I guess I have it stuck in my head that if I donāt run something every day things will fade. Thatās probably why the whole " bloom" thing doesnāt make sense or how this one company claims you can get results prior to listening. How in the fuck is that even possible? I forget the term they use for it but it just came across as a fucked up marketing ploy
Yeah. Iāve seen it since Iāve known you and recon always reveals to us our core issues.
We need to use our conscious guidance to overcome it. In your case itās about not succumbing to the recon and keeping playing your stack and being consistent.
Do you think thatās a bit of fear in there fueling your decision to do that? Not falling behind or wasting time?
I get it trust me. It took me forever to start adjusting my listening schedule for what works vs what I thought would work.
Right now Iām listening 30s to these titles and expanding up. But Iām starting small and building. Believe me I have a hard time accepting it myself.
Thatās exactly the issue. Trying to make up for lost time. If you have noticed I mention my age a lot
Saint has told me more than once to start out with three minute loops every few days. Just seems mind boggling to me but probably what I will start with after my break. Tired of sabotaging the fuck out of myself. I always felt I had more of a " growth mindset". I was wrong
I hear you though. I had to break that habit too. If I look back at some of my journals I was push through at all costs mode which only strengthened the recon and didnāt give me time to rest. Itās tough when you want to make up for that lost time, but realistically you can only move as fast as youāre capable of. Stuffing your brain with more information from the subs wonāt contribute to more action.
DR:LD is going to help you fix that. Just keep going, mate.
DR:LD is aimed at the maturation of our identity as well, and that what you need. Your path is your Dragon Reborn. Go through the fires forging your strength and beauty.
For my own mental health I probably will anyway. Listening to DR LD has helped me slow down in some ways which is so not me usually. I have always been so hyper. Just not in beneficial ways. For myself that is
Hereās what I propose on your return from your washout.
DRLD
Genesis
Index Gate
Index gate because youāve already taken action with the programming, this ones guaranteed immediate ROI.
Genesis for wealth building and helping you keep finding those stepping stones to getting out of financial struggles.
DRLD to work on the self sabotage and also address the deeper fears of things being too late or running out of time.
Keep EOG tabled for now until you find your footing with this other stuff, then down the line when youāre ready to tackle an even bigger challenge and feel you have the resources go for it.