Oh boy!! I feel really good, relaxed, extroverted, happy. Great overall mood and energy levels.
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I was looking at your custom and the only thing that strikes me as something that can be removed and still have the integrity and alignment it has, is:
Remove:
Minds Eye
New Skill Experience
All Seeing
Elegance
Include:
Synergy Inescapable Gaze
Synergy Inescapable Gaze bro, take a look at it, besides you can always run Minds Eye as a stand-alone title.
That would leave you with 25 modules, which is still too much, so my recomendation is to reduce redundancy and narrow down the scope of the custom objectives.
Think laser like focus, since you are looking to develop skills for a more pleasant, joyful life, you might want to consider what are the basis for that and the values/beliefs and attitudes you need to work on, and select the modules that best (directly) fit that.
Now I understand that this leads to selecting a lot of modules, so it might be useful to focus on removing the modules that align the least with your major, most important goal for building the custom.
Those are my thoughts, I hope you find something useful in them. As always if my perspectives were of no use to you, feel free to trash them.
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The toughest part about Daredevil is the desire to socialize after years of not cultivating a circle of friends and acquaintances.
I really want to go out and see a band, but Im struggling with the idea of going out by myself, Ive done that many times, but what I crave is bonding with people.
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So it was recon, in the form of need of company, feeling lonely/incomplete somehow.
Good news is I didnt engage in any of the usual coping behaviors. I just stayed with the feeling until it went away.
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Thanks for the input, very useful!
I’ll have a look at it again soon and mess around with it some more with your input in mind 
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I found this old post today. Yesterday I received a second invitation from my ex to have a drink and get wild.
I politely rejected both invitations.
Now I realized that Im done with the process of healing and letting go.
I made no effort to reject the invitation, it was just the obvious thing to do. She became one of those persons, one of those persons you used to love and care for, but now they feel like a stranger from a very distant place in some alternate reality.
No anger, but no love.
No resentment, but no sympathy either.
No intimacy, but distance.
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14 days into the cycle already, time flies when you are having a good time.
Today might be the day in which the last phase of the break up begins, the dissolution of the apartment lease.
I have to write a mail and ask for it, then is out of my hands… Just wait a bit more.
Celebration coming up!
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Listen to my stack today and even though I didn’t slept quite well last night, I feel relaxed and in a good mood.
Yesterday the other ex I was talking about contacted me through chat lol, whats whith this?
We talked for a while and I was very happy to be able to “talk with my past” in such an effortless and resolved way.
My guess is heartsong and NRE are manifesting these experiences so I can close wounds and behave in the way I find to be most adequate for the kind of man I am becoming.
Which means to travel lightly, without burdens from past decisions and mistakes.
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I felt down, tired and with pain the whole day long… Went to my Systema training anyways. We did a lot of grapling and combat, which gave me a huge boost in my mood and the pain went away.
Nothing like a good testosterone + endorphin rush.
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Im not liking HS right now, the memories and the emotional poking around, but I understand its a necessary part of the process.
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Lol. I know how you feel.
I don’t know if it’s Ascension, LE or NR, but I have this constant bad feeling in my solar plexus.
And negative emotions of dread.
I used to have these when I knew something bad was imminent, like when the police is following you and suddenly their lights go on.
But this time, nothing is happening.
Just this feeling. And I know it’s the subs effect.
It’s like getting a big pimple squeezed. Painful, but you know it will make everything better.
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Sometimes you just gotta breath in… breath out… and keep going.
I just came back from Systema training and again a bit of controled “violence” made me feel really good.
Keep Moving!!
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Looks like Paragon is making a come back soon.
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Ok, today Im starting my washout and currently Im undecided about my next stack.
Only thing sure is my custom of course.
It would be really simple with a 3 sub stack, but experience has thought me that is usually a fast way to recon and overload, I want to keep it 2 titles.
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In bed since sunday with the flu, no fever, but strong enough to be a pain in the ass.
Still washing out.
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Paragon?
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Today I started a new cycle with my custom.
Im still with the flu, it continues its natural evolution and theres no much to do but wait, rest and drink lots of water. Fortunately I had no fever.
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Yesterday I finally went with my custom and Wanted Black… reading old posts made me realize the potential of this combo.
Consider this, I have the flu since last saturday, I have barely slept the last 3 nights, but today my demeanor and my mood are simply superb. Of course I don’t have the same energy levels as if I were fully healthy, but man do I feel good at an emotional level.
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Get well soon!
Hope the new stack brings you many good things
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Thanks!!
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