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Journals - Major Programs
#62

For now, I’m getting realizations upon retrospecting when talking to my wife.

We spoke about my being a father in the future and what my role would be.

I thought of my father who not only neglected me but made me a “kickboxing bag” for everyone around to “fuck”, instead of making me a "warrior ". Yet, he could not do that anyway since he was a coward who would try to cope with his fears and anxieties by making me scared and filling me up with lots of anxieties.

If I hadn’t started listening to subs 9 years ago, I would still be the “kickboxing bag.”

Fortunately, I “inherited” a valiant and unyielding spirit from my mom who would get in fistfights with boys as a girl, winning lots of respect among them. Both programs are tapping into that spirit.

I love Emperor, but I needed something to smooth it out socially and when it comes to my seduction blueprint. EmpD is a perfect fit.

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#63

This is exactly how Emperor is affecting me right now. However, I can sense a dark undertone in the shifts occurring in me. It’s more than liberation… it’s rebellion… Against a fear that has been crippling me since I’ve remembered. Enough!
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#64

As expected, Emperor is guiding me towards working on my financial independence. I’m actively looking for ways to affiliate sell SC products. I also asked for advice on money ideas one of the forum members.

Another thing is, naturally, my inner frame is getting stronger as well. The fear of tapping into what’s the most beautiful and strongest in me is being dissolved. Emperor is the only "medicine’ I really NEED right now.

When there’s fear no more, there’s no more place to hide from the truth, and that may hurt…

Recon but I can handle that… the pain and the truth.

Edit:
I’m texting an attractive woman (15 years younger than me) and I let her take a peek into my mood. She said I should do yoga when lies hit me hard. I haven’t done yoga for over one week indeed. lol

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Main Disc. Thread - Emperor Daddy
#65

I’ve never been so psychologically powerful as I am now. However, Emperor gave me some existential recon yesterday. It was highly relevant to Emperor’s features/objectives. Emperor is the only title that helps me “see things for what they are” to a really high degree. No lies, no half-truths, no place to hide… I don’t want to hide since my fears are getting suspended/eradicated. There’s only me and the pain of the “truth”. Yet I stand tall in the face of it.

I think EmpD helped me through the recon due to making me really grounded in my life experience.

It looks like Emperor is the only program that “helps me” monitor my reconciliation cycle really accurately.

I see the stirring phase (in terms of “subliminal” focus and intensity), after being exposed to the scripting, that last a couple of hours and can cause “aggressive” recon (irascibility, way less self-control when it comes to containing anger etc.). Then the settling phase when the focus and intensity decrease and I’m more prone to “regressive” recon (sadness, low moods, procrastination etc.). Then the subliminal depletion phase when I’m prone to trauma-response recon (being sensitive to certain stimuli, especially social, that trigger short lived pricks of anxiety). The subliminal depletion phase usually occurs 10-14 hours after getting exposed and is the best moment to get exposed to the scripting again.

For that reason, I get exposed to the scripting in the morning and in the evening. It’s been working for me really well so far.

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#66

It looks like the reconciliation cycle has shortened up significantly which may indicate that I should increase the exposure. However, I’m going to observe it for a while first in case there were some fluctuations in that regard.

Emperors are making me insanely powerful psychologically and I’m gradually breaking out of the prison made of my fears. People are responding with more respect and women are more attracted to me as a consequence of that, naturally.

I’m getting lots of ideas on how to improve my online business projects and some new business ideas. I would like to try doing business offline as well.

I got detached emotionally from my current job and I’m looking for something better in terms of the pay or something that would give me more time for my own projects.

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#67

I’ve been always into older women (35-45 y.o.) but I’ve been into women in their twenties recently. Moreover, women in that age group are way more responsive to me socially and sexually. EmpD at work.

Today, one of my coworkers, a really cute woman at the of 27, told me that she hadn’t had a boyfriend for a long time. The whole conversation started when a friend of hers said to me in front of her, that the cutie needed a dildo. A replied that she was pretty enough not to need one. Anyhow, I told her that I recently said goodbye to my lover as she was falling in love to me way too much (that was her decision, not mine, I had told her that that choice was on her, so she made it) and I was looking for a lover. I added that what she said (about not having a bf) was good to know and smiled and her. Then I left the room. Of course, it’s nothing to be excited about, it’s more about how my taste for women has changed, how interacting with them is way different and how free I’ve become expressing my interest in them.

Emperor has made me really focused on my job and my goals (my job is part of my plan). I’m also more ingenious and productive both, at work and when working on my online projects. I’m also more authoritative and firm.

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Main Disc. Thread - Emperor Daddy
#68

I’ve figured that I don’t need as much focus on what EmpD offers. Moreover, improving my cognitive capabilities and, especially aiding my nervous system that got heavily traumatized in my childhood, would be invaluable.

I’m adding QL Stage 1 to my stack to fix and improve my nervous system and get rid of some mental obstacles preventing me from tapping into my brain’s real potential. I will be running Emperor twice more frequently than EmpD or QL as its objectives are my main focus.

