From the way you write I can tell one thing. You know deep down that you could be taking much more action towards your goals consciously. Subs are one part of the solution. Another part is getting out there and taking relentless action. Fire wrote an amazing post about taking action you can search his name and “action” to find it.
Most people just listen to subs and then wait for results to come and they just wait for years without their life changing much. Don’t be one of those people. Subs can enhance your results 10 to 100 times but you HAVE to take action and also take time to reflect. Read 10x rule by grant cardone he talks about that concept of setting massive goals and becoming obsessed with taking action.