Instilling Greatness (Khan/Chosen/LBfH)

[Tobyone]

Cycle 1 ----> Finished

Completed loops:

Khan Complete ZP - 7 loops
Chosen ZP - 6 loop
Love Bomb FH ZP - 5 loop

I made the decision to end my first cycle today purely by feel. Played one loop of Chosen and one loop of LBfH, and now I’m taking a five day washout. Next cycle will stay the same with Khan St4 and Chosen, but I might switch out LBfH, but too early to know right now. If I do it will be because of my situation in life now and I need to be more specific with my third sub.

Takeaways from the first cycle

I definitely dig and love the combo of Chosen and Khan together. Khan complete is so nice to be back on, because to me it is the most balanced version on Khan. Back at St3 I was just constantly vibing and being pulled towards the feminine form and energies wherever I went, but on complete I’m more chill and relaxed.

Khan plus Chosen has also brought out a very compassionate and direct approach and being within me. I feel I have to have more exposure to Khan to be able to relax more into this very dominant and masculine frame i now have. When recon hits it makes me very direct and confrontive with my own issues which tends to lead to overthinking. I have been countering this with Metta meditations and some studies into Buddhism.

LBfH is such a great sub as well, and at times it made me feel very vulnerable and almost sad, but at the same time strong. The feeling is that it brings out my resistance to love itself and therefore making me temporarily feel week, but after those spells I feel stronger and that I just leveled up.

Next Cycle

As mentioned, I’m going forwards with Khan/Chosen as my main two. I will evalute during my washout whether I need to switch out LBfH, I do want to keep it but we’ll see. Possible replacements could be True Sell, EoG St1, or Paragon Sleep from the top of my head. As you can tell the first two is about wealth and my career, and the last is about sleep, because I’m a night owl and find it hard at times to go to sleep. My juices flows the best late evenings…

I feel the way forward for me is building up to be a self-employed entrepreneur, because I’m noticing more and more how I don’t want to be stuck in a company and havnig to adhere to all their fine sounding mottos and ways of doing things. Sure there might be exceptions of cource and good places, but generally the direction it is going in our society does not really give me any good hopes.

Awaiting my next cycle with a smile on my face

[Tobyone]

@SWITCH

As A Man you are responsibility no matter how much you try to run away it chases you, it’s our birthright.

It is a journey we all have to face. It covers all aspects from what we perceive is our physical and meterial world is, and into the spiritual realm and beyond. All is connected.

@SWITCH

The problem Men have on this modern society is that we want to live life fully without becoming responsible.

It’s surely not easy, and its quite clear to tell when a society is in decline when everything from culture to genders are being confused and propagated in a thousand different directions. I remember being a teenager 20 years ago and found it very confusing with all the activists and forces pulling us apart, and I can only imagine how today’s generation must be even more confused.

To me it’s about looking inward and seeing that its all one, all connected, and division pulls us from each other, and makes us easy to control and manipulate. Looking outside first makes it near impossible to have the kind of insights into this reality because of all the commotion. What society and the system does not teach us, we must discover for ourselves.

[Tobyone]

Ooops I Forgot…

Lately or should I say for a couple of months now I have totally forgot about Ascension Chamber. I remember from reading other journals that some also report that they are forgetting to play it. Maybe I just now remembered because of the news about that the Life-Chargers soon will be here. Something to ponder about in my upcoming washout where this baddie fits in or not into my stack.

[Tobyone]

I just decided apart from my loving kindness Metta meditation in the mornings, I’m going to do a short 5-10 minute meditation where I focus all my energy on peace and harmony out into the world. If any one has seen the studies that has been done lately on groups of people coming together to these kind of meditations and how it actually shows up in the statistics for crime and such in a positive way, that to me is quite amazing and shows the true power of intention.

[Tobyone]

Can’t Sleep After Getting an Intense Flow of Positivity From an Idea

I mentioned earlier that I might switch out LBfH for something else in my next cycle. And here I am lying in my bed when all of a sudden I’m struck by a thought and intense feelings of overflowing joy…

I just had the thought of adding Chosen the Way of Nature Imagine the stack of Khan Complete, Chosen, and CWON! My heart has been crying out for more connectedness with nature, and to rediscover that sense of wonder as a kid when in nature. Then think about the synergy between two Chosen products like that at the same time I have five more days to make up my mind, but I think that my reaction to this says it all, but I’ll have to see.

