11th day:
31.8.26: StarkQ/True Sell Custom (full)
31.8.26: DRR4 (full)
13th day:
2.9.26: StarkQ/True Sell Custom (full)
2.9.26: DRR4 (full)
15th day:
4.9.26: StarkQ/True Sell Custom (full)
4.9.26: DRR4 (full)
17th day:
6.9.26: StarkQ/True Sell Custom (full)
6.9.26: DRR4 (full)
19th day:
8.9.26: StarkQ/True Sell Custom (full)
8.9.26: DRR4 (full)
21th day:
10.9.26: StarkQ/True Sell Custom (full)
10.9.26: DRR4 (full)
First cycle with my Stark/True Sell Custom completed. This one seemed to be smooth. I like very much the status boost of Stark (?) without the abrasive touch of Emperor. The status leverage is much more smoother and causes less friction but nonetheless is noticeable.
DRR4 caused me a lot of anger. I couldnāt bear myself and poor treatment of myself. If I annoyed myself and I had some poor treatment from outside, I noticed how my anger boiled up. It was irritating sometimes but also very freeing, because it showed me where Iām making excuses or compromise.
After the washout I will start the next cycle with DRR1 again.
1st day:
16.9.26: StarkQ/True Sell Custom (full)
16.9.26: DRR1 (full)
2nd day:
18.9.26: StarkQ/True Sell Custom (full)
18.9.26: DRR1 (full)
Startet my new cycle. Second round of Dragon Reborn Red. All four stages full loop for one cycle. DRR4 made me very angry, DRR1 not so much, at least till now.
Had a big breakthrough at work were I was able to secure a salary increase. My boss was very warry that I would leave. I procrastinated with the necessary discussion, but finally found a way to initiate it. Glad I did. The anger from DRR4 was a good fuel for this.
Okay, I denied it, but today it was obvious. I need a longer break from subliminals. To let sink in what I have learned, to wash my conscious clean and start fresh. My mind is too overloaded at the time; it will be no good to force more betterment on myself. Will do the washout for the next two weeks and resume in exactly 2 weeks on sunday (thatās the plan).
Since in washout I feel lighter and more grounded. The last 8 months with Dragon Reborn had its toll.
Itās a great title, and I will resume it after my washout, but it is not a āeasyā fix.
Had a great washout. Now I feel Iām ready to start the new cycle. Will do it in an alterate rhythm. 1 day my custom, 1 day break next day DRR1, 1 day break, repeat.
Had a great holiday in france, working at my brothers farm, relaxing from the virtual, brain heavy day to day work.
On one day I had to throw in 3 min of Emperor for a little status boost regarding my wife. It worked.
1st day:
3.10.26: StarkQ/True Sell Custom (full)
3rd day:
5.10.26: DRR1 (full)
5th day:
7.10.26: StarkQ/True Sell Custom (full)
7th day:
9.10.26: DRR1 (full)
9th day:
11.10.26: StarkQ/True Sell Custom (full)
Dragon Reborn is not an easy Sub (as stated in the copy), and it shows. I have to work through a lot of things (relationship, career, life in general). Sometimes it feels like a full-blown midlife crisis. I really have to work through all these things and find out what I can do about them. Because for now, Iām in the state of pain but not yet in the state of enlightenment. I see things, but I have no handle on them. Itās like having a heavy object in front of you that you know you have to move, but you canāt find a handle on it or see a way to lift it aside. Thatās how it feels right now. At least I see the heavy things (but donāt know yet how to move them).
Remark: Maybe all of the above is just an excuse to not have to do anything (argh).
Yesterday, and also today, I was really angry again. I think itās from Dragon Reborn, but it could also stem from my custom (I listened to it the night before). My wife has politely asked me to suspend the two subs for a while because she doesnāt like the way Iām behaving. But Iām not stopping. I like that Iām angry. I should have been angry much earlier. Maybe in my adolescence. I just need to find a way to transmute that anger energy into something good. The anger is a sign of something hidden in me that wants to tell me something. Iām not absolutely clear on what that is and what the outcome will be. Maybe it will be nothing pleasant for my peace-loving, donāt-stir-things-up-and-hide personality, but it will have to be done when it needs to be done. But as I have experienced over the last 3 years of using the subs from Subliminal Club, inner change often comes with an automatic outer change. When the energy shifts, reality shifts as well. I see that with my wife; she is a very good mirror of my inner state. So, long story short, I didnāt stop, but I moved the sub time from evening back to the morning.
P.S.: Today I was better able to transmute my anger or at least recognize it and acknowledge it. Had a productive day at work.
11th day:
13.10.26: DRR1 (full)
13th day:
15.10.26: StarkQ/True Sell Custom (full)
15th day:
17.10.26: DRR1 (full)
Thursday, my custom steared up the anger in me. I dealt with it working on my ounching bag for 30 minutes. The workday was rough, not using control, but I made it, kept the volcano under control.
