Restarting my journal because I’ve finally figured out how to journal.
Anyway, most of my life I’ve been extremely strong, but I’ve always held back.
Furthermore, Khan showed me that what you are, is exactly what you will attract. For example, I’m very empathetic and accommodating and will sacrifice parts of myself for people just for them to disrespect me. Don’t get me wrong, as an NT type I well had the strength to stop it. But I just… didn’t. I always… didn’t.
It’s time to slap.
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Extreme sense of dominance and the willingness to go, say or do whatever I truly feel to be acceptable. Without caring whom I lose or don’t lose. Remember guys, if you’re surrounded by losers, they are not going to like the new you coming from the subliminals.
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I see EVERY social interaction as a power dynamic.
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The biggest gain I see so far for myself is to stop sacrificing myself for the sake of others even if I do not want to speak to them. This… parasitic belief of not letting others down, even complete strangers for the most mundane garbage is starting to wear out and die. It is good to let others down if it is in your best interest.
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If someone is annoying me and they don’t stop by me pointing it out, I straight up declare my leave. Later on they come back to me, apologizing to me.
Reconciliation side of things: Most times I feel like whatever I say, I shouldn’t say and start apologizing to God for it. But Khan always forces me to say it. In the very short time-period when I didn’t have much insight with subliminals, I stopped listening to Khan and opted for a loop of Renaissance man and it really fucked me up in the sense that I started going against everything I developed with Khan. So I’m getting all of that back. Now.
I have lost many friends after becoming truly dominant and not taking myself for granted, but it’s okay, I realized they were dogs anyway. This is also what sort of made me give up Khan for a week. I was really shocked at how people didn’t wanna mess with me anymore despite being super charismatic, caring, funny, etc.
I feel absolutely amazing. Because my dream is to be so dominant, even animals feel it.
Dominance Supreme.
Of course… girls. Would a journal about Khan even be a real journal if you didn’t talk about girls?
Getting girls, any girls with Khan is so easy, I’ve become bored with them. When your level of game is at the highest echelons, girls are boring. I have found that I only wanted to talk to girls just to satisfy my ego. That I know I’m capable enough to do so if I so please. But that’s just not my cup of tea. I want a girl who is just as shy as me and I want things to go slow. Someone intelligent and caring. Affectionate and loyal to death.
This has caused a lot of good feelings to erupt within my body in the form of insights and wisdom. How women are so much more than a piece of meat. Something to be cherished.