I’ve never been so psychologically powerful as I am now. However, Emperor gave me some existential recon yesterday. It was highly relevant to Emperor’s features/objectives. Emperor is the only title that helps me “see things for what they are” to a really high degree. No lies, no half-truths, no place to hide… I don’t want to hide since my fears are getting suspended/eradicated. There’s only me and the pain of the “truth”. Yet I stand tall in the face of it.
I think EmpD helped me through the recon due to making me really grounded in my life experience.
It looks like Emperor is the only program that “helps me” monitor my reconciliation cycle really accurately.
I see the stirring phase (in terms of “subliminal” focus and intensity), after being exposed to the scripting, that last a couple of hours and can cause “aggressive” recon (irascibility, way less self-control when it comes to containing anger etc.). Then the settling phase when the focus and intensity decrease and I’m more prone to “regressive” recon (sadness, low moods, procrastination etc.). Then the subliminal depletion phase when I’m prone to trauma-response recon (being sensitive to certain stimuli, especially social, that trigger short lived pricks of anxiety). The subliminal depletion phase usually occurs 10-14 hours after getting exposed and is the best moment to get exposed to the scripting again.
For that reason, I get exposed to the scripting in the morning and in the evening. It’s been working for me really well so far.