I'm gonna find out what ZP can do (PS, Libertine, SMX) (Eliminated Libertine for now)

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#21

If so, I think I am a good candidate for this pattern. I am still trying to figure out how to work with the stack. Like do I actively try to push it in a way that I want by consciously thinking about things I want to accomplish as I listen (and doing so as much as possible in between listening days), or just let it do what it does as I sit back and relax during the loop.

It is hard to always stay positive as I am dealing with delayed rejection by a girl I really wanted and even jealousy now (even though I have no concrete evidence that I lost out to someone else).

#22

Sorry about the rejection.

Anyone who starts saying “one-itis” or something similar, please ignore them.

What listening schedule(s) are you considering?

#23

Well, it is certainly a case of one-itis, no doubt about it. I just have to get through it like a man.

Yeah, I’m gonna do what you suggested. 2 days rest. Possibly even 5 minute loops. Then maybe even more rest days after I see how it goes. But I am planning on running them together on each listening day, and then possibly using them solo each listening day. I guess I will just have to play with it a bit.

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#24

After thoroughly reading about and thinking on Wanted, I feel like I am more naturally in line with the objectives of this sub. I feel like I am dreaming to become more like a PS type of guy, but I have never been one to “hunt” for ladies, they have always just naturally been attracted to me without me doing anything first. I have always been naturally “coquettish” and let them come to me, so I feel like this is why PS is conflicting with me so hard.

When I was running wanted and libertine in the past, I had really good results with drawing attraction. It really felt natural, as this is how my life was going through my life and without subs. The recon was no where in sight. I just got cocky and wanted to be the PS guy. I think I will carry on with what feels natural.

I have decided to cancel PS for a while and concentrate on Wanted and Libertine.

@RVconsultant will you please lock this journal.

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#25