Close! It’s JoJo’s Bizarre Adventure Season 1 and parts of 2 but they are called Pillar Men!
Hahaha didn’t realize it was a wild pic like that
Anyways, as noted in the new module pack release thread, I reordered the last custom with some changes so I can use certain modules, as a few really interested me, and fit right in.
In fact, one module, Plateau Transcendent, even replaced a core in my custom (Spartan) because it fills the exact same purpose which I was using the core for , making my custom lighter
So here’s what I’m running now, and technically a V2 of the custom I showed in my last post
World’s Finest ZPv2
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Khan st4 core
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WANTED core
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Beast Within core
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Ascension Chamber core
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Gloryseeker
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Eyes of Zenith
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APS: Head
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Heracles
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Focused arousal
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Direct influencing aura
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Transcendental connection
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Deep sleep
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Plateau Transcendent
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Joie de Vivre
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Victory’s call
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Serum X
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SPS: Endocrine system
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Subconscious flow
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Jupiter
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Void of Creation
Now I know this might have seemed better with EF3 in here instead of WANTED, but that mindset and attitude of being the one who owns the world while the rest just exists, is just unparalleled, especially with Khan in there as well, hence why I prioritized it, and added Beast Within + Plateau Transcendent to make sure that the physical shifting is directed towards building an aesthetic gym physique, a physique so good, that my current body looks meh compared to what I’d look like soon
Ahh, here we go again. The challenging invictus.
hits a bowl
“if we are divine beings, then wouldn’t not having faith in ourselves make us atheists?”
This is deep. I am a worshiper of myself then. And as a God I demand animal sacrifacies.
Let’s put this here
As for the custom, I gotta say, it’s pretty much Eclipse (for those who remember my OG khan wanted custom) on steroids ;
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there’s this cute girl at work, who I didn’t really feel bothered to chat with, and I noticed that she always tries to glance at me here and there, but I always refused to approach cause ain’t here to be hitting on girls
so guess my surprise when I got called by my boss and getting told: “*so she’s working on the Judo championship, and wants an extra set of hands to ease the workload, and asked if you would like to join the project?”
I mean yeah sure, more to add to my portfolio of projects, but kinda funny how this only happened after using the custom
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my girl has been crazy spamming me nudes, and has stopped giving a damn about me being at work as she sends them, so that lead to some unnecessary hard time today
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it’s been a while since I’ve noticed a physical shifting result that isn’t just muscle gains, but it was weird to see that my face started brightening up overnight, as in, the signs of lack of sleep, like eye bags and stuff.
So I ordered an alternate version of this custom, just because I wanna take precautions
It’s technically the 3rd day on it, and the director of the marketing department started giving me IOIs, not good
And also because on WANTED, it seems like my gym motivation has gone down, because any bigger than what I am makes me look a bit off to girls, and even though that’s not my motivation to lift, I realize that due to my high flow factor, I’m following the script a bit too much in order to fit in the “most attractive objectively” part, and objectively speaking, I’ve crossed that line ages ago (please note that the objective level of attractiveness is heavily influenced by your culture.), hence why I feel like I only really wanna do 2 or 3 workouts a week MAX while on WANTED core-based customs, as any more than that could lead to me looking a bit less attractive objectively, and well, fuck that
Noticed I’ve mainly been posting about what customs I’m building, but not really posting much about my own results
Damn, feelsbadman
So, in honor of that, I want to shed some light on how Chosen and True Sell express themselves (for me) when they’re with Khan in a custom:
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With Chosen: you lead the conversations with passion. You don’t have a reason or any motivation behind why you’re saying certain things, but somehow, people get glazed to your words and their eyes brighten up talking to you. This is especially noticeable with my girlfriend, as even WANTED didn’t make her so excited over the smallest of things, for example: yesterday we went to a mall for a dinner date, and I noticed her eyes get brighter when I was commenting about how the waiter scammed me by telling me the soup was spicy, when it was just meh, and this is funny because I don’t even have Entranced or Ethereal Presence in my custom for her to look at me as if I was a prophet delivering God’s message
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With True Sell: everything you say comes out of your mouth with a reason. The mere act of talking will become a game to you, a social game, where every word you say comes out with a whole lot already planned, as in, your words selection, your tonality, your delivery of words, etc., everything you say on True Sell comes out for the main purpose of persuading people, and it always carries an agenda, even if it’s to just get the person to be extra trusting for later “use”.
