`Furthermore last night was learning about some dirty dirty things people do and how to defend against it
anyways, this hit me on many levels. Many levels. Which I’ll be reflecting upon in private.
In conclusion: be a good man, be good, lead a just, moral life, and good things will come to you and it’ll be really hard for less than good things to weasel their way in because you are a good man.
When I was, Id’ say, targeted by some predators I was still pretty much a child. But i’s okay, probably helped me grow.
I also forgave them all the other day, because I know sending forgiveness and moving on is the best thing for me as well, rather than even wishing them anything less than good.
Also was victimised by adults when I was a school kid at some point. Forgave them, as well. I thought I had done in in the past, but after some shit happened it’s like it came back. It’s like once you’re naive it’s much easier to forgive and when you are hurt again and have new realisations you have to deal with it again, maybe, this was my experience
but anyway, now I forgave from a much more… knowing place .With full knowledge of what that shit did to me (I think) and really took a few good minutes (normally things take a minute or two), I mean this took like 20 maybe? haha, and I almost sent bad shitt heir way, and then changed it again to forgiveness.