After several months of subs on youtube and another vendor I’ve found SubClub which seems to be good community and vendor!
I started with StarkQ almost 2 weeks ago and I added BLU in the past 2 days.
I’m writing my journal daily and when I’ve some more time I’ll start the journal in the forum as well so I can entertain a little …
I didn’t have any breakthrough yet… I’ve added BLU to get more focus on learning as I’m in a training to improve my skills and knowledge to get a better position while I start an online biz on the side.
The first 2 days were ok, I was feeling excited, but after that I’ve been little angry.
I played Stark 2 loops a day the first 2 days. Than I went up to 4 and this week since I added BLU I’m playing 1 BLU and 2 Stark.
Procrastination towards study is very high… And although I really want to study I’m having a rejection and keep pushing away… Instead of study I waste my time thinking and doing other things, and at the end of the day I’m mad at my self for not following up on what I planned to do.
When I purchased Stark I was little undecided between Stark and Emperor and choose Stark because I didn’t want to get the side effect of being a “commander”… I’m already that kind of guy, and through years of experience I smoothed that out and I don’t want to go back to that!
I’m very upfront guy type of person and I say what I think no matter what and take responsibilities on… but it has gotten me in some trouble to be so “brutally” honest!
Anyway I’m gonna get ahead to the help section now to ask for some advise!
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