regretting it “I lost control of myself and I gave myself to this idiot that time”

Attraction in nature very often translates as being independent and healthy

Hundred girls can find you attractive and not have to touch you. People look for crazy results but those require a very brave woman. If goal is to be attractive, then the goal should be to move them from the inside. To imprint / change them in some way. Not an overt result. One girl can be a 100 times more attracted to you than the one who would try to touch you. Now are we going to not count her because she wouldn’t even dream of having the courage to have that boldness? Most of the time you cannot tell. But if you are healthy and independent, chances are some people are already attracted to you.

The highest point of game is being highly desirable without feeling like you have to do any extra / fake performative stuff. Just existing being enough. Can start through simple “I am” / affirmation.

IDEALLY, you want to know both INNER (what is shown here)
and OUTER (generally understood / more performative) game.

1 - be able to save the situation
2 - understand people around you

results in : more attraction that comes naturally and passively + overall better life for the individual on both inner and outer life experiences

Inner game sets the difference between those we want to proudly stand beside by long term and those we would feel ashamed to admit our past alliances to publicly even though we could feel strongly charmed by both individuals initially.

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#405

I was made for you
and you were made for loving me

#410

Dying to win and risking death to win
are completely different ways of being.

#413

Ever had the chance to take a bath while still fully clothed? Surprisingly it feels better than I expected it would. So many things have stopped mattering to me lately so I´ve been challenging myself to try things I assumed I shouldn´t be doing. I´ve basically gone off the rails. Funny uh?

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#416

Sometimes I wonder whether
staying alone isn’t easier to do

#417
#419

Never interrupt your enemy
while they are making a mistake.
From friends to enemies to friends to strangers.

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#422

As master Musashi said:

“You have two wolves inside you. Never feed them but also never starve them. Just something in between. Same for air. Don’t hold your breath but also do not breathe. One must never be too alpha and never too cute, never too aggro and also never too gay. Always ready for whatever the situation requires.”

#424

I learned it’s okay if she doesn’t love me
Looking through two eyes that never felt less trusting
Trust me when I tell you it’s disgusting

#429

Amongst enemies, his movements
are graceful yet ruthless

#431

Hear the room drop low when I walk by