I have played just a few test loops here and there of CWON, and I can attest to some of the reports I’ve read about feelings of extreme calm and ZEN, and also that people treat you better and look amazed at you, which kinda reminds me a bit of the modules Elegance and Ethereal Presence from the Q-store.

There’s no doubt that people that has a strong connection to nature are some of the most grounded and strong people you will ever meet. Then add that to Khan and regular Chosen. A super beacon of hope it is, better move my light house from the shore and into the forest now…

Ok, where was I? Oh yeah, trying to sleep

[Tobyone]

Washout Day 1

You know when you have a dream that seem to be like a long movie, something like the Titanic or something, as when you wake up you wonder if you have been asleep for a week lol. These long dreams are quite common on my washouts. I had a really hard time sleeping yesterday because of a long period of feeling inspired combined with a very warm and fuzzy feeling from Chosen and LBfH. It might me wonder if I should aim to play those subliminals earlier than I do currently?

What I notice usually on my washouts on ZP is a kind of minor flow from the scripting during the first 1-2 days, and then usually the recon picks up for another 2 days, and I get physical things like increased thirst or hunger. After that it can be smooth or sometimes day 5-6 can be a bit rough mentally. So far today it feels pretty good except for being a bit tired from sleeping late.

[Tobyone]

Rise and Shine

Some days it feels like I’m waking up from a deep hypnosis, just like I’m waking up from the spell of this reality to something higher and closer to the truth. I remember Saint saing in one of his long and explanatory posts about how subliminals work, and the fact that deep down for any hypnosis to work, there’s always a YOU that has to consent to it for it to work.

When I was looking deeper in to mind control programs before like MK Ultra in the US and similar, they mentioned many times the same thing about that deep deep part of you and consent. Also, people who were in those programs later mentioned similar things about this whole consent thing. All the so called “dark” forces in society that wants to enslave and capture humanity… maybe it’s not even possible to capture it… because maybe this is all just part of the cosmic joke

[Tobyone]

Browsed my old journal a bit and found this piece that I wrote over a year ago. I like it a lot so I’m bringing it to this journal

Nobody allows anybody to be just himself

That’s why we feel so helpless because we have been taught never to take responsibility for what we actually have influence over, ourselves, and at the same time we are conditioned to take responsibility for everything that we cannot control, to depend on others. This creates a vicious cycle that leaves us feeling helpless and makes us easy to control and manipulate.

That’s how society keeps everyone dependent, we are to always be responsible for everything that goes on around us but never ourselves. What free man would vote for our politicians, listen to our priests, and other authorities that keep using propaganda and forms of manipulation tactics to control and rule a world full of hate and violence?

But on the contrary if you are in trouble someone else is always there to help you. Don’t pick yourself up after you fall, let someone else bring the crutches, let someone else take care of your wounds, so that you can feel sorry for yourself with all the comfort you’ll ever need.

Of course it’s a joint effort to keep things going in society but there’s got to be a better way. A free spirit is not going to pollute its own environment, or hate and ultimately go to war against its neighbors. A free spirit will gladly help others without wanting anything in return, he celebrates life, and what he gives he gets back.

Jiddu Krishnamurti once said; It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society. Why not just be the change you wish to see in the world instead? I do believe history has shown that no matter how many bricks we throw at the authorities that it’s not going to work. You push against something and it will push back just as hard, it’s a universal law, and those are hard to break lol

So just be what you wish the world to be more like and celebrate your own existence and individuality. Don’t feed what you dislike with your precious energy. Hakuna Matata. When you evolve, and when you heal and grow, the whole world is affected, just like the ripples on the water caused by a stone tossed in a pond.

In the beginning of your life your parents took responsibility for you, you were so small and so innocent. And later on the teacher’s took responsibility for you, then later maybe your partner or work took your responsibility and so on.

So when we grow up a great fear arises, we have not been trained to take responsibility for ourselves. But what we have learned is to blame our misfortunes and sadness on others and the world when we don’t feel happy. But happiness is always an inside job, there are no outside requirements needed.

Don’t be so selfish is what they say to a young child that doesn’t listen to all the madness that we grownups follow so blindly. But isn’t it just the other way around, that by not taking responsibility for ourselves and putting that weight on other’s shoulders, isn’t that selfish?

It’s all upside down!

Shouldn’t WE learn from children instead of the other way around? And there’s a difference from gently guiding and keeping the child safe, from just blindly indoctrinating whatever crap we have parroted from our environment.

We have lost our innocence and individuality and replaced it with intellectual knowledge and false promises of safety. Life is not a problem to be solved but a mystery to be lived. There’s nothing more debilitating than the endless blame games and victim mentality, the feeling of being powerless.