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#69

Well, the results on Quantum Re-Balance are exactly what I need in terms of healing my nervous system. One loop was enough to neutralize my hypervigilance that stemmed from my traumas almost completely. I’m confident that thanks to this stage of QL I will eradicate it completely.

What’s interesting, only yesterday, I got really sad thinking that I had managed to work through my traumas and done lots of healing yet that trauma response pattern where I would look for threats at the slightest stimuli was still there and I wished Saint and Fire created something that could help. Then, for some reason, I got drawn to QL and read its copy and it occurred to me that stage 1 could be exactly what I need. Now I’m confident it is.

Me nervous system has slowed down, meaning there are much fewer impulses in it upon stimuli yet, at the same time, my mind has sped up. Thanks to it, I’m more aware of my surroundings and I process more data, and faster. My body movements are faster as well. My concentration and agility are better, too.

There’s also more ice in the Ice, meaning I’m more congruent and more aligned with my subconscious and shadow self.

Good.

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Main Disc. Thread - The NEW Quantum Limitless (Now Available!)
#70

Emperor+QL st1+Sanguine since yesterday.

Despite of getting some recon on Sanguine I see how much more immune I am to negativity and how easier it is for me to contain myself. Although I’m not “there” yet.

After the first loop of QL I felt my lungs expanding during my regular run. Although it was less intense than usual I could feel “it” better, more. It was three days ago. Today, I could clearly see that my endurance during the run was way better than ever before. Also my recalling seems to have improved a bit.

Emperor is pushing me to do much more work than I would do for over one year. Good, since my business projects need more effort and I also have to work significantly harder at work. I can also find solutions within my project and at work significantly easier. I suppose QL is helping here, too.

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#71

My mindset is shifting towards the “law” that says; “there’s only victory or death, anything else is just slow dying”. I’m becoming more and more focused on attaining financial independence and I’m taking the steps. One at a time.

I’m becoming calmer, more composed, more positive. My relationships are improving.

I’m capable of working more and way more relentlessly.

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#72

Sanguine has eliminated the trauma response recon I would get regularly on almost every status/social sub. It also helps me control my anger which would get more frequent for Emperor. I sleep better and my focus is much better. Moreover, it smooths out my interactions with people that could get a bit rough on Emperor alone.

Thanks to Sanguine I can work harder on Emperor without grumping.

I see how much my stamina has improved since I added QL st1. It’s really impressive.

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#73

You can shave it is super cool or to get hair transplant
Hahaha I know of some guys taking pills that fuck their hormones only to keep full head of hair in their 60s that’s stupid in my opinion.

For wrinkles you can try to go to a specialist there are many cool things for that too!
Some are healthy as well like micro needling

For the gaze I personally do mirror affirmations is super helpful
And there are modules which I didn’t try for better gaze

It’s cool to love yourself and to like getting old
And it’s also nice to have a choice about the matter as well

I hope it helps and my reply be appreciated

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#74

I’ve been working like a titan recently, both at work and at home. I feel and I believe I’m heading to not only financial independence but also building my little financial empire.

I’m becoming more solid internally thanks to Sanguine.

Also QL is doing its thing.

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#75

Emperor in action?
For how long have you been using it?

And what is the difference between WB and Emperor when it comes to attracting beautiful women in your opinion?

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#76

For three weeks. It’s a real beast indeed.

Emperor is a direct, raw attraction. On WB it’s playing hot and cold.

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A More Lovable James Bond :>
#77

Curious how your Primal journey ended up going, and when/why you stopped running it, and how it compared to EmpD, Primal Romance, etc.

#78

I’ve been extremely busy recently. I’m laying the foundations for my little financial empire, working incessantly on my SEO affiliate projects. You gave me the idea to learn SEO and it’s starting to yield the results. Thank you.

As per your question, I ran Primal for 4-6 months in total. I slept with random women just for the sake of doing it. I was not really selective, just slept with women who were responsive and easy to get. I stopped listening to it for that reason. However, I think it was a necessary step in my self-development.

I cannot really compare it with EmpD or PR since I didn’t run those subs long enough. EmpD made my interactions with women smoother, it was easier to banter and tease them with the perspective of sleeping with me. On PR I was way more open to them emotionally.

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#79

I’m working on my affiliate blogs like a machine since I deem it the surest way to get where I want to be, that is financially independent. However, I’ve left the job already so that I can focus on my work entirely. I’m planning on doing so for the next two months and then start a new job so that I’m not in the “monk mode” for too long.

I’m becoming more solid internally and more positive and that’s exactly what I need to be able to tap into my higher potentialities. Sanguine is just a must for the time being and I’m planning on running it for around five more months.

Aslo, I’ve got more mental clarity and my mind is working at a bit higher level.

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#80

I reign the chaos I create. I plough through the darkness I sow. I ride on the wings of the storm I bring.

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#81

Vision+a skillful mind+focused intelligence+the ability to perform=>success.

I’m doing it… Emperor is an amazing tool, especially when paired up with QL.

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