Hey, everything okay 
I like your input here and also that of @MAkh. It shows me I’m on the right track 
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Started my new cycle yesterday with my custom. I still haven’t come up with a name for it, so I’m just calling it “my custom” for now 
Day 1:
29.10.26: StarkQ/True Sell Custom (full)
Tomorrow I will start with Dragon Reborn Stage 2. As in the last cycle, I will alternate between the two: one day custom, break, one day DRR2, break, custom, and so on. This rhythm works really well for me.
Dragon Reborn Stage 1 brought a lot of shifting in this second run. At the beginning I was often very angry. Later I was able to handle it better. Toward the end I noticed that I was listening to power metal much more than before, as an outlet for my inner rage. But by the end of DRR1, a lot had settled and I became calmer. Relationship-wise, a lot settled in a good way: much steadier feelings on both sides, less doubt, good sex. I’m becoming much more stable emotionally and socially (in my feelings and behavior toward other people).
There is a lot more to unpack, and I’m looking forward to Stage 2 of Dragon Reborn.
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Day 3:
31.10.26: Dragon Reborn Red Stage 2 (full)
The perception of my reality is shifting. Dragon Reborn Red allows for different views to the world. I can’t reliably tell what is shifting. But thoughts and emotions are different for some situations. I know, it’s vague, but I can’t keep the finger really on it.
That quote says it best.
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Day 5:
02.11.26: StarkQ/True Sell Custom (full)
After running DRR2 on Saturday, the anger was back. It held me firmly until yesterday morning. After running my custom, a wave of calm overcame me and kept that way the whole day. This second run of Dragon Reborn Red is a heavy hitter. It may be, because I run it on purpose for the whole length (15min). I wonder if I could mitigate some effects if I run both titles on the same day instead of alternating. But, I will keep that cycle. The recon and effect I have are like a light that guides me to some unknown dark places where I really have to do some work. One other effect I recognized while running Dragon Reborn Red is that my bond to my wife is way stronger and love flows freely. I don’t question the relationship (what I did all the time before).
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Day 7:
31.10.26: Dragon Reborn Red Stage 2 (full)
No anger issues after the last run of DRR2. But I wasn’t productive today. Too much “noise” in the head.
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