Hey all, I stumbled upon subliminal club a few months back but stuck with another producers subliminals. But I’m here now because I haven’t been having much luck with the other ones. Whether it’s me or the scripting, I can’t tell. But I felt it was time to make a change and try something else before I waste away anymore years of life.
So about me. I’m 28, been using subs for about 8 years now. You’d think I’d have a lot to show for it but I really don’t. I’m on the extreme end when it comes to mental health and such. At one point I had a therapist diagnose me with avoidant personality disorder and man was that a kick to the nuts. Through a ton of hard work I became functional, but functional isn’t any way to live. Basically I’m not thriving and I don’t want to wake up one day incredibly old with my life past me regretting everything. I believe in the power of the subconscious and subliminals, but my experience has been my subconscious fighting tooth and nail and me having to drag myself kicking and screaming to improve my life. Needless to say it is and was exhausting on so many levels.
So the not so depressing stuff about me. I’m really into music production and my dream is to one day have that generate enough income for me to live comfortably vs stuck in office jobs that make me want to gauge my eyes out. I tend to keep that goal/dream to myself, people tend to shoot down anyone’s aspirations when it comes to the arts/music. I currently work in IT, very low level stuff though. I’m not an expert with computers or anything, I just know how to fix stuff when it isn’t working.
Anyway I could write a memoir about my life here, but I’ll save that for a journal. I figure I’d kill two birds with one stone here and ask about sub recommendations for myself. I was looking at Ascension, just doing a straight no nonsense reprogramming of my mind to get my life together. But Ascended Mogul caught my eye because I felt it might be in line with my music goals too. At this point in my life I feel like I really hit rock bottom and lost a lot of hope for ever being happy. Especially with how much time and money I sunk into other products that didn’t always deliver on promises. So I’m leaning more towards Ascension because I think having a single point of focus will let me change at a faster rate and get me out of this mess. Any input would be greatly appreciated. Thanks!