Not gonna credit the person who recommended you to watch it? 
Iāve not had a dream in 3-5 daysā¦
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My dreams went totally nuts after running Ultima B yesterday. Iām not sure if it is due to Ultima B or not, but the dreams went crazy last night.
Only ran 1 loop of it, so I guess weāll see tomorrow, so far I didnāt experience any dream like relation to Ultima A.
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Now I am looking forward to sleeping I cant 
Can you explain the pictures and what they mean?
I really should name the thread: āLittle pieces from the conversation I am having with Hermitā, so the following is another piece of it. I am sure this will help some of you to make better decisions with choosing your modules for your custom, even when you disagree, it will probably provoke some thinking:
"While you subliminal sounds amazing and is aligned with your divine mission, it is also extremely dense and compact, especially when you still wanna stack it with another dense custom. Your cores alone would be considered very dense a few weeks ago.
Thatās why I decided to go a different route today. I am not sure if I will keep at it but there was something that was bugging me with my custom. I felt a lot of the modules, are cool, interesting maybe even needed or essential but give me little extra benefits for the buck. So I determined my biggest sticking point I want to resolve (PE and building the sex life I want) and build my sub with that focus and with your mindset: Using subs to eliminate your most negative traits, the things that are holding you back, and enhance the skills you still can and want to improve. But the first comes before the latter.
So I came up with that:
When I was running Khan or QL I had amazing results. So every module I add from there, I see as a bonus, not as an essential.
The added modules for Khan focus to enhance the most important skills for me or resolve the things I struggle with.
PE: Pretty obvious, and it fucked me up for far too long.
Temptation: Love that moduleās description. Will help me to build even more sexual tension with the girls in my seduction process and generate a Johnny Depp aura I have been striving for.
Lion IV: I am sometimes feeling nervous (different from fear) before events or unfamiliar situations. This module will resolve that pretty quickly and will work on much more.
(Panther): If I have one sticking point to my seduction, I would say it is approaching and the first 30 secs in the interaction with the girl. This module might get thrown out because I can remember on Stage 4 that this wasnāt as big of a āproblemā than on e.g. Emperor, Stark, etc but added focus on it would still help immensely.
(Invincible Presence): This is the only module that states that it will work on your confidence thatās why it is in. I do believe, having delusional confidence like on Emperor will help me with taking āriskyā action, push my comfort zone, and thereby help with resolving traumas by gaining new reference experiences.
Productivity Unleashed and Carpe Diem are pretty obvious. Both I see as so incredibly essential that I want to focus a lot on those.
Now the healing modules:
Attachment Destroyer: I am mostly healed but still have some things that I am attached too. From all the healing modules, this will probably help the most with the things I am already aware of, and will, therefore, work much more focused. Other modules like I AM or Februus are great but they might be too general for me. I donāt need to break down my whole personality again. Though I still thinking to maybe add I AM. I will need to meditate on that longer.
Negativity Displacer: I actually wanted to kick this module out yesterday, but I today realized how beneficial it is (based on the description). This is the only healing module that will help with the EXECUTION. All other modules will break you down while you do your normal living but this will help at the moment you need it the most when you go beyond your comfort zone.
(Gratitude Embodiment): Important module, to manifest more and also enjoy your life. This will work great with Carpe Diem and immensely help when you experience setbacks. I first wanted to include Joy the Vivre for it but decided that Gratitude and Carpe Diem will do the job just as fine and have extra benefits.
((Yggdrasil)): Well not so sure about that because I want to not include more than 12 modules in my custom for now. Still, it is an extremely valueable module so I will meditate more on the choices.
Also, having a ānot so denseā (it still incredibly dense with the cores) sub will get me extremely fast and reliable results in the area that need it the most. I will only pay 30$ for the subliminal and thereby can just run it for 3-6 months to try things out and then add more modules when I feel I need them or when new modules (like Godfather and Libertine) get released. So instead of now stacking QL Stage 4 and Khan Stage 4 to see how they interact with each other, I can just run my custom, get rid of the things I need to, pay close to nothing and still have most or all of the benefits I would get from my 21 module custom."
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Just downloaded the app āWaking upā to take my meditation game to the next level. I have been lacking with it in the last days. Why this app?
It is not the first time I used the app and I remember the incredible insights I gained by mediating on the pieces of knowledge Sam Harris was sharing on the app.
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Nice custom sub, i like it, i just want to say that Februus healing module is easymode compare to KHANST1 that is I AM module right?
On Februus im having lots of dreams but the good thing is, its not killing my motivation and making me sad. 
i recommend this one if you want a more easy healing in 
I actually wanted to include I Am in my subliminal to really get rid of the unnecessary trash that I took with me along my way of growth.
While many have reported this, it is also said that after a certain period of time you feel a brand new person, rid from all of the unnecessary garbage that was in your emotional backpack and things become way better afterwards. Or was it only after switching from Stage 1 to 2, as āI Amā wasnāt in the scripting anymore?
Do you recall having the same experience as mentioned above? I donāt mind going through some uneasiness if thereās light at the end of the tunnel, but since Iāll be using my Custom long-term, I really donāt want to have these ups & downs for the rest of the year.
What do you think? let me know, Iād appreciate it very much.
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Which do you subjectively think to be better for you?
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If you donāt mind going through some uneasiness and thereās light at the end of the tunnel go for it.
Some have reported feeling better yes and its a beast healing module, if you can handle it, more power to you
I must admit the reason why i dont like IAM so much is that im pretty weak on this healing stuff, so for me gentle, understanding is better.
For me ST1 was breaking me down too much, i didnt get to this place were i felt good.
Stage 2 was not like Stage 1 at all, Stage 2 was more about building yourself, questions, improving yourselfā¦etc
The difference between femininity & Masculinity or magnetism & electricity, this is the sole reason why I combine Ascension & Stark in my Custom, I really love to have both of these qualities balanced. My preference goes to Stark but Ascension really gives that masculine touch to it.
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So do you agree that after a certain period of time āI Amā starts to become less aggressive in itās healing, because when it is in there it must keep on breaking you down, yet will these effects of feeling sad, anger or whatever it is that comes to the surface by the healing, fade after a certain period of time?
That is really what Iām wondering here.
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Thats a good question, for me after a 3 weeks i could not take it anymore, it became stronger and stronger in breaking me down and thats when i jumped too stage 2 and i felt better after that.
Maybe i was at the turning point in ST1 and it would get less intense if i continued, that i dont know. 
The positive on ST1/IAM was that i felt like myself, TRUE SELF.
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Iām only wondering if the torturing will ever end, lol. Probably gonna need to ask this question to others whoāve ran Khan Stage one. Thanks for your input though!
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To be honest, it never felt lite torture. It was tough in the first 10 days and then never again.
However, when I ran Stage 1 old memories did pop up all the time and I was often thinking about the past and past mistakes. Also, I did not feel so ālightā. Only when I stopped running it the newly gained freedom emerges. Thatās why I am still not sure if I will include I AM. Imagine somebody makes you question, your whole life, beliefs, past situations and your reactions all day every day.
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