I defnitely agree with this. I don’t really expect many people to fully understand this.
But Maybe it plants a seed
I saw a tv show where a fisher went to a place in asia to catch a really rare fish.
The resident who helped him catch it told him
That you can only cath the fish from a state that you dont wanna catch fish or you are just there (just being) without the intention of catching fish
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A bit ungrounded today but a lot of things going on in life right now.
Still managed To approach This gorgeous blonde but forgot How to move the interaction forward. After the initial approach 
She responded very positively though
The nervousness from approaching is pretty much non existent though.
It’s weird being ungrounded and approaching like the energy is nuts but also kinda hard to connect
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Was on a date and the girl completely got lost in my eyes. She’s like it’s like the void it just pulls me in.
The day after she texted I can’t stop thinking about your eyes.
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This girl now listen to my voice notes to fall asleep😂. It’s so freaking hot in some way.
Also having a lot of aha moments about not minding.
This is not me This is not mine This is not myself.
Anatta Anicca Dukha.
And How that is connected to manifesting
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What are you running just khan black?
What you’re sharing around attachment and non craving but wanting is inspiring.
Also how is the no nicotine. Do you cig or vape?
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Khan black rich and a custom. Atm
No nicotine is going pretty good day 43 now. Day 41 was super hard .
Don’t use any nicotine
Nice man, I’ve done that journey and it really is for the best.
Khan Black is one sub, RICH is the other.
and what’s the custom?
A commander stark custom That’s got mostly fame modules and stuff.
Dreams about nicotine are the worst . All psychological cravings just arise to peak again…
Also working on becoming the absolute highest level on not minding.
So there’s this idea with dating the less you do the more you get.
Of course you can get tons of women by just being relaxed loving and a leader as well.
But i’m curious about this new thing. Completely unplugging from validation.
Done this in person and
I been playing around with it a bit over text . And for some reason it kinda works.
Like absolute minimal effort. And it becomes kinda like girls are like he’s really not trying am I not good enough for him.
But of course This falls flat if That’s why you do it.
Im doing This mostly bevause everything in my spiritual development seem to be leading me to this as well.
I Do not need confidence to support me, Because when I don’t have importance , I have nothing to defend or conquer. There is nothing to fear and worry.
Im empty and therefore nothing can be taken away from me.
You don’t get out theres No exit. The secret of the labyrinth is that its walls Will collapse when you stop searching for an exit . And when you reduce the importance of things. Give up the fight for your own importance you Will recieve it unconditionally
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I have been tripping today. Everything feels anatta . Like I feel amazing but also weird and lost . Like my mind feels so confused like it wants to experience the world a new.
Wind feels different moving feels different all seeing hearing feels different and weird.
I feel like im on drugs But also a bit introverted.
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Ok This unplugging from validation thing is kinda horrible sometimes.
Instead of sending a message that would have made the girl chase . I sent a half butthurt message.
And Then a message after that saying I was afraid of sending the butthurt message .
Which is just completely stupid over text considering you can just remove texts
But also during the day more and more glimpses of complete Freedom is arising.
And if I have To lose a few girls for that even if it’s girls I’d like That’s ok.
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Been a bit tired today. Someone quite close to me passed away recently .
Also approached this super attractive ukrainian girl that was on the phone . But she barely knew english got her ig and she seemed super receptive though. We’ll see What happens
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Sorry to hear about your loss. How have you been?
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Thank you .
A bit chaotic, Everything is happening all at once .
And might have to rethink my future plans . Feel a bit called to coach women but dunno.
I have not had any backlash yet in my spiritual development . So creating a following of women can turn a bit manipulative if I’m not aware.
I have met a girl here who has grown very fond of me. And me of her, But also I’m leaving Budapest.
Was on a date with another gorgeous girl. Felt absolutely nothing even though she ordered a hot dog and ate it in quite a sexual way.
It’s like everything is crashing down and I’m confused.
Also there’s this girl who know all the rich people in this city. Maybe I do something with that but yea no clue .
And this one girl offered me money to coach her .
Maybe the path is cold approach tons of women friendzone myself . And get female clients .
That would only lead to hot young clients though .
Or maybe I just become a monk for a year .
So much confusion.
Anyway word vomit done .
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Listened to rom ros not as a part of the stack . But just to help my mind process .
Holy moly the ideas
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Just finished the entire reality transurfing and parallel universes if self only took around 90 hours
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What are you listening to right now?
Titles?
Customs?
QTKS? Terminus?
Playing around with energies on dates is beyond fun.
So This girl said she felt she had to be in her masculine the meeting before This . And I told her it was bevause of circumstances.
Then I went into complete stillness, And she just got lost in the eyes completely and started giggling.
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