Often you see people just lying down and waiting for someone else to take their responsibility for them. I’ve done it many times in my life too, can someone please help me put on my got damn socks!!

A lot of grownups cannot even be alone with themselves for any extended periods of time. We have invented so many things to always keep us distracted from our core, phones, tv, alcohol, drugs, porn, etc, etc.

We generally grow up to fear death and to suppress our sexuality, so we never discover the truth behind our existance because we dare not look at it.

A fear induced society that affects the physical and body negatively and results in sickness. And just by repressing and suppressing we ultimately need all the distractions, because a steam cooker without a release valve would explode sooner or later.

Why waste your time placing opinions and projecting, what’s the point? It’s a habit, but does it have to be that way? Things would be so different, we would have a totally different society, a society where people are dancing and rejoicing, and celebrating their existence instead.

But more and more people are waking up to, human consciousness is evolving and all things move upwards.

Being a personality vs being an individual:
A personality is always changing. I don’t even recognize my own personality in just under one year with subliminals, it’s always changing. But the uniqueness of my individuality is always still there shining through this thing I call Tobias.

We live in a world full of sheep, with carefully created personalities that fits into the big jigsaw puzzle that is society, and that accepts everything blindly and uses peer pressure to keep the agenda going. But an individual, a free spirit you cannot control, only sheep need a shepherd.

Everybody is what he has chosen to be. You are exactly what existance wanted you to be. Why change that? Why not make it the biggest party the world has ever seen? You don’t need others to approve of your happiness, and to be just happy for no reason at all. Understand that you have just been conditioned to feel ashamed that something is wrong if you are just happy for no reason at all. All it takes is just a decision, less than a second and you are free…

Smile, dance, celebrate, spin around, share, laugh, make funny faces, do whatever you feel like. Be flowing, not rigid.

If you have read this far, WOW

[Tobyone]

Washout Day 2

Today was rough day. I woke up after a long long dream where I was back at my old construction firm, and suddenly a truck tilted over trapping two workers under it. I had to call the rescue service and keeping my cool, and guide the helicopter pilot in that was heading for the site. After that I woke up all dizzy.

After I eat lunch I tried again to get in contact with an governmet institution here that manages certain things, and for the second day in a row I was dragged through a long automatic telephone sequence of press 1 or 2, yadi yadi. And for the second time in two days I could not get a hold of anybody because I kept being disconnected and kindly asked to try again another day by an electronec voice God you gotta love the modern society…

All these places and institutions in government should be awarded every year for the least effective and worst runned organisations period lol. There shouldn’t even be a vote for it…

By this time I was feeling very drousy and the muscles in my legs felt strained just as I had been through some serious workout or something. I fell asleep for almost 5 hours more, and from what I remember, I woke up a few times feeling almost like I was waking up from having been under anesthesia…

My energy is coming back slowly, but it felt as my something major was bing worked on during this little nap. I still feel a bit slow in my head but its way better than before. So today was a recon day, then tomorrow should be a flow day haha…

[Tobyone]

The Big Puzzle Is A Bit Puzzling

I have been pondering a bit about what it is right now for me to be here and alive. The more I work on myself, the less things in the world I want. The more I let go of things, the less I want to be disturbed. The more I see through this whole concept of time, the less contours and uniqueness my puzzle piece seem to have, and therefore there’s almost no place for me to fit it anymore.

It is kind of a void it feels sometimes, to not to have all that strive and will like I used to. What I mean by that is (getting) somewhere through will and determination, ups and downs, anger, frustration, and all those kinds of states as a source for fuel. I’m literally watching myself sitting in the movie theatre watching the movie, and sometimes the flickering of the beam o light shooting out from the projector stutters, and reveals nothing more than a blank state, a state where I don’t exist, nothing to cognize, just nothingness…

I want to be peaceful overall I have noticed. So, I do believe that adding CWON for my next cycle is a good thing, because nature is all about balance and harmony. Still got 3 more days of this washout to decide.

[Tobyone]

The Greatest Sin

Time has come for me to reconnect with mother nature on a deep level. CWON feels like the portal into this new way for me. I got a taste again last year of how amazing it can be to align more with nature than the unnatural habitat of asphalt and concrete. Man made houses and structures are the most stunning and beautiful when mixed in with nature, where both can blossom and create a living environment.

Now we see food shortages all over the world now, and yet we see houses with empty lawns and not with rows full of home grown fruit and vegetables? Why don’t we teach our kids to grow stuff, and also how to care and protect nature? Why do I almost never see any kids climbing trees anymore?