17th day:
19.10.26: StarkQ/True Sell Custom (full)
19th day:
21.10.26: DRR1 (full)
The anger I felt over the last three weeks, since I started my new cycle, is now mostly gone and has been replaced by a steady calm and rootedness. I feel more real and self-confident. Itās morning now, and last night was the first night in a couple of days that I slept well. I still had a lot of dreams, but I didnāt wake up once. The nights before were really rough. A lot of almost lucid, unpleasant dreams bothered me.
For a couple of days now, Iāve noticed something new: my mind feels sharper. Iām better at recalling things, and I think more quickly. My Italian is also progressing much faster (I have the polyglot module in my custom).
21st day:
23.10.26: StarkQ/True Sell Custom (full)
Today is the last day of this cycle. The alternating rhythm of only one sub per listening day was a good desicion. My subconscious could work through a lot of things. The anger issue I developed in the first half of this cycle is mostly under control. What changed profoundly is that I developed some sort of āobservabilityā about it. I detect much better when and why I get angry, and I can then deal with it much better. Mostly I transmute it, or it dissolves by itself, when I see what causes it. Iām still mostly in the position that I only see what causes it, not why it causes it. So still a long way to go.
Some interesting thoughts came up, starting mid-cycle, about the perception of reality and the lived reality of different people. The thought process started while I was observing people and watching and reading about wealth. āWhat does it really take to be or become rich?ā was my question. The first thoughts, of course, were the old narratives of luck, intelligence, social skills, hard work and, lastly, inheritance. But then I looked more closely, and these kinds of traits are distributed just as randomly among rich people as among everyone else. I could not find (at least on the surface) any common thread. The explanations we get from rich people themselves say the same: āI worked hard,ā āI bought some crypto early on,ā āMy dad was an XY,ā āIt takes intelligence to run a successful business,ā etc., and all the other things you hear on podcasts and YouTube. These kinds of things seem to me more and more like a symptom, not a cause. Except for one thing, and that was what triggered some deep introspection: I observed that a lot of people who have wealth seem to have a deep-rooted belief or worldview that this is how it should be. That they deserve wealth. And that led me to another question: are there different kinds of realities in the world? Is our belief or worldview the only big differentiator? Because in the other kind of world (with other kind of world I mean the āhave-a-good-life-but-not-wealthyā kind of world) I observed the exact same thing: people who identify as proud members of the working class also have strong beliefs and worldviews. They might work as much as rich people, and they get something out of it, but not wealth. They might also be very intelligent, but they end up as engineers, architects or scientists. They make good money, but not wealth. They might build a āsmallā kind of wealth, but not the big kind. And that was another thing: why do the most people plateau with their wealth at some point, or just grow slowly? It doesnāt seem to be anything technical, so it must be something else.
Whatās special about the subconscious, and what Subclub helps with a lot, is its ability to shift oneās attention to new things. Dragon Reborn in this cycle led me to find and buy a new book that contains exactly the thoughts mentioned above. It is called āReality Transurfingā by Vadim Zeland (a Russian thinker and scientist). Iām not far into it, but there are some really interesting ideas at its core. Reality, for example, is nothing fixed but just one of a myriad of variants: one little variant that came to life, while billions of other variants could have come to life instead. He calls it something like the āSpace of Variations/Alternative Spaces.ā It would answer a lot of the questions I had above.
For the wealth part Iām contemplating if I should add The Extasy Of Gold to the mix, beginning with the next cycle. It could help me uncover some more āvariantsā related to wealth.
OMG. I was literally just reading this on Kindle. I needed something to sink in so put it down for a moment.
Excellent book so far and certainly mind bending. Itās free to read on Amazon prime which shocked me.
āReality Transurfingā - Vadim Zeland
āThe ways and means of achieving a goal will find themselves. Moreover, they will present themselves in ways the mind could never have imagined. The mind does not really know anything and is not capable of knowing anything. If you consistently focus on your thoughts on a goal, picturing it as if it had already been achieved, then in due time, external intention - that incomprehensible force - will open the necessary doors (opportunities). The task of the mind is to direct the train of thought in the right direction, thereby triggering the workings of external intention.ā
The external intention Iām frankly trying to understand. Iām early on in the book so I have to be patient with that idea until I read further about it and grasp it. 
Itās a very cool book
Itās one where the ideas didnāt really resonate much with me until I kept seeing different explanations pop up over time
I guess thatās synchronicities
Iām nearly done with part 1 (I think it says there are five parts in the book)
But after a while Iāve started to see manifestation and its concepts relate quite well
In fact I feel like all the manifestation teachers really say the same thing
You can boil down manifestation to either:
Or
Either version gets you to act in accordance to bringing that goal into reality
Itzhak Bentov was very interesting also. He had a book āSwinging of The Wild Pendulumā. Sort of along the same lines as the Zeland stuff, but gets quite esoteric.
Thereās a type of meditation he tries to teach you and itās almost like becoming a radio or a tv and getting yourself to the correct channel to transurf to the results you want.
Thereās a show currently running called Dark Matter that deals with this transurfing. I like it and donāt at the same time. Donāt mean to break into your jounal @TheRock .