I’m stopping Stark-Khan experiment. I’ve run both programs extensively in the past, so I know what to expect. For me it’s not a good mix, Khan it’s too much of a masterpiece to be diluted like this.
I’ll try a Stark-Emperor combo for a week or so and see if that works out better. RICH stays no matter what.
Ha, thanks for the thought man.I do love Khan, see what I wrote above? “Khan it’s too much of a masterpiece to be diluted like this” hehe.
The one thing that I don’t like about Khan is how few words I use. Sometimes I respond to questions just looking back and no words. People ask me if I’m ok haha.
Argh, I run subs during the night, so my gf is also exposed to them. So I need something to run during the night that is not Khan or Emperor. So maybe a DR along side Khan. sounds kinda nice.
RICH is doing a wonderful job, so I’m not worried about the financial part…
So first is the supreme chill. Then it’s the supreme chill. And third the supreme chill.
Kidding aside, I would say Khan is the closed I felt to “zen happiness”. Usually happiness is associated with extreme joy, joie de vivre, etc. I was surprised a while back when I read about the zen concept of happiness that qualifies happiness as peace. You observe everything as it passes, unstirred.
That’s how I feel with Khan:
I enjoy each moment more, but in a peaceful way, not excitement
I judge people less
What happened in the past is irrelevant, there are no mistakes, just past events
I’m more passionate with women
There are extremely few things that wake me from this state
My voice becomes more appeasing
I’m still radically honest, but in a very rational way, not placing any blame
I keep hearing very different things in regards to ambition and drive on Khan, it seems Khan is about creating one’s ideal self, so maybe each individuals personal unconscious blueprint effects how Khan plays out
I don’t think it’s laziness: the way I experience Khan it’s all about cherishing your inner energy to the extreme. Your personal comfort for each second primes every time.
In the sales copy “Khan Complete embodies the concept of taking the empires you desire, of taking what you dream of, and the nature required to achieve all your goals and ambitions.”. If experiences are indeed so different from one individual to another, this is the real deal.
It’s on me to figure out if what I really want, why do I run from it? Postpone it, having it after I do some other stuff. With Khan, I think I’m missing out the joy of life, because all things just are. I miss the up and downs of Emperor: absolute king of the world and feeling miserable.
I don’t want to “force accept” Khan if that makes sense. Maybe I’m just not ready to be a balanced being and still crave “living the life”.
not sure I quite understand, so you do experience this as part of Khan? That’s the main thing I’m looking for.
well that describes my life on Emperor quite well lol.
that’s like what @Saiyan4Blue was saying about feeling more alive when he was angry at the world and a lost kid than now, that his business is successful and he has 3 awesome woman in his rotation.
I think this is about not turning previous success into today’s stagnation and about turning yesterday’s peak into today’s platform- what’s the next future your choosing to live into.
The only difference is one is going for something they haven’t achieved it vs ‘having made it’. I forget who said it but something like happiness is the pursuit of a meaningful goal–but after initial success or when things are good meaningful goals at that point may take more courage and effort.
If you’ve won or outgrown the game your playing than maybe it’s time for a new game/ bigger game. Maybe that means the stakes include other peoples success and happiness as well, or jumping off a personal cliff that you’ve been waiting on.Maybe it’s about slowing down and trusting a deeper calling.
I think it’s more of a skill to go from what’s working well but not ideal than what’s not working to working. I’ve been ‘stuck there’, or maybe slowly spirally ascending, for a year so I’m not advising anyone here, just preaching out loud to myself
100% agreed on not force accepting anything, you know what’s right for you with where ever your at currently. Who knows the new SC sub may be what your looking for.
Well, you mentioned that experiences are vastly different, just bey reading journals. For me, that’s proof that individuals do shape the results of Khan.
Yes, that’s exactly my point! I mean, peace and stuff seems great when you’re 70, but now I want to FEEL. I know it sounds narrow minded, but this is where I am now. Maybe Khan in short bursts of 3 months when I want to re-focus, re-balance.
This one is really tricky: I mean 10-15 years ago, I never imagined I’d be where I am today. My parents still think I’m somehow tricking the company I work for because I get too much money. But still, it’s not enough for me, I want more. I know I can do more. When I’ll get more, would that be enough?
The reality is that with Emp or Stark I wouldn’t have asked myself these questions. It’s full speed ahead
yes, absolutely, but forgive me, I still don’t understand lol. You do not get ambition and desire to conquer ‘new empires’ on khan? You get master zen level chill.
I’m all for it!! If you want more that’s important. It doesn’t mean you don’t value what you have now!
Let it rip!
I think I understand -Emp or Stark you find yourself having the experience of moving forward in life, aiming high, and making progress where as on Khan your content-but you consciously judge (not in a bad way)/ choose that that level of contentedness is not in alignment with your desires or would want or would want to want lol
Long overdue update: I did switch from Khan to Wanted and so far it seems a great choice.
I’m running 1:1:1 Stark:Wanted:Spartan with RICH first thing in the morning and when I go to sleep.
I fell more alive, energized, but I also get tired super quick. I take afternoon naps, and I’m literally drained at the end of the day. I expect this is going to go away, once my mind gets more accustomed with wanted
I need to postpone the idea to buy a place by the sea: I talked with several people in the real estate industry and they do not recommend investments this year. Dreaming aside, I’m going to listen to the experts on this one
running the first pilots to rent developers, great progress there
I’m considering doing a crypto webinar training series
At work I started the group with all major players in the industry
My gf told me several times after starting wanted that “I don’t know why, but I can’t keep away from you”. We’re working in separate rooms, and she joined me to work in the same room several times.
I’m focused on the right things every day, without feeling pressure to do things
I’m talkative, but always detached from any outcome. My gf got upset a couple of times this week because I’m working too much(she’s worried about my well being, it’s not about her getting more time with me), I just smile and move on
I’m courteous and gracious with people; while weird at first, I can get used to it. I’m like this especially with women and it’s a huge shift from my behavior on khan/primal based stacks where the raw sexuality was leading any interaction. Now I’m more in the moment, more relying on innuendos. Add this to being courteous and I see why women want more of that
I’m considering doing a love bomb every morning, it seems like a great complementary ultima to the stack
Dude, in no way that was a reason for me to stop Khan. I love that behavior. I prefer it to my current stack.
Main reason for giving up on Khan is lack of verbal fluency and passiveness. Like @DarkPrince put it "Khan meditating emotions is kind of fucking annoying.
But at the same time its amazing."
Just not the right time for me and Khan, but it’s still my favorite.