And I’m not talking about these kind of trees…

Is it our greatest sin that we were given the choice as human beings to have our own will, and therefore had the choice to go either against nature or with nature? Have we strayed so far from our true nature, that we need to be shocked back into our senses by tyrannical systems, only then to be reminded again that we are free and not slaves?

If you are a fish and decides jump out of the water, and then you complain that it’s hard to breathe… what’s the easiest fix for that fish if he wants to breathe again?

It’s an ECO system and not an EGO system, because the latter misses one essential thing, and that is integrity, it thinks it’s separate, and things that lacks basic integrity will crumble and fall sooner or later. We don’t need 99% of what we produce in our society! If we just could manage to produce a lot of that 1%, we could life in rich abundance, and we would not be so enchanted and blinded by shiny objects anymore.

[Tobyone]

Washout Day 3

Wohoo, it’s been a rough patch during the last two days, but I like it! Growth is inevitable as long as I keep my focus and keep going forward. What is here and now, every thought and every sensation I have is the truth! The best secret I know is to never push anything away, never fight it, just accept and change into a more wholesome state and keep your vibration high. Recon in the autumn and winter here takes more imagination to manage beacuse sun is not always in abundance here lol.

I’m going deeper in to my Metta practice also starting from today. My good friend who has been studing and become a coach of the TWIM method recently, has offered to coach me some to deepen and elevate my practice The mind can be trained and habitualized into replacing unwholesome states into wholesome states, but it takes focus and dedication, but in the end, I rather be happy than sad, and empowered rather than a victim.

The same goes for gratitude, it can be habitualized and cultivated inside of you. If you are full of love and gratitude, it is impossible to not give it away, to spread it. When you feel unwholesome states and feel down, you want to contract and hide, but when you feel wholesome and happy, you want to expand. Polarization is a superpower your mind has, and it might take time, but when the habit is formed, it becomes your default state, and now all you have to do is to live the way you teach.

[Tobyone]

- Pain is inevitable in life, but suffering is optional!

[Tobyone]

- Learn the art of loosing your Mind, and coming to your senses.

[Tobyone]

Washout Day 4

Had immense joy yesterday in the evening, it was just pouring out of me from all sides. I thought that it would be impossible to sleep with this kind of energy… But as I laid down and had my first thought, I just used the 6R’s technique and I dropped the thought and relaxed my mind, and put a smile on my face. I did this 3-4 times and within 5 minutes I was sleeping because all the thoughts had melted away and lost all it’s momentum. Who needs Paragon Sleep when this is available? Felt like I was cheating…

Today was a pretty chill day, the recon is at a comfortable level where I still can feel some things going on in my head. Been thinking about the next cycle a bit more now. Khan and Chosen are still my main two, but I thought about if it would be a bit overkill to play both Chosen and CWON, but I really want to go with CWON. Some things could be said that it’s still Chosen, but also it’s a new script and that would just delay things I feel.

Because, the one sure way that we know how to change our old habits and neurological pathways, is by repetition. Stop feeding the old pattern and continuously feed another over and over again until the old is overwritten by the new. So here’s the importance of not changing that new information all the time(subliminal hopping), because that would confuse and delay the change and make it less effective, and ultimately waste a lot of time for you.

Let’s Be Reasonable Here

The only reason why I would think that Chosen x2 would be overkill, is that I might want some more wealth program scripting, but Kahn St4 contains parts of Limitless and Mogul. So, this part can be activated and strengthened if I would consciously guide it. It might be shellshock from all the worried subbers out there who has raised concerns about the wealth aspects of Khan… In the end I believe that to be only because other things needs to be integrated firstly with such a dominant program as Khan.

Another idea is putting Chosen and CWON in a custom together But nah… I’m not in the stage that I want to go with a custom, let’s stick with vanilla for a while. Custom’s are soo 2023 anyways

[Tobyone]

Some Thougts…

I have been lining my life with a lot of action and adrenaline when I was younger, but now trying to live with as much peace and harmony as possible is way cooler. Any junkie can just cheat with funny things to get another dopamine rush or adrenaline high, but peace and harmony, that is way harder to maintain, and it doesn’t generally some in small packages like an orgasm.

[Lion]

@Tobyone

Custom’s are soo 2023 anyways

LOL!!

[Tobyone]

Woopidy Woopidy Woo…

I did my TWIM meditation twice today because I enjoy the process so much. I understand what they say that students who follows the instructions make a lot of progress straight away. I feel that my mind has gotten stronger and it’s already easier to see the process of the formations in my mind.

