Hm
maybe too early to tell 
AlsoIām listening to so many stuff itās hard to tell which one is having what impact
But I do notice myself being even sexier so maybe its temptation at work there e;) I KNOW it works but I just canāt say how because I haven isolated it
Glad I put It in there tho - that was an amazing suggestion, thank you
Temptation is supposed to make you attractive (maximise your attractiveness) so yeah everything related to being sexually attractive is probably temptation working!
But Khan probably is the Granddaddy of Temptation in that regard
Temptation does make it stronger but I have that already in the place soā¦
And StarkQ also
And when youāre attractive as hard it gets harder to notice 
ahahah
On a side-note, some staff here was giving me some shit. I decided to let it pass. There is a time after this period is over. I am also creating some methods of self-defence on the energetic/mental level. The other day something intuitively came to me about protecting my mind. Well, since last night this has been hardcore expanding. I donāt want to share more right now because will be testing it out more and probably creating some sort of content from it in form of a whole system of self-defence.
Also getting great at rising above it all.
So I do notice being much sexier
becoming an even more attractive man
the qualities that were not in full alignment with this are quickly dissolving
I am more grounded, more powerful, more dominant for example. Also keeping to myself more which is probably creating even more curiosity around me (in my relationship), I do feel like I am also just better at flirting etc -> actually being more flirtatious in this relationship context which I love
then again, hard to say which part of the stack is doing this (of course my own work as well but Iām gonna be sure to give the stack credit where itās due for what itās doing in the background, I know itās big).
`Furthermore last night was learning about some dirty dirty things people do and how to defend against it
sighs
anyways, this hit me on many levels. Many levels. Which Iāll be reflecting upon in private.
In conclusion: be a good man, be good, lead a just, moral life, and good things will come to you and itāll be really hard for less than good things to weasel their way in because you are a good man. 
When I was, Idā say, targeted by some predators I was still pretty much a child. But iās okay, probably helped me grow.
I also forgave them all the other day, because I know sending forgiveness and moving on is the best thing for me as well, rather than even wishing them anything less than good.
Also was victimised by adults when I was a school kid at some point. Forgave them, as well. I thought I had done in in the past, but after some shit happened itās like it came back. Itās like once youāre naive itās much easier to forgive and when you are hurt again and have new realisations you have to deal with it again, maybe, this was my experience
but anyway, now I forgave from a much moreā¦ knowing place .With full knowledge of what that shit did to me (I think) and really took a few good minutes (normally things take a minute or two), I mean this took like 20 maybe? haha, and I almost sent bad shitt heir way, and then changed it again to forgiveness.
@GoldenTiger I do notice more groundedness, less ātalkingā , more mystery
maybe this has to do with temptation
on StarkQ I felt like sharing things more, but with this unique combo I feel like keeping to myself and I can imagine it creates a lot of mystery
Well, it might very well be, if somewhere in your subQ you think being mysterious is more attractive than being talkative, temptation will guide you toward being that attractive version of yourself 
I prefer this more and it says in description of the module thatāll cause this also
This is what Iāve noticed from the temptation module as well, in my custom.
I believe it is in Khan.
Dealt with reconciliation a few hours this mornin
it was beautiful as the sun shone on my face as I laid in bed working on a solution. The way I handled the problem was also very good, looking for solutions rather than problems .
Iāll put a 
next to very useful things in the journal so if someone scrolls through they can benefit from these.
Another tip: Feel your pain (and all emotions) fully!
Can understand this. I felt the same during my run of Elixir Ultima and RegenerationQ. Forgiveness heals.
Indeed. Forgiveness is BEST. Real forgiveness.
Some believe in always getting even, but really think of what it does to you, the time and energy you waste, and what you become.
Exactly! Hate, bitterness, resentment. All these are too heavy burdens to bear. Let them go and Lighten ourselves. Lighten ourselves to be EnLightened.
Exactly. What a wonderful thing to have you here commenting on my journal with your beautiful and insightful words and amazing vibes. Thank you!
What are the 2 customs you are running comprised of?
Realizing I am going between doubt and trust
But I prevail
Found myself reassessing my values today also deeply and easily found them and put em in order.
It didnāt look like what I wrote down a few weeks ago - I was EXTREMELY honest with myself and the way in which I did it was also very intuitively effective
I am proud of myself
Wow
1x
1x
2x DR
2x EOG3
I feel like I am processing. A LOT of things
Niiiice. Should do this for longer.
Mindās Eye has been added
I had a dream which basically explains why we have reconciliation
The main cause is fear.
I wonāt get into the dream. But it is eye opening for me and I hope it will be for you too.
The main reason we feel reconciliation is fears of all sorts. I am going to take care of this. Btw, āwhat if I am getting no resultsā is an example of fear.
Unconscious is very much like a 9 year old kid. Must help it relax. Live in love or whatever, never fear.
Also this can be taken as āyour unconscious is scared if you get all these results something less than positive will happenā
