Thank you wish you also all the best on your journey 
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I was meant to update my journal during my 5 day washout. Well, hm, YEP… But it ends today, and instead of insights I give you the moon 
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Washout is now officially ended. Had in my morning meditation some crazy progress. The sensation during and at the end of it was like my actual skull was removed, and that my mind was expanding outwards into infinity and unity. Hours later I still have energy flowing up and down through the top of my head and I’m in a constant state of joy ever since. I would be an understatement to say that I feel light-headed lol.
Life’s pretty good 
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If this was taught in school, maybe there wouldn’t be that many healing titles in this place 
Healing is great and all, but remember that just doing the easy and basic stuff right, will go a long way fo your overall development as a human being.
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Updates Updates…
Just started my fourth cycle on my Custom Essence of Man ZP. It feels very smooth to me now and I’m doing full loops. Other than that, I feel like I’m in some kind of limbo again in my life. As my spiritual side grows I get less and less attracted to things outside of myself. I had a big breakthrough last week in my meditation which has now stabilazed itself, and I easily reach that level in my sittings. I’m starting to relalize just hom many of my aspirations over the years has been built on the wrong premises, and actually is not what my soul and heart wants.
In a strange way it feels like back in school when you went from middle school to high school, and everything including the building itself and people at the old place just looks weird now. It becomes more and more clear to me that life is already laid out in the way it’s supposed to be, and you can either find flow and go with it, or endlessly trying to swim against it. It’s the state you’re in that attracts with it the thoughts and storylines, and therefore inspiring the desired action to match it, and thus becoming your perceived experience of life.
It’s all impersonal in the end, and will always be there waiting if you revisit that state. So “free will” in that sense is to polarize and choose what states you want as your default. And after that you just do whatever it is that makes you tik, and things will then flow effortlessly through you. No more fighting against something or trying…
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Have you thought of doing such an experiment with orgonite or a cloud buster?
Things were designed to be used, and people were designed to be loved. But the problem right now is that people are being used, and things are being loved… I chose humanity every day over artificial insanity!
Time to take a stand, grow a pair of 
and stand up for ourselves and everyone around us. The house needs cleaning, here’s the broom, let’s get to work…
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Sup Toby 
Quick Question 
What stage of khan did you add to your custom?
Thinking about making a khan custom soon👍
Sup Sup King 
It’s Khan St4. I have never actually made a custom with any other stage of Khan, and I do believe this might be the 5th Khan custom with it since back in the Qv1 days.
That’s cool, is it going to be a pure Khan custom or do you plan to have any other cores in it?
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Holy shit Qv1… Nice 
I know St4 can make one a bit solitary, that’s why I asked.
I know Chosen can give St4 a kick 
in the butt to get up 
Yeah I was thinking adding Khan ST3 with Medici/Chosen for my cores.
I’m. considering “The Seeker Pack” to spice it up 
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Yeah, if I would change Khan St4 to another stage, it would be St3 for sure. To me Khan St4 is just so well rounded that it fits best IMO in a long-term custom.
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Not posting much in here anymore, and I’m thinking of starting a new one soon. Posting what I wrote about shadow work in another thread here
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I just realized something about my TWIM mediation…
By sending Metta to yourself in the actual mediation, and as well as in daily life, you are giving yourself validation. So as this develops, it ultimately stops you from seeking validation from external things.
Now this is just a natural effect I have had during my months on TWIM, but just reading what I wrote above, I realize just how massive this is for your overall happiness and growth.
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After a full loop of LBfH I found this one hilarious 
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@Skadoosh this horse has been listening to some Ascension lately, that’s pretty obvious… does not care, simply does not care… 
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Hmmm how’s the Ascension experience?? I’d love to hear a versed user’s feedback.
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Do you mean if I have listened to Ascension you mean?? If so unfortunately not, still on Khan. The above post was just ment as a joke and that the horsiee had listened to it
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I did 2 loops of LOS a couple of weeks back, and I swear my lower arms have gotten bigger 
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Drama here on the forum again, and also noticing changed behaviors of those around me, and tomorrow it is full moon again… Anyone else seeing this pattern almost every full moon
Crime rates are reported to rise during full moon as well. Maybe it’s all the sexual frustration coming out as the moon cycle are in sync with women’s menstuation periods? Let’s get my science thinking hat on 
With that said, something to be aware of if you find yourself acting out at other people during this time, and to take a step back and see what you are attached to, and what needs to be let go of to progress. Maybe just maybe, the recon cycles here on the forum also matches the moon cycles??
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