I just finished the late meditation now, and during it I had periods where I felt immense joy and was all giggly. Also, after letting go of the thoughts as they arise and the relax the mind part directly after, I started to have this tickly feeling on the top of my head like energy was flowing down from my crown chakra into my head. I still have this sensation as I’m writing this

The Decision Is Made

Next cycle will be Khan/Chosen/CWON. Let the ridiculous amounts of positivity and hope scripting enter me like a downed smoothie that was mixed in the mixer with the colors of Khan Complete. Weird english sentence…

CWON

Cultivate a profound positive connection with nature, developing a rich sense of inner peace, calmness and love.

Experience the connectedness between all things on an energetic, intuitive level, enhancing your inner life and moving it away from fear to one of personal power.

Generate a sense of deep gratitude for simply being able to experience nature and existence. Fall in love with your life and the experience of living.

Live in the moment, learn how to appreciate the “small things” and use those moments of bliss to help achieve your goals.

Irradiate an energetic aura of pure positivity, hope, kindness that others, if they choose, will generate also.

Unlock the full spectrum of your emotional life, experiencing positive emotions (like fortitude, fearlessness, gratitude and love) more profoundly.

Chosen

Develop a deep sense of hope, peace and positivity for the future.

Quickly elevate your internal sense of status and power to the level of royalty.

Cultivate a powerful sense of positive, charismatic alpha leadership.

Develop a profound internal sense of courage and bravery, inspiring those around you to achieve the same traits.

Develop other virtues in such a way that it is impossible for others not to be in awe of you, temperance, justice, prudence, dignity, magnificence, truth, magnanimity.

[Tobyone]

Cycle 2

Completed loops:

Chosen ZP - 1 loop
CWON ZP - 1 loop

Woke up this morning and had no signs of tension or recon left. So I decided to end my washout one day earlier, so 4 full days of washout. I played a full loop of CWON followed by 3 minutes of Chosen. It went smooth and I felt very relaxed and flowy afterwards. I had to call a government institution that I could not reach for over 2 days because the telephone lines were full, but today I was first in line straight away.

This port-like thing on my head since yesterdays meditation is still there a bit, it’s just like energy is pouring out the top of my head. Another way to explain it is just as if someone is holding their hand just on top of my hand without touching it, kinda tickles a bit. My friend who’s helping me told me that it’s because the Metta feeling is making its way up from my chest and into the head.

Smile You’re On Candid Camera

In the TWIM meditation when you are disarming your unwholesome thoughts and relaxing the mind, you are smiling as a reward which gives you good a good feeling. It is like giving candy to a kid to reward ggod behavior but without the tooth decay It is the Wu Wei of meditation and it makes the whole experience very rewarding and fun, and really demonstrates the value of smiling and the alchemical process that follows.

If we know there’s a good sensation after a behavior, we are more likely to pursue that behavior. This makes perfect sense and is something to remember when trying to form new and better behaviors.

[Tobyone]

I Smelled A Leaf Today, It Did Not Smell Much

Feeling pretty good after the first two loops of Chosen and CWON today, nothing crazy just normal. I have been very internal in a way lately, not particularly interested in women or feeling sexual or going out having fun with friends, but mostly just realigning myself more. My newly found inspiration for my meditation practice has been great, I really need a while to re-center myself again after having fallen off that wagon for a while.

It might just be the season of autumn and my way of getting ready for the cold months. The leaves are almost all fallen off by the gusting of the winds now, and it won’t be long before the first sub zero temperatures now.

I had a session today where I dug a bit deeper into how money and currency system works again, and it’s all repeating itself, everything goes round and around. It’s almost like I have a slight feeling of deja vu again, like I have a distant memeory of a prior lifetime, and how I thought the same back then as I do today. The so called “bad guys” or “greedy bastards” are here now as they were there back then also, it’s all part of the wheel of Samsara, birth and death. I just look at it all and smile.

Nature knows this and all the animals just live it out without a care in the world, but we humans just love to write our comic books about how special we are. The hardest part and what is not in those comic books are the art of forgiving, forgiving everyone and everything, no matter what… our ego does not like forgiving, for it makes it weaker, and it really wants to put up a fight. I just look at it as small little puppy with big puppy eyes, and I smile.

I should post more observations about how others react and interact with me from the subliminals, but the truth is that today I have not to my memory even said hello to anyone, just that kind of a day… maybe tomorrow…