my heart aches with so much that I want
I belong ā
with you
only you babe
only you my girl
only you babe
only you darling
only you babe
only you my girl
perhaps the only antidote
to the endless longing for love
is a pursuit of mastery
predestined
You are at all times only one word away
from making yourself look like a total dumbass.
seduce yourself
The enemy of my enemy is my friend
āThe more you weigh, the harder you are to kidnap.ā - Sun Tzu
hate me hate me
still tryna replace me
Yeah, you can start over you can run free
You can find other fish in the sea
You can pretend itās meant to be
But you canāt stay away from me
I can still hear you making that sound
Taking me down rolling on the ground
You can pretend that it was me
But no
Itās like we canāt stop, weāre enemies
But we get along when Iām inside you
Youāre like a drug thatās killing me
I cut you out entirely
But I get so high when Iām inside you
I love your lies Iāll eat 'em up
But donāt deny the animal
That comes alive when Iām inside you
I canāt get enough of you. I donāt think Iāve ever loved anyone like you in my life. Do you know that? Everyone else was so transient. So temporary. But you, you feel like forever. And thatās why I love you. And I canāt get enough of you. Hope youāll be here forever. Iāll always be here for you. I just hope youāll be here for me. Will you promise to never let me go if I do the same? To never leave me and Iāll never leave you? Can we make that pact? This is the natural order of things. To pair off. One beautiful soul with another. That we can be together and combined as one. Itās beautiful. The coming together of two energies. To form something greater than their parts. Iāve always wanted that. Have you? When I first saw you, I knew I had to have you. I saw your face, your teeth, your hair. Everything about you I just had to have. I needed you. I craved you. Something so primal about you. Almost carnal. I couldnāt quite put my finger on it but I knew you would fill that void I had inside. That missing link. The gap. The square on the top of the arch. And it was you all along. And I knew that the second I saw you.
Before I met you I was a different man. I wanted other things. I lived a different life. I had different desires different tastes different ways of showing affection. I even thought about changing paths. Becoming a different kind of man. A man very unfamiliar to you. But after I met you everything changed. The small world has expanded and it grew so much I thought it would burst. I was a little afraid at first. But after I saw it open up, I knew that was the way it was meant to be. I knew it was the way it would always be. And you were the reason why it changed. And so not only do I love you but I also want to say thank you. Thank you for doing that for me. Really. I donāt know where I would be without you. Haha. Iād probably be in a ditch somewhere. So I think. I really do. From the bottom of my heart.
I want you to join me. I need you in my life. Look at me. I need you. Tell me you want me.
How can everything feel so good but also feel grim? I donāt get it.
Just so you know
no one wanted me in Phelos
yet is was you who awakened me
The person who blesses me
From the moment were born
to when we breathe our last
We shall inevitably walk the same path
Itās the greatest blessing for us
Did you lose your voice already?
the way you touch my hair
is making people stare
like they know something we donāt
half of my lifeās best memories will be my dreams
Indulge your greed and desire
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