Khan - Discovering who I am

Lmfaoo, been off Emperor for 2 weeks, its showing. Emperor def had that “must do something”.

Khan is powerful in its own way. But I feel as if Emperor had superior “executive functioning”. That’s either the Quantum limitless inside Emperor or some other scripting which can be remedied with Commander.

I’m a bit concerned. I don’t give a fuck about girls confessing their love for me. Is this normal? @Azriel @lovage @pacman @Yazooneh @Hermit

I’m just like, “well duh, no shit”, but aren’t I supposed to feel emotionally elated?

This kind of scares me, coz I’ve been feeling “numb” to the enjoyment that comes from interacting with others. Its just complete domination. Not really looking for answers like “Adding wanted will solve this”

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Made an account to reply to this.

you probably feel like you should be guilty but you just don’t give a fuck.

It’s because you already knew she was in love with you. By the time a girl is clear enough about her own feelings to confess her love for you, it’s been well established astrally and subconsciously that she’s been in love with you and if you haven’t felt desire to act on that and make her yours than you’re going to ignore her until she confesses and “well duh, no shit” is a natural reaction.

You’re supposed to feel emotionally elated when you’re aligned with who you really want to be. Just focus on that and trust the way you feel so you can shed those old patterns and connections that are dragging you into lower timelines.

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Lmao that was kind of a rhetorical question, but yeah.

Needed this, thank you.

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agree with @DragonLord’s response 100%

the numbness of enjoyment from interacting may change depending on recon/what stage of Khan your on.

Elation from aligning with who you want to be-and that will spill over in everything else you do-interactions, romance or otherwise

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I’m experiencing the exact thing while running Khan exclusively: HOM-Wanted-Khan: a journey of independence, love and acceptance
Khan is not forcing you on any path, and my Khan experience is always on the path of acceptance and love of every moment you live, not from external events. The fact that someone likes you, loves you or hates you does not change your state. It’s the complete opposite of how we “learn” to be happy based on emotions and things happening around you. You are happy just because you exist.
It might be reco, but I don’t think so. Based on my experience with Khan. I do not think it’s bad, it’s just different, but it’s scary as fuck to accept that you won’t feel those emotions. They are like your drug.

That’s why I think Khan it’s a masterpiece. If you watched the last season from Lucifer, in the first episodes of his appearance GOD IS KHAN. It’s exactly what you are describing: the love or hate of his son does not phase him, he is unreactive, but that does not mean he doesn’t love his son. He just accepts everything as is.

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So grateful to have you here because you summed it up perfectly.

This is exactly what’s happening. But honestly, its making me a bit… “anti social”… I love being social. I just feel repelled from people.

Yes. It’s this fear that I might miss out on one of the delights of this life. Not a good feeling, but MAYBE, this is what it means to be just… hyper masculine?

And yeah I understand your analogy. Its similar to the King’s son who gets caught breaking the law, the King loves him but still punishes him, otherwise there would be chaos. Hyper pragmatic rationalism?

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“intelligent people tend to have less friends than the average person. The smarter you are, the more selective you become.” - Nikola Tesla

I think it’s that a Khan has purpose. A Khan isn’t just one of the guys anymore, he’s the Khan. Naturally he may have a smaller circle but a more powerful and purposeful one.

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You beautiful, smart bastard you!
Dude, I think I just had an epiphany reading your thoughts: with Khan the biggest thing to watch out for it’s FOMO.
You will feel at peace whatever you do (being social or not), so it’s always going to challenge you “you think you love being social. Do you really?”. Since external factors are irrelevant, you do need to consciously guide yourself toward things you do love.
This is getting deep and in the realms of philosophical questions, but what is the truth? Is it that you actually love being social, or you love it based on the feelings you associated to being social in the past? These are not easy questions to answer, and I think it’s this kind of questions that make Khan hard to run and accept yourself.

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Bru…
Khan is not for everyone. What you are experiencing is normal on Khan.

Yes, its normal, but is it logical for me? Is it the best move for me to, ahem, FOMO-out on the emotions in question? It’s exactly as @lovage said, this shit is getting philosophical. And if I’m being completely honest, on Khan, I’ve been extremely philosophical, all I have are deep thoughts as I walk around outside, happy in my own bliss.

And I know what questions to think about now. This is what makes Khan fundamentally hard. The fear of missing out. GUESS WE FIGURED IT OUT GUYS.

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Fear of missing out definitely describes my journey with Khan. really good insight, so happy to be part of this community.

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what stage of Khan are you on?
sorry if it’s been mentioned-I am not clear on this and want to better understand the context
of what you are experiencing.

I think, day 11 of Stage 3.

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I just miss the first week of running Khan (Stage 2), that shit was crazy. It was like being stuck in this blissful but hyperfocused Fenrir & Fearsome loop. Fuuuuuck.

I actually despise the aura part of Stage 3. The aura heat feels as if I’m sick + slight tiredness.

My only advice is tolerate it until ST4. Everyone raved about ST3 being awesome, but it was just ok in my experience. ST4 however: that’s the good stuff. Laid back, not ST3 energic. KHAN.

Lmao, same. I think Khan really is the same for you and me.

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long time ago dude, you’re in a stage where you’re passing from a scarcity mindset into an abundance mindset and at some point you’re going to realize that the ROMANCE and WOMEN you TRULY want, the ones up there yknow. They don’t stick around with men that don’t have an abundance mindset, and that mindset has it’s character, the strongest character that mindset has is that you aren’t phased by how “amazing” the women are, you know your worth and you start seeing your options for the huge numbers they are.

what this leads to is a stronger man, with more status, and more followers, and more money, and better health, and better PURPOSE.

and that guy might not be euphoric all day, but he’s the top of the moook

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also keep in mind that the women youre currently easily getting are women youre settling for that you dont even know yet, wait till u meet girls that fill up your eye, prettier, smarter and overall sexier girls

that is also a side note to this women thing

but at some point Khan is going to make u see yourself at higher value than even the hottest woman, and youll realize you wouldnt have gotten her any other way. With Khan the goal is LIFESTYLE>MONEY>STATUS>WOMEN in order kinda (everything there is interchangable but women comes in the end)

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