The best kind of tears 
I did statge 1 and two for a cycle each back in Qv2, and then now in ZP about 1 cycle each St1-St3. Yeah it’s crazy with this meditation. I’ve come further in 4 months of meditation than 10 years of meditating without TWIM. Other practices always brought peace and mental clarity, but TWIM does that, but also brings rivers of overflowing joy and love. It’s a cheat code in a way it feels like 
Take doctor Hawkins Human Scale of Consciousness, and you’ll see that with this practice you both purify the mind (release and relax) and also polarizing yourself on the vibration of love (smiling and love focus, 500 and up.) Just the smiling part brings so much joy and happy chemicals in the brain.
Just look at him, he always has a Buddha smile on his face. I used to take meditation so seriously, but now I’m serious about building the habit, but I’m loose and having fun when I meditate. I just sit there with a smile on my lips, a smile in eyes, a smile in my mind, and a smile in my heart (add Love Bomb and Chosen to that lol) Everything that comes up is a blessing, because I’m not trying to push anything away, but instead I’m just releasing and relaxing into it, and finally smiling and focusing on love… 
I’ve really noticed a distinct ability to direct and catch my mind wandering since starting Alchemist again. Today the Metta feeling in the meditation was at an all-time high 
just like the sun, and emenating extremele powerful waves of loving Metta energies outward.
I can literally feel that eveytime I “let go” and “relax” into a hindrance, that it is healing and purifying my mind. This is so awesome, as I now understand that all my “problems” arising or “hindrances” are actually blessings that I can work with 
Imagine a big container with muddy water in it, and for every single time I let go, I fill a small glass with this water and throw it out from the container. So bit by bit, I’m emptying out the container 
This might be the bloom from CWON, but in all honesty is something that has been going on inside of me for a while now.
but not to say that he cannot just jump in the shower and put some nice clothes on again 
Also I so easily enter in to a complete flow while doing these kind of things, almost no thoughts, just a mechanical chugging along 
It also looks worse as I piled it more nicely behind the outer layer. This wood is oak and a lot better than I have been using so far in my fire place 
The short version is that you take copper or brass and twist it around a stick, which you then put in the soil next to the plant. It’s supposed to bring down magnetism 
from the air and aether down into the soil, and therefore giving it more life and making it grow faster and yield more 
And in all honest, it would not surprise me nowadays if this is something they (insert here) deliberately imposed on modern agriculture, to mess with our food production. Also things like pesticides 
and other chemicals we bombard our crops with, adds to this degrading effect on our soil and food production.
and that down to the second. Pretty awesome what our mind’s can do, and it tears down beliefs that I had previously by showing that this is possible.
That’s a bit different from the younger me that used to oversleep and snooze like crazy…
My focus has been on Alchemist lately to assist with my meditation. This is not something that will change for a while, and all three subs stay in for the next rotation 
But that is slowly gaining on me and I’m starting to pick up on the habit again. I just had to listen to my body a bit and realize that I’m not 20 y/o anymore 
at least for an hour every day. This has not always been the case, but at least I’m doing it every day, and also it’s getting warmer and warmer here which triggers me to do it more regularly 
and integrating relaxtion and 6R’s into this practice. In the beginning I did some Wim Hof to get it going more easily 
but not really doing that as much now, as it becomes easier and easier as the habit builds. What I do is that I stand and count down for a minute or two 
with the cold water showering over me, and I focus on a spot on the wall, and I relax and smile 
He approached me asking for help, and I attribute this a lot to EoG St1. So now I have some more income 
and going ham in another group I was in back then. It’s just daily fun and learning new things to grow and develop myself through 
The direction with this group this time is way more advanced, integral, and holistic. It gives me a lot of structure as I’m building myself up again after my crazy period of awakening over the last couple of years 
The method is still TWIM meditation, and it is also what my new mastermind I joined online, preaches and helps me develop and fine-tune. I’m beginning to sense a massive breakthrough coming if I just stay consistent and diligent in my practice 
I don’t have to do anything crazy, just follow the instructions.
And with the end goal of having the path laid out to The End of Suffering, that sounds pretty OP. Buddha had a very noble mission indeed… 
Nothing crazy but just a lot more and a lot faster than back in Sweden 
I can stay here as much as I want I have been told, but I also have plans as I grow my income, to move somewhere in Europe.