In this sense, categorizing both under “Charisma” is a logical thing to do, however, the definition (or type) of charisma changes based on the sub (or core), meaning that with Chosen, it’s genuine charisma, while with True Sell, it’s skillful charisma.
One is natural and comes out effortlessly, while the other is perfected and comes out with a lot of thoughts behind it.
So are you keeping both?
Nah
I’ve already been running Chosen as a core for a while now, so I’m sticking with it for the time being.
Here’s what I’ve been running after redoing the last custom (this is the same one as “A King’s Odyssey” from a while back, the lion pic one):
Olympia ZPv2
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Ascension Chamber core
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Khan st4 core
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Chosen core
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Emperor fitness st3 core
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Plateau Transcendent
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Gloryseeker
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Eyes of Zenith
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Focused arousal
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Temptation
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Direct influencing aura
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Heracles
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Carpe diem ascended
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Joie de Vivre
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APS: Head
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Deep sleep
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Serum X
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SPS: Endocrine system
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Subconscious flow
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Jupiter
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Void of Creation
Been running this since I just don’t feel like running WANTED anymore, it’s too relaxing now
Been meditating on a thought I had last night during my workout, and a very unique conclusion seems to be forming;
I think I found the reason for why I change my customs so often, while keeping them 75% the same, as in, have Khan as the main driver, and change things around it for a different expression.
And that right there is it.
I’ve come to a new understanding that due to the uniqueness of my ability to process subs, I’ve been subconsciously using them according to my needs for the time being.
What I mean is, for the average listener, they need a couple cycles or so before they can switch for something new, however, I operate differently, and due to my high flow factor, it seems that I’ve been subconsciously using the means I have, money (which some people seem to think I have an unlimited amount of ), and make new customs for the desired “flavor” of the main core I’m using.
Today, for example, I used my custom above, but I have also been feeling like making a Khan Stark custom again, why? Cause it’s the weekend.
So now that I’ve put more thought in it, I realize that even if I made the custom, next week Sunday or Monday I’d wanna go back to Khan Chosen, why? Cause it’s the most suited for work.
So, what does this say about me?
I’m pretty sure followers of my journals have already figured it out, so I’ll officially say it myself too;
At any given time, from now on, there will be variations of Khan customs that will be run based on what’s happening/will happen.
This means that I might run Khan Stark customs on the weekend, Khan WANTED customs before big dates, Khan Chosen during the work days, and maybe even Khan Sage during Ramadan
It’s about time I consciously start using my flow factor to my advantage, and to use the subs as tools for the days, rather than act like they need to be “perfect” and then remaking customs
Also, yes, I did have the thought of just making a standard Khan EF3 custom and then add new “flavors” on the side with store titles, but trust me, each custom shines due to how complete they are, and how the modules work with the cores, so it’s better to use customs that way.
In conclusion, this journal has now turned into: The Khan with a Thousand Faces
Peace
Well put
Okay, so first of all, new custom:
Monolith ZP
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Ascension Chamber core
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Emperor core
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WANTED core
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Heracles
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Serum X
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Gloryseeker
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Eyes of Zenith
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Earthshaker sexuality
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APS: Head
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Direct influencing aura
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Carpe diem ascended
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Victory’s call
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Joie de Vivre
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Song of Joy
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Deep sleep
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The architect
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SPS: Endocrine system
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Subconscious flow
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Jupiter
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Void of Creation
The story behind how this sub even came into existence is pretty funny, but here’s the brief version:
- I got too high
- I greened out
- I ordered the sub
- I forgot about it
- I woke up to find the email from Q-store and got confused.
- I found the notes with the name and list of modules already ready.
- I found a pic already ready.
- so I downloaded and ran it even though the mix of those 2 cores made me reluctant at first.
- profit
Here’s a brief overview of today:
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0 inclination to buy stuff, I admired them for how they look, but didn’t feel the need to buy anything unnecessarily.
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Much stronger at the gym, even with how RoS made the weights feel so weightless, I still lifted more than before.
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Music taste is leaning towards rap music again.
