16th week recap :
Ok ok ok ok that was extreme, long story short I think I projected into a lower type of astral realm before falling asleep, and I had the most realistic experience that I could’ve had, I probably also had what people call astral whiplash or if not, I dunno.
When I “woke up” (because I just felt like I ended up in my room more like moovin in my body than actually waking up) I felt like my life is literaly a mystic joke, because it didn’t felt more real than what happened.
So for a good 6 hours I was in crisis mode, I probably did not come back as I’ve should’ve because I never felt this ungrouded in my life, so I won’t listen to sub today nor meditate more than a max of 5-15 min because I have to take care of myself (grounding) if I want to persevere in that road.
In my future planning of listening, I’ll listen to the sub 2-3 loops a week at max (for any subs probably) I wan’t to ease me back in slowly and not like what happened to me tonight.
I’ll take especially 3 rest days also.
For the others subs well I definitly can feel that I’ve changed, because I feel at ease with being more sexual and expose the love I have to other people, it’s hard to describe my new inner mecanism but for those who had life changing experience by sticking to the subs you probably know what I mean.
Also Love Bomb make people more easy going with me, I just got showered with little gifts recently by unknown people, and it was really cool, It feels so good.
I’ll keep pushing, just more gently from now on LOL
For those who are curious about my goal with astral projection X, it’s more to be able to do it in day time and also more on the OBE side of projection. My final goal with it is to be able to project in a singular exhalation of breath.
I don’t know when I’ll be able to but I won’t stop until then, it may take a year or more I don’t care.
Total listen time subtotal
StarkQ = 126
LB 4 = New tot 131
PS 4 = New tot 73
APx 8 = New tot 28