This is my challenge. I am going to use every single ounce and breath of the challenge and betrayal to fuel my growth. I am going to be the chain reaction. Unstoppable. They only fuel the reaction further and more. 
Cold, & Calculative.
But. Transcendence. Peace.
With the whole palette of actions.
Wdym in depth
Nope.
I meant music u wanted to be a musician?
I’m in overload, didn’t realise 
I continued to run subs, thinking that a loop will kickstart my sluggish brain. But it just made it worse.
In my first attempt for the exam, I had a relatively stable mood and intensity for days (early times with Khan). But, I had very limited time to prepare for the exam. So therefore, it tanked. I didn’t overload myself tho. I had 6 months to prepare for that attempt, but essentially procrastinated until the last moment.
Second attempt was uneven in my energy but I scored drastically better. A clear improvement. There was procrastination but it was in smaller bouts rather than weeks or months. This attempt was good comparatively to the first one. Eligible for Asia’s #1 University for the program of my choice.
But, that wasn’t my aim. My aim was and is #1 in the World. So, I want that score for this very reason. Plus, I want a 100% scholarship, so there’s that. I know I’m capable of it.
50% hate you.
50% love you.
The idea of polarisation. This was holding me back. Got it.
I tried short loops for the first time.
Limitless 2m 17sec
The Executive 31sec
It feels great 
Drop the past & Future focused. Always kills the recon.