Joie de Vivre (Daredevil/Love Bomb/Sanguine)

[RVconsultant]

Paragon?

[Joa23]

Today I started a new cycle with my custom.
Im still with the flu, it continues its natural evolution and theres no much to do but wait, rest and drink lots of water. Fortunately I had no fever.

[Joa23]

Yesterday I finally went with my custom and Wanted Black… reading old posts made me realize the potential of this combo.

Consider this, I have the flu since last saturday, I have barely slept the last 3 nights, but today my demeanor and my mood are simply superb. Of course I don’t have the same energy levels as if I were fully healthy, but man do I feel good at an emotional level.

[Dancing_Octopus]

Get well soon!
Hope the new stack brings you many good things

[Joa23]

Thanks!!

[Joa23]

Hmmm things are making sense very deeply

The Psychonaut - Eudaemon

I discovered that most (if not all) of the important decisions Ive made in my life, have been triggered or motivated by pain. Once the waters settles a bit more, I believe its a good idea if I work towards living from pleasure and make decisions that nurtures self enjoyment and growth, instead of running away from the flames.

[Joa23]

Things are flowing pretty nicely, this is the most obvious result from my stack. Theres constant movement and Im feeling and adjusting to the pace of it, navigating the currents.

Today its my birthday and I plan to spend the day with my close family and have a quiet time.

WB → I bought a lot of new clothes and got rid of old ugly shit. I still want to buy more stuff.

LB → I cant remember any one treating me in a way thats not kind. Lots of love going my way.

DD → People open up with me very easily, the levels of trust are deep and it happens quick.

Sanguine → This one is acting a bit slower than the rest, but surely is because theres a lot about my attitude and body that was highly stressed and stiff.

[Lion]

Happy Birthday, @Joa23!

[Joa23]

Thanks brother!!

[RVconsultant]

Happy birthday!

[Joa23]

Thanks brother!!

[Joa23]

Since yesterday Ive been feeling a sense of loneliness. A bit of recon is nothing considering Ive been feeling superb for a while.
Im getting closer to finishing the 2nd cycle with my custom.

The feeling is something like I want more out of life, but tainted with FOMO.

[Joa23]

Ended up my second cycle yesterday, now going to the chiropractor.

[Joa23]

I started a 3rd cycle with my custom yesterday, stacked with PS.
Theres so much more to be gained and experienced from it, Im just beginning to scratch the surface.

Went to a 2nd appointment to a new chiropractor, honestly hes much better than the old one. Im releasing tons of stress and tension.

I changed from WB to PS because I had an important realization, Im already a very magnetic individual and most of my life women have approached me, Im also very good at reading women, but Ive always struggled with approaching and taking initiative.

I want to improve at that, being able to approach.

[Joa23]

Exactly 4 days ago a new era of my life started, the next month or maybe two will be very thrilling, due to the expectation of looking at the growing evidence that things are working as planned and further integrating the idea that I fully deserve it.

The last phase that ended 4 days ago, started in february 2021. 3 years and 9 months ago.

The power of looking back, while being aware of what at the time seemed like an endless stream of disconnected, random experiences, now realizing that in reality, they all were part of an exquisitely orchestrated plan.
It feels at the same time like a divine and unavoidable path and the consequences of a series of decisions, triggered by the desire to accomplish a dream.

It makes me remember of a mystical experience I once had and shared with @Malkuth
Im gonna look for the quote.
In fact that anecdote came to mind a couple of days ago… surely another funny coincidence

[Joa23]

Found the anecdote:

@Joa23

Reading this Im reminded of a time I ate a pretty significant amount of mushrooms, I was lying on my back at the top of a small hill, very close to the ocean. I had full 360 view of the sky.

Suddenly from the south a flock of ducks appeared flying in a V formation, the magical thing was that every one of them had a road right in front, a string of energetic, semi transparent fluid crossing the whole horizon to the north, every one his own road, but perfectly synchronized with eachothers. I remember thinking to myself wouldnt it be awesome if they follow that path all the way across the skies… I became very intrigued, it took me like 45 minutes of watching, but it was worth it, they followed the road to the T and the road wasnt a straight line, all of them in a perfect dance changed path just when the road did.

Since that moment I had a realization… Our minds works in the same way we project a path in a subtle realm and follow it, naturally we seem to project our path due to our own programming, beliefs, trauma and life experiences in general. The more we resolve our issues, the more the path updates itself. Funny thing is also that our intellect is capable of creating multiple paths at the same time, sometimes allowing us to find a better one, sometimes just creating confusion and paralysis.

Sure the ducks seems to have it “easier”, but they lack our enourmous ability to create.
Ducks cant be Alchemists.

Anyways a “crazy” idea I had at the moment and I remember it vividly to this day and felt I might share it with you.

[Malkuth]

@Joa23

Found the anecdote:

2 years and 2 weeks ago.

[Joa23]

I needed to let go of my ex for things to start blossoming.
I dont mean just the breaking up of the relationship, but the deeper act of accepting that theres nothing more for me there, that it was time for each other to follow our own separate paths.

When I stopped relying on the idea that I needed her (or anyone else) I started getting things done and life became more fun.

Macro Results:

•Daredevil: Embracing the adventure of living life, taking controlled risks and being bold.
•Love Bomb: Forgiveness, letting go and integrating the feeling that I deserve much better.
•Sanguine: Learning to relax and ease into the process.

[Joa23]

My new project, Im gonna give it a little time to breath, to come to life, before ordering.

Emperor D
Primal Nights
Synergy Divine Dominion
Dragon Tongue
Story Teller
New Wealth Experience
New Market Weaver
Wealth Limit Destroyer
Unrelenting Wealth Motivation
Financial Success Reality Shifter
New Romance Experience
Focused Arousal
Instant Spark
Instant Seducing Tactician
Long Range Seduction

[Joa23]

Turns out that Im experiencing gastritis symptoms and Im also diagnosed with reflux. So I booked an appointment with the doctor for next week and Im currently stacking Paragon with my custom.