A journey of independence, love and acceptance: Khan-HOM-Dragon

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#21

yes, absolutely, but forgive me, I still don’t understand lol. You do not get ambition and desire to conquer ‘new empires’ on khan? You get master zen level chill.

I’m all for it!! If you want more that’s important. It doesn’t mean you don’t value what you have now!
Let it rip!

I think I understand -Emp or Stark you find yourself having the experience of moving forward in life, aiming high, and making progress where as on Khan your content-but you consciously judge (not in a bad way)/ choose that that level of contentedness is not in alignment with your desires or would want or would want to want lol

Let’s see how Emperor+Stark fits you

#22

Beautifully said.

And I’m also experiencing that “stillness”. Would Renaissance man with it be a great combination?

I would run Khan for this reason alone.

#23

Come on man, you need to keep up lol. With Khan I want to have enough money to live freely , but definitely no empire dreams.

I think high energy Renaissance Man would conflict a bit with the stillness of Khan.

#24

Or it will make you still, at high energy. :joy:

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#25

I think HOM would fit better TBH. Same massive power, relaxed alpha…

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#26

might be worth testing that stack :slight_smile:

#27

Long overdue update: I did switch from Khan to Wanted and so far it seems a great choice.
I’m running 1:1:1 Stark:Wanted:Spartan with RICH first thing in the morning and when I go to sleep.

  • I fell more alive, energized, but I also get tired super quick. I take afternoon naps, and I’m literally drained at the end of the day. I expect this is going to go away, once my mind gets more accustomed with wanted
  • I need to postpone the idea to buy a place by the sea: I talked with several people in the real estate industry and they do not recommend investments this year. Dreaming aside, I’m going to listen to the experts on this one
  • running the first pilots to rent developers, great progress there
  • I’m considering doing a crypto webinar training series
  • At work I started the group with all major players in the industry
  • My gf told me several times after starting wanted that “I don’t know why, but I can’t keep away from you”. We’re working in separate rooms, and she joined me to work in the same room several times.
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#29

Stack
Night: Stark(3 loops) + RM(2 loops) + RICH (2loops)
Day: Wanted(3loops) + PS (2 loops)

  • I’m focused on the right things every day, without feeling pressure to do things
  • I’m talkative, but always detached from any outcome. My gf got upset a couple of times this week because I’m working too much(she’s worried about my well being, it’s not about her getting more time with me), I just smile and move on
  • I’m courteous and gracious with people; while weird at first, I can get used to it. I’m like this especially with women and it’s a huge shift from my behavior on khan/primal based stacks where the raw sexuality was leading any interaction. Now I’m more in the moment, more relying on innuendos. Add this to being courteous and I see why women want more of that
  • I’m considering doing a love bomb every morning, it seems like a great complementary ultima to the stack
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#30

What other reason did you stop Khan?

#31

Dude, in no way that was a reason for me to stop Khan. I love that behavior. I prefer it to my current stack.
Main reason for giving up on Khan is lack of verbal fluency and passiveness. Like @DarkPrince put it "Khan meditating emotions is kind of fucking annoying.

But at the same time its amazing."

Just not the right time for me and Khan, but it’s still my favorite.

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#32

Commenting before I read the post because I like the core list in order to follow this journal and catch up later when I have a chance.

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#33

Not sure if reco or something else, but I’m strongly reconsidering Stark as part of my stack.

In my day job, as a Product Lead you have on a daily basis work for 2-3 weeks. That’s normal, and it’s up to you to prioritize what you work on. With Stark, I always do more than I should, it’s crazy. I also started to micromanage people in my team more and that’s a huge nono for a product lead. But I’m curious about details, I want to understand how they think etc. I’m not saying it’s not controllable, but it does seem the opposite of Stark’s objectives.

I was talking to a really attractive girl and while talking, a really obvious joke about pussy was there. n my language pussy is even less socially acceptable than in English. I choose not to do it and just said something in the lines “well, you know - it’s pretty oblivious” because I thought(actually went through my mind): “she’ll definitely get upset if I say pussy”. That’s another huge nono for me: a basic rule(from DavidX) is do/say what you want, don’t anticipate what she would say/think. To make matter worse, she just looked at me and said: “do you mean pussy?”. I was fucking floored in shame and angry at myself for being a pussy :smiley: In the past (even before starting subs), I would have thrived in a similar situation and it just doesn’t feel like my core self.

I’m strongly considering a HOM/Khan or RM/Khan based stack.

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#34

I say go for it…or even HOM, RM, and Khan :slight_smile:

Would you want to keep WANTED in the mix?

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#35

Since during the night my gf is also exposed I’m thinking something in the lines of:
night: rich | HOM-RM | Diamond | Spartan
day: Khan | wanted

I might also have DR instead of HOM / RM. That sounds like a solid stack for the rest of 2021.

Spartan will 100% stay in the stack, wanted as well (for the fat burning module that is only partially present in khan)

Oh, does anyone have any experience with legacy ultima? I LOVED THE SUPERCHARGER with all the drums and I still use it when I wake up.

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#36

Spartan is excellent. I’m also incorporating it here in there with my Khan/Stark stack. Based on your previous test, did you notice increased attraction with Stark?

The hesitation and overthinking also happened with me, but I’m banking on Khan to assist me in later stages. Maybe even Spartan or Wanted.

#37

I did not. And I think that’s fine, because Stark’s goal is to increase your likeability. I see Stark potentially sending you the friendship zone, if not guided correctly. A woman liking you does not mean she is attracted to you. In my experience, attraction is just amplified by you being unlikable. If she’s attracted to you, you don’t need to be likable to be with her. If she’s not attracted to you, being likeable won’t help either.

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#38

Hmm… same here. The word friend was actually mentioned to me the last time, and it caught my attention.

I found EQ/Khan is excellent for this polarity but I noticed a few hostile vibes.

Thanks @lovage , always interested to read your observations.

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#39

I think it makes sense to be put in the “friend bucket” if you don’t feel comfortable being sexual with a woman. And I agree: for me EQ was the sub that generated the most attraction, just that I was not interested that much about women when running Emperor.

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#40

I’ve adjusted the stack a bit:
1 x RICH
1 x Diamond
2 x HOM
2 x Wanted
3 x Khan
1 x Spartan (during workouts)

I’ve drastically reduced my stack (less than half loops) just to see what happens.

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#41

The most attraction I’ve ever gotten on subs
was running Terminus Emperor/Sex Mastery and Q Khan Stage 1 and 2

Hot woman would stop jogging when I was on my porch to talk to me -maybe 4-5 times

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