@MadaraUchiha I might have an explanation, here are my testosterone results from april 4, I just now had access :
Basically SHBG, Test, Free test. My SHBG is basically twice the reference value, I have no idea why it’s high like this.
My testosterone is at : 487.85 ng/dl
My bioavaliable T is at : 170,21 ng/dl
Your testosterone levels are quite poor. Are you looking into this?
Yeah, I’m on tamoxifen now, low dosage, 5mg E2D. I feel better. A lot less irritable, less anxious, my libido is higher and I can stay hard. Before I could get hard and lose my erection in few seconds without stimulations… Now it’s more normal, takes a minute with no stimulation.
My LH was 2 on this test, yet my test is at 450ng per dl. It means my testicules are working hard. Why is my LH so low? No idea! I did 10 days of tamoxifen 5mg ED (3 first day I was at 10).
Apparently clomiphene citrate has some estrogenic affinity : Disparate effect of clomiphene and tamoxifen on pituitary gonadotropin release in vitro - PubMed
Also, clomid seems to reduce LH (luteinizing hormone) response to LH releasing hormone in men compared to tamoxifen : Hormonal effects of an antiestrogen, tamoxifen, in normal and oligospermic men - PubMed
I only did PCT with clomid in the past years, it’s possible my pituitary has trouble reacting to LHRH (luteinizing hormone-releasing hormone), which could explain the low LH even 6 months after my last dose of clomid.
I’m also jumping on red light therapy, and followed some of @enigma12’s recommandation for supplement on testosterone. I will add vit E, Shilajit, royal jelly and Methylene blue, which is supposed to help mitocondria function to my supplements.
Edit : Also, I’ve noticed since starting tamoxifen, I’m able to focus for longer, I can now do 50 min work period before taking a break. I used to do 25… After tamoxifen I noticed that I was still working and focused at 25 and had to interrupt… Which is why I switched to 50.
Hey man how are you?
A question regarding SSRIs, how was your sexual performance and aura on them?
I mean you are older than me, I’m 25. If I stack KBC with WB, I guess Sertraline’s sexual dysfunction risk wouldn’t be an issue.
Hey,
Hope you are doing well, it’s been I think 3 years since I stopped them.
I’m not necessarly sure it’s very hard to give medical advice like that. Yes subliminals will boost your sex energy and sex drive, SSRI might mess with you. I’m very sensitive to external medication influence/drugs (caffeine, alcohol, nicotine, etc), so take my anwser with a grain of salt.
If you can avoid SSRI, avoid them, if you have to take them, maybe you can try to mitigate some sexual side effect with WB and KB, altough some people don’t get any side effect on SSRI so who knows maybe you’re one of them!
Regarding aura and sexual performance, well, sexual performance was better before taking SSRI for sure, SSRI in general made me mentally softer so if you want to get sexually dominant or engaged, it might not be the best mindset. Regarding aura, I can’t tell you I have no recollection of how my aura was.
If you want pure sex, maybe check out the subliminal Primal Night?
Thanks for yout time, Have you attracted and had sex with someone on SSRIs?
Yeah, for sure can’t remember all the details, but definitly less than before and after SSRI 
I can’t tell you exactly was it because of my depression, my apathy or purely SSRI? Who knows!
Damn!, that’s a bummer
I was on SSRI for around six months and I just remebered that I had some sexual interactions. Besides, I can be really assertive and serious on them. And I see the softness as subtle layer of dominance (in Khan’s case), after getting better chemistry on E:E than QL, I actually became softer and more positive.
Even what you say is absolutely correct, I’m on WB, which should be naturally in line with serotonin(chill and everything). Besides I felt some really good social interactions, some assertive arguments and some formidable unpredictability.
Yeah I mean it’s going to take quite some time until women statt chasing, but i’m optimistic from early signs.
It’s hard to say for my 3 years ago Wanted Black and Khan Black didn’t even exist hahaha
I think I was running an older version of Khan
