Over the last hour or two, I read your journal from start to finish. I loved it. Like someone said, there’s good story telling here, and great results.
I was very interested in seeing everything you’ve accomplished in your journal because I see a lot of similarities between us. I’m building a business, for one thing, and in my business I spend all day talking to, servicing, and selling realtors. My end goal with business and everything I do is to own an empire of rental properties, or, as I like to put it, I want to own 150 doors.
I also have a committed relationship, same as you, so I’m not one of the guys on the sub that are looking to manifest more sex and seduction.
Even further, the wealth custom that I’ve been tinkering with for the past few weeks looks EXTREMELY similar to yours. Mine just has a few tweaks considering it’s a “Business+Sales Skills” custom. Maybe I’d call it Yung Jordan Belfort.
It’s actually AMAZING AND EERIE how similar our customs are. The only real difference is I added in some of the sales modules like Dragon’s Tongue that you had contemplated adding into your “likability” Ultima.
The first version of the wealth custom that I was going to build was StarkQ Core, Mogul Q Core, RICH Ultima Core, and 10/13 of your modules. I also listen to Beyond Limitless Ultima during the day, for productivity, so… that’s quite like me putting in QLQ ST4. (Since then, I’ve switched to listening to Limitless Executive Ultima).
So, why am I writing this…
I feel like I have to tell you like your journal started off extremely inspiring, but quickly became worrying. It seems like you’re going through A LOT of recon… You’re collecting new subliminals like crazy. SaintSovereign has directly said that one of the symptoms of reconciliation is the desire to stop listening to your current subliminals, and from first hand experience, I know that a big symptom of reconciliation for me is wanting to start listening to more and more subliminals when one is giving me good results. All I end up doing is overwhelming myself, diluting the effectiveness of my stack, and becoming less consistent.
When I was going through my first phase of reconciliation after getting amazing results on Ascended Mogul (building a business), this is EXACTLY what happened to me. I wanted to start experimenting like crazy. If one subliminal is good, two must be great, three must be amazing, 4 must be mindblowing!
No.
You really should stay focused for your best results. Honeymoon phase kicks in strong for the first two weeks, but then the effects diminish a bit after that, and it takes maybe 3 months for subliminal scripting to become permanently embedded in your subconscious, rather than just being a short-term high…
Your results at the beginning of this journey were amazing. You’re getting offered a promotion, you took charge and exhibited more leadership, you were more social and connected with people. Your confidence about your business took off at the beginning. You were even enjoying your job more than usual.
I would say that since Raphael’s journal inspired you so much, you should take this into consideration too.
This massive urge to learn could most likely be a combination of QLQ, Limitless Executive Ultima, and StarkQ.
After you started listening to HOM, you started reporting a lot of anger. I listened to ONE loop of HOM and it made me yell at a prospect who I was trying to sell when she “didn’t accept my alpha frame.” Emperor often can be very agitating/aggressive, and as I understand it, it’s mainly for people that have already fully integrated other alpha scripting, or otherwise are already in some major alpha-like role in their life. It’s for when you don’t give a fuck if anyone likes you or if you like anyone.
I would say to drop it completely because of what you said here… tbh, being angry sucks. More importantly, though, it’s already such a dense script, that it seems like a lot to be listening to HOM, AND your 4 core CustomQ, AND your 3 core wealth ultima. As your washout and processing days have already been proving, when it comes to subliminal, less is more.
So yeah man, that’s my two cents. Based on everything that I’ve read, I think you should start listening to your StarkQ custom more regularly, if it’s not giving you reconciliation. And on top of that, listen to your Custom wealth Ultima a few times a week, when you feel like you really need what that ultima has to offer.
Good luck with everything that you’re doing, and I hope that your business takes off! Ascended Mogul is amazing for starting businesses, and then once you have a business that’s doing extremely well, that’s when you might want to look at Emperor.
And of course I want to point out that everything here comes from a place of concern and comraderie. Not trying to tell you what to do. Just telling you what I see. Cheers!
