I'm gonna find out what ZP can do (PS, Libertine, SMX) (Eliminated Libertine for now)

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#1

Alright, I’ve been convinced to give the ZP titles a go. I have to say that I had really good experiences with running qv2 titles for about 4 months. Now, it’s time to say goodbye to the old and bring on the new. Yeah, I’m always late to parties.

I am planning on using this journal to help me sift through things as they happen, as well as a mechanism to help me lay out all the steps to achieve goals along the way. There will also be field reports and mental/emotional checks as well. Hopefully, I’ll be an active journalist.

I’ll be running the ZP titles of Primal Seduction, Libertine, and Sex Mastery X for the next 21 days according to the ZP listening instructions.

Since these are seduction related subs, this journal is bound to be ridden with both victory and failure alike. When dealing with the ladies, all bets are off these days.

Here’s to winning more than I lose. Anyone reading, feel free to participate.

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#2

Ran my first loop of PS ZP and Libertine about 15 mins after I woke up this morning. Gotta say this 15 min loops are easy to get out of the way. I do wish it either had the qv2 mask however. I prefer the rain sound over a running water sound.

I hit the PS loop first, then Libertine directly following. I did feel a slight change in being about halfway through my loop of Libertine. It felt nice and somewhat relieving.

After about 3 hours or so I kind of felt a change in my thoughts and overall demeanor. I went from kind of stressing about this hot little latina I work with sometimes, to realizing that she is my little nympho and loves to fvck me and nothing else. She doesn’t want a connection so I won’t give her one. All she really wants me for is because I hit all the right spots when we’re together. She is way younger than me so this is understandable. I need to treat her as such and not try to know her.

Also, when I was around other people I worked with, I felt as though they looked at me like I was literally the above the law. The girls were dying to make eye contact, so I treated a few. The guys looked at me like they knew their place in my world.

I will be in a room full of ladies at my hot yoga class later, so let’s see how this turns out. I’m thinking it’s gonna be nice.

So far, I like.

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#3

Rest day

I felt an inner stability regarding thoughts and demeanor about all the ways girls try to trigger me. These creatures know exactly how and when to push my buttons. I have been known to emotionally react to these triggers immediately without analyzing the underlying issues first.

Today, I felt like I had more of a non-reactive attitude and somehow was able to see what issues caused some of these tests before I responded. Except I lit into my boss and even threw an f-bomb at him in front of several other employees. He didn’t deserve it, but he still stuck his nose where it didn’t belong (it was a menial task at best) without knowing anything about the situation. So I told him to back the f up. All is good though, I apologized.

More stable in some areas today, less stable in others today. I will say, I felt a hair more “anxious” today than yesterday, but not a lot.

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#4

Looking forward to see how this journal turns out for you! This is a very similar stack that im going to run after my current healing one

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#5

Thanks man, it should be an exciting ride for sure. Since you mentioned it, what healing stack are you doing? I’m asking since I might be a good candidate for a good healing stack in the future. Maybe I should have done that first, but no turning back now!

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#6

Dragon stage 1 + cfw + Paragon

I have an open journal if you want to take a look. its been going amazing so far!

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#7

i remember a post by saint that implied that running Libertine ZP and Primal Seduction ZP was NOT a good idea because one is an attractant and one is more proactive.

#8

I would be interested in knowing about this. @SaintSovereign do you have any thoughts on this? Will this combo be pulling me in different directions and causing some kind of subconscious conflict minimizing results? Or something?

#9

I ran a loop of Ascension Chamber last night to knock the edge off. It worked fantastically. I was able to do my meditation and visualizing later with a calm and relaxed feeling of obtainment without the doubts creeping in. I think I will do this every week.

#10

It’s a very potent, dense stack. You probably just need less exposure. Cut back to 5 minute loops, make sure you’re taking rest days.

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#11

I’m taking another rest day. Felt calm and confident for the most part. A little anxiety crept in but I am getting better at handling it immediately. Wasn’t really around anyone today, so I got a lot of work done. But at the same time, I didn’t have any social interactions to move things along.

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#12

Ran PS and Libertine. Still haven’t run SMX yet.

Wow this sh!t takes the introspection to a new level. I recognized this on day one, so I am trying to work on my affirmations and self-concept consciously and more often. I know this stack is bringing some things to light, so I want to work along with the subs instead of letting them just fly by. With qv2 I just let them work. This is a different ballgame it seems.

Ladies:
My little latina started the day very cold and wouldn’t even look at me. We had a lot of sex in the past but I got needy with her a little while back, so she pulled back quite a bit. We used to have sex at least once a week, sometimes 4 times a week. We haven’t had sex in a few weeks. Maybe she has something cooking with someone else, but I don’t think so. None of my business. By the end of the day, she was texting me and when she saw me, she was playful like we always were. I will let her play her hot/cold games on her own, I will just sit back and let her come to me from now on. She will. Guaranteed.

There are 4 girls in my gym that I see on and off that are on the menu. I have talked to them and they are always nice and talk back to me. I will see what I can do with these snacks.

I really need to think about and solidify my goals with this stack so I can keep good notes.

Looking forward to the possibilities with ZP.

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#13

PSITU had the aura component of Libertine in it and that seemed to work well for most people.
That wasn’t ZP of course, so things may have changed. I’ve never run those 2 together in ZP, only one or the other.

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#14

I’m getting fvcking smoked by recon I’m pretty sure.

I have no stability, no dominance, no zest for anything. I feel like I am in a depressive spiral with zero confidence in anything. Sure doesn’t help that this girl I really like (not the latina) quit communicating with me and most certainly found another dude.

I’ve learned to NEVER tell a girl I like her at all costs. I don’t care if she begs for it or even chains me up and kicks me in the balls over and over until I admit it. I ain’t gonna do it. Keep on kicking lady.

I’ve also learned that women these days don’t give a rats ass about anything if they are single. The just have too many options to pretend to give a sh!t.

Alright, enough for now. Hopefully this sh!t gets better. Man it has to. I don’t remember feelings like this on qv2.

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#15

I will eliminate Libertine for the remainder of this listening period.
I feel like I need to have Primal Seduction tear me to shreds and SMX to be there when I get patched back up.

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#16

What is your currently listening schedule?

#17

I started listening to the full loops of PS and Libertine on one listening day, then having a rest day. Then I would run SMX solo. Then a rest day.

I then moved to 5 minute loops of PS and Libertine, then a rest day.

Now I have run only one day of PS and SMX full loops back to back. I have eliminated Libertine this cycle.

Do you have any suggestions about this @RVconsultant ?

#18

How about 1 day on 2 days off?

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#19

I’m down for that. Will do. Thank you

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#20

I don’t know why but for ZP I’ve wondered more and more if listening to fewer loops and/or less days might be more productive.