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Feeling very sarcastic today, but at the same time, my jokes do seem to be getting good responses.
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Put on a random “lazy” outfit to go out with my girl, ended up getting stared at by around 10-11 people (when I paid attention, don’t know who else did haha).
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Noticed an increased number of nudes from my girl, which is funny because the only other times I’ve really noticed her sending me extras like this was the last time I had Earthshaker Sexuality in a custom
I also ran RoS today, and I posted the results here:
So I wanted to post about how good the workouts have been on the custom, but instead I decided I’ll just post these from last night (ft. @bombayduck’s reaction)
Woah damn, I really just poofed into thin air
Got a few updates to write down, so let’s see:
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Firstly, Emperor and WANTED is a nice combo in a custom, however, it does make one become a bit too focused on just self development (both internal and external), as I did score a meeting for Thursday with the Esports Olympics federation (getting connections now, so that later this year they nominate me to become a member, which will result in double salary), and have been more productive than ever, as well as having some of the most intense workouts ever, but those came at an expense; so focused on doing things that I’m not even bothered to be social (unless related to work or career future), and I basically haven’t even went out with my girl since the first day on the custom.
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Secondly, this custom is now going to be put in “reserve” (only one other custom is there), and I’m going with a different custom now, because I feel like I kinda caused some damage to a few relationships by completely not focusing on people who matter, leading me to re-tune a custom I had previously stopped due to it having EF4 core (which I prefer to not use anymore, as EF3 is better for me), and ordered that one with the addition of “subconscious flow” to it.
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And lastly, I realized something big: I don’t do as well with modules that are extremely generalized. I had doubts about this as Emperor’s Voice worked better on me than Voice Master, and now Eyes of Zenith showed me that it’s not as effective, on me personally, when compared to Seducer’s Gaze, hence why I don’t feel like using it anymore.
I feel so held back from posting for some reason.
I have all these wonderful things happening on a daily basis; like getting a new car, getting a chance meeting with the assistant director of the E-Sports federation, more gains and reshape (aesthetics wise), status gain at work, new networks, etc……
Yet I just feel like I don’t know what to even write anymore
Might take a hiatus from all this, and mainly focus on mainly helping out as an ambassador, cause at this point, I feel like I reached a point where I just reach endless heights, and seeing things from here makes me feel like all my achievements are tiny, and not really worth mentioning, like for example, today I scored a meeting with Porsche, and will be pitching them a spot as a sponsor in a tournament soon, and that lead to people in my department calling me amazing, cause getting Porsche to consider anything like this is pretty hard (they don’t like to do it with just anyone, but I convinced them by using sports engagement in Qatar, and how much exposure that leads to, as leverage), but to me, it didn’t seem big at all, just made me feel like I’m better at doing my job than others
As for RoS, all I wanna say is that it feels like it was the missing piece to make my life align in the most beautiful way possible; everything I wanted got sorted, and things I think about come in the most beneficial way as possible for me, and on top of all that, life feels like it’s “self optimizing”, as in it leads to the best possible outcome for any situation in such a natural way, that it fully install the belief that I have the best life anyone could dream of.
Do what you need to do brother
Maybe some time away from everything can give you a good reset and bring things into perspective (I know when i do a retreat I always feel refreshed and my mind feels ready to absorb stuff again)
I feel like feelings of success or progress has a hidden meter inside the psyche which when full, needs emptying so one can fill it again. Balance is always key
Thing is I already feel good, and each and every day is such a fulfilling thing, that it would be better for me to give y’all a “day in life” kinda video instead of a journal post
Like just now, in the last 2 hours, I’ve had 3 different manifestations, and although they were small scale, they were still things that normally wouldn’t have happened:
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got an invite to an event by my previous work place as a vip guest (result of networking + elevated status).
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got a call from where I dropped my car for some protective film application, and the guy who works there, who’s actually a friend, ended up throwing me some interior leather protection serum for free (valued at 1.2k per application).
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a random girl added me on Snapchat and sent me nudes
Life’s good man, I’m just wondering why did I stop getting the feeling to post as much
I also feel like this might be from RoS, as it’s putting me more offline, and less online.
Brother, all the blessings. Would you love to be head of esport as you’re a gamer yourself?
Starting my RoS journey tomorrow, wish me luck lol