11th day:
31.8.26: StarkQ/True Sell Custom (full)
31.8.26: DRR4 (full)
13th day:
2.9.26: StarkQ/True Sell Custom (full)
2.9.26: DRR4 (full)
15th day:
4.9.26: StarkQ/True Sell Custom (full)
4.9.26: DRR4 (full)
17th day:
6.9.26: StarkQ/True Sell Custom (full)
6.9.26: DRR4 (full)
19th day:
8.9.26: StarkQ/True Sell Custom (full)
8.9.26: DRR4 (full)
21th day:
10.9.26: StarkQ/True Sell Custom (full)
10.9.26: DRR4 (full)
First cycle with my Stark/True Sell Custom completed. This one seemed to be smooth. I like very much the status boost of Stark (?) without the abrasive touch of Emperor. The status leverage is much more smoother and causes less friction but nonetheless is noticeable.
DRR4 caused me a lot of anger. I couldn’t bear myself and poor treatment of myself. If I annoyed myself and I had some poor treatment from outside, I noticed how my anger boiled up. It was irritating sometimes but also very freeing, because it showed me where I’m making excuses or compromise.
After the washout I will start the next cycle with DRR1 again.
1st day:
16.9.26: StarkQ/True Sell Custom (full)
16.9.26: DRR1 (full)
2nd day:
18.9.26: StarkQ/True Sell Custom (full)
18.9.26: DRR1 (full)
Startet my new cycle. Second round of Dragon Reborn Red. All four stages full loop for one cycle. DRR4 made me very angry, DRR1 not so much, at least till now.
Had a big breakthrough at work were I was able to secure a salary increase. My boss was very warry that I would leave. I procrastinated with the necessary discussion, but finally found a way to initiate it. Glad I did. The anger from DRR4 was a good fuel for this.
Okay, I denied it, but today it was obvious. I need a longer break from subliminals. To let sink in what I have learned, to wash my conscious clean and start fresh. My mind is too overloaded at the time; it will be no good to force more betterment on myself. Will do the washout for the next two weeks and resume in exactly 2 weeks on sunday (that’s the plan).
Since in washout I feel lighter and more grounded. The last 8 months with Dragon Reborn had its toll.
It’s a great title, and I will resume it after my washout, but it is not a “easy” fix.