Thanks!!
Hmmm things are making sense very deeply
Things are flowing pretty nicely, this is the most obvious result from my stack. Theres constant movement and Im feeling and adjusting to the pace of it, navigating the currents.
Today its my birthday and I plan to spend the day with my close family and have a quiet time.
WB → I bought a lot of new clothes and got rid of old ugly shit. I still want to buy more stuff.
LB → I cant remember any one treating me in a way thats not kind. Lots of love going my way.
DD → People open up with me very easily, the levels of trust are deep and it happens quick.
Sanguine → This one is acting a bit slower than the rest, but surely is because theres a lot about my attitude and body that was highly stressed and stiff.
Thanks brother!!
Happy birthday!
Thanks brother!!
Since yesterday Ive been feeling a sense of loneliness. A bit of recon is nothing considering Ive been feeling superb for a while.
Im getting closer to finishing the 2nd cycle with my custom.
The feeling is something like I want more out of life, but tainted with FOMO.
Ended up my second cycle yesterday, now going to the chiropractor.
I started a 3rd cycle with my custom yesterday, stacked with PS.
Theres so much more to be gained and experienced from it, Im just beginning to scratch the surface.
Went to a 2nd appointment to a new chiropractor, honestly hes much better than the old one. Im releasing tons of stress and tension.
I changed from WB to PS because I had an important realization, Im already a very magnetic individual and most of my life women have approached me, Im also very good at reading women, but Ive always struggled with approaching and taking initiative.
I want to improve at that, being able to approach.
Exactly 4 days ago a new era of my life started, the next month or maybe two will be very thrilling, due to the expectation of looking at the growing evidence that things are working as planned and further integrating the idea that I fully deserve it.
The last phase that ended 4 days ago, started in february 2021. 3 years and 9 months ago.
The power of looking back, while being aware of what at the time seemed like an endless stream of disconnected, random experiences, now realizing that in reality, they all were part of an exquisitely orchestrated plan.
It feels at the same time like a divine and unavoidable path and the consequences of a series of decisions, triggered by the desire to accomplish a dream.
It makes me remember of a mystical experience I once had and shared with @Malkuth
Im gonna look for the quote.
In fact that anecdote came to mind a couple of days ago… surely another funny coincidence
Found the anecdote:
2 years and 2 weeks ago.
I needed to let go of my ex for things to start blossoming.
I dont mean just the breaking up of the relationship, but the deeper act of accepting that theres nothing more for me there, that it was time for each other to follow our own separate paths.
When I stopped relying on the idea that I needed her (or anyone else) I started getting things done and life became more fun.
Macro Results:
•Daredevil: Embracing the adventure of living life, taking controlled risks and being bold.
•Love Bomb: Forgiveness, letting go and integrating the feeling that I deserve much better.
•Sanguine: Learning to relax and ease into the process.
My new project, Im gonna give it a little time to breath, to come to life, before ordering.
Emperor D
Primal Nights
Synergy Divine Dominion
Dragon Tongue
Story Teller
New Wealth Experience
New Market Weaver
Wealth Limit Destroyer
Unrelenting Wealth Motivation
Financial Success Reality Shifter
New Romance Experience
Focused Arousal
Instant Spark
Instant Seducing Tactician
Long Range Seduction
Turns out that Im experiencing gastritis symptoms and Im also diagnosed with reflux. So I booked an appointment with the doctor for next week and Im currently stacking Paragon with my custom.
Man 3rd cycle with my custom done already, time flies!!
Paragon + Chiropractor is a great combination, even though I still have some joint pain I can clearly feel the improvent in my daily life and practicing systema. Muscles are stronger and Im way more flexible.
Main result from my custom is a care free attitude towards life, I dont care about shit in the best way possible.
At the moment Im happy with my life, the other day I was talking with some friends I havent seen in a long time and told them about the break up and all the process of healing and growing Ive been up to.
When my friend’s wife asked me about the possibility of going out and meet someone, I told her that Im too happy being alone, playing guitar, training martial arts and doing trading, that I didnt see myself changing that by getting into a relationship, that dating is not in my plans for now.
Almost a week later I realize that those word can not be more truthful for me… For the first time in my life I dont need anything, I dont crave anything, I dont miss anything. Im happy with what I have, with what I am.
Yesterday I was talking with another friend that came home (yeah I know Daredevil is a beast lol) and we were pretty much in alignment with our goals, we are both single and have no kids, we both value freedom to do whatever we want, whenever we want to.
We realized that we want to make enough money as a tool to enjoy life, to travel, to learn, to live the way we want to.
This buddy of mine lives at the beach and every morning he goes out really early to jog at the beach, get into the water and then meditate.
Man thats something I look up too, in a 6 to 12 months frame. Go live by the beach somewhere in my country or maybe another one. Travel into the unknown, some new adventures.
Tradings is going just fine, if my calculations are right I might be able to comfortably live from that in a 3 to 6 month period.
Changes are so plentiful, so smooth with my custom, they are so easy to integrate, that in these 3 cycle period my life has change and blossom in so many ways I can’t even name all of the changes.
It has happen so naturally, that it feels like it has always been this way.
Im very grateful for discovering SC, thanks a lot @SaintSovereign @Fire guys, forever grateful for what you do, how you do it and the love you spread around.
Since Im planning a custom with EmpD, while I figure it out I started my new stack to get a feel of EmpD.
My custom (DD/LB/Sanguine)
EmpD
What it was:
What its becoming:
EmpD
New Wealth Exp
Synergy The Golden One
New Market Weaver
New Romance Exp
Synergy Beyond Seduction
Synergy Divine Dominion
Synergy Inescapable Gaze
I havent decided yet for a second core, nothing seems to fit my vision, but I feel the new free title might be the right one. It has the correct vibe.
“The ART of Happiness and Joy” Yes… this one definitely resonates with my custom and current life path.
I started EmpD last sunday, 2nd loop today. Since my first listen Ive been missing my ex a lot.
I think a lot about the good parts of our relationship, the good things we had and it feels great. The thing is that Im also aware that there were other aspect of the relationship that made it fully disfunctional.
I think that EmpD is helping me accept the good experiences and important lessons from that relationship and get a hold on them, before I was afraid of doing so because I unconsciously believed that doing so would make me crave going back with her.
Also yesterday I took a hit money wise, I had to make a decision that cause me to lose money and spent the whole day feeling like crap about it, rationalizing why it was the right thing to do, and treating myself harshly for not sticking with the plan.
Today I woke up in peace about it, having integrated the idea that my peace and well-being are more important than that money, I can earn that money back. Knowing that the problem wasnt yesterday’s decision, but a previous decision that led me to yesterday.
Now Im patiently waiting for a better opportunity to re enter the market.