If It's Possible, I Do It - 1 Year Life Transformation: Khan ZP and Beyond Limitless ZP

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#85

Total Reprogramming, BL, Dancer
Cycle 1 - Day 21 - Total Reprogramming

Heck yeah! Made it to the end of my first cycle.

I’m tempted to skip ahead to Khan Complete, but I won’t that’s just a dumb idea. I’ve gotten some positive results with TR, and my brain is like “Let’s skip ahead several months of development and see what happens.” It’s not a good idea, so I won’t do it.

Slow, steady, sustainable growth is the name of the game. The better I get at TR and TA, the better my results will be with Khan Complete. There is a reason why the program is structured the way it is and there is a reason why Khan Complete includes TA and TR–it builds on all the months of work that came previously.

Generally, I’m feeling pretty good, but I’m still very, very lazy. I have my reasons and my excuses, but they are all bull crap. I’m just waiting for the semester to end so I can move on with my life, but why wait? Why wait another few weeks? Just get started now! That’s the plan.

Results

Got stronger on all lifts again yesterday. Had some nice social manifestations. Overcame some nagging mental patterns. Nothing huge, but nothing small either.

Some people don’t like me, but it turns out many people actually respect me because they admire my decision to leave this school.

That’s the name of the game. If you want to be an inspirational person, you need to accept that you’re going to trigger insecurity in some people and there is nothing you can do to stop that, all you can do is accept it, and find a way to navigate around insecure people.

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#86

LMAO’

Welcome to Khan brother,

Is Khan giving you nudges to take action with and or make changes?

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#87

Oh absolutly. It seems like once I know I want something, I get forced to do something about it or I get to deal with recon.

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#88

Total Reprogramming, BL, Dancer
Cycle 1 - Washout - Day 1

All in all, I’m feeling pretty good. I didn’t get enough sleep last night, and I slept in far, far too late, but that’s alright, it is what it is.

Feeling pretty lazy and demotivated, I have very little desire to do any work and I’m still kind of waiting for this little transitional period of my life to end.

I’m not too upset with myself about the laziness though, because I know that my laziness comes from a lack of focus and commitment. I’m lazy because I haven’t committed to any serious goals yet. Nor have I created a schedule for myself. Since I haven’t committed to any goals yet and I don’t have a schedule, it’s pretty easy to twiddle my thumbs on the day-to-day. The schedule and goals are part of the Long Update Project

For the rest of this washout, I’m just going to relax a bit and work on my plan for the new year.

How Long???

I can believe I’ve only been with Subclub for 8 months. I’ve changed so much in ways big and small (and have experienced so much recon) that it feels like I’ve been on this journey for far, far longer.

Reflecting back on the last 8 months, I’m most surprised by the progress I’ve made in the most challenging aspects of my life–sex, love, friends, and status–and how little progress I’ve made in the easy aspects of my life like fitness and workflow. C’est la vie!

The reason for the lack of progress in the easy parts of my life is simple: priorities!

I don’t need a six-pack to get girls. I don’t need a six-pack to make friends. I don’t need a six-pack to raise my status. I don’t need an amazing and unstoppable workflow to get girls, make friends, or raise my status. In short, my other goals (that I tell myself are very important like fitness and workflow) are just less important than I like to admit.

It’s great to be in amazing shape and be super disciplined, but it’s just not needed to do basic stuff like getting girls and making friends.

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#89

Total Reprogramming, BL, Dancer
Cycle 1 - Washout - Day 2

Experiencing a bit of washout recon. Sent a girl a couple of dumb texts. In the moment I was full of screw it energy. Now, Khan is punishing me a bit. Recklessness is not the way of the Khan. The Khan doesn’t say “screw it” and act carelessly and without thought. The Khan thinks, analyzes, and takes calculated risks. The lesson that Khan is trying to teach me from this little blunder is that thoughtless recklessness is not bravery. Cliff diving isn’t brave, it’s reckless. Sending a thoughtless text isn’t brave, it’s reckless. It’s easy to just rip the bandaid off, it’s easy to “just do it” without thinking or strategizing, but just doing it and hoping for the best is not the way of the Khan. The Khan doesn’t hope for the best he creates the best outcome. The Khan thinks, strategizes, then acts. The Khan might act in a situation where the chances of victory are low, but he knows the odds and chooses to act because he recognizes the potential benefit that’s in store for him–that’s real bravery. I really am feeling the need to hammer home this point: diving in to a situation without thought is not bravery.

Do I continue with Khan, or do I stop Khan for now? That’s the question that’s keeping me busy. If I stop Khan, I would want to do a full year on some other programs: Emperor, Wanted, and an open third spot; or Stark, Wanted, Godlike Masculinity.

So either Emperor or Stark would be my core program, Wanted would be my secondary, and…yeah. Maybe I could run Stark for 6 months, then add in Emperor for the fated Emperor-Stark

I don’t know. I started Khan for a reason, but if I’m honest, I don’t like the difficulty. On Emperor, Stark, and Wanted, I was able to make significant progress without nearly so much pain. Khan feels like it’s harder than it needs to be. That’s how it feels it feels harder than it needs to be, is that the case? Who knows, recon makes seeing things clearly very difficult. My baseline is Emperor and Wanted. I struggled on both, but the struggle was always directly correlated with large changes and manifestations. On Khan, it feels like I struggle for scraps. On Emperor, I would punch through a wall and find a pile of gold on the other side. On Khan, I punch the wall and break my hand, so then I kick the wall down, and inside is nothing more than a 5-dollar bill and a note that says “try harder.”

I guess that’s my issue with Khan. It’s working, sure, but it feels so much harder than it needs to be. I’ve never had to work so hard for so little. I don’t know. I’m in recon, so I won’t speculate much further, I don’t want to fill my head with a bunch of garbage.

I’m probably going to quit Khan and spend my year on easier programs.

I’m just thinking things out, no decisions have been made yet.

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#90

Update

Went to the gym and felt like complete crap, but I ended up increasing my deadlift by 10lbs, and overall feeling stronger than last week on all lifts.

So, maybe it’s not time to give up on Khan yet. The promise of the program is huge, and I’m very much in the beginning of the journey. I’ve only done one cycle of TR with a full stack.

What I feel is that something needs to change. So I’m dropping BL.

I got some results from BL in the beginning, but lately, Khan has been so demanding that I really don’t even notice the effects of BL and wonder if it’s a waste of energy to keep it in my stack for the time being. Dropping BL seems like the smart move before dropping Khan altogether. It would free up space for processing Khan.

Dancer seems to be working for fitness gains, I’m getting stronger. But it’s not working quite the way I hoped it would.

So…

I’m thinking about dropping BL and Dancer and adding back in Wanted…I mean, I might as well explore other options before I completely give up on Khan. I’ve ran Wanted in the past, I loved it, and it would cover all my physical shifting goals.

We’ll see what happens in a few days. For now, it’s time to finish this washout.

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#91

Final Update

I’m sticking with Khan until the bitter end. I’ll run each stage for as long as is needed to make the changes that I want to make, and I’ll probably rebuild my physical shifting custom.

My vow, today, is to stay with Khan until I am the Khan. It’ll give me everything I want if I just allow it.

2 titles only, Khan and Physical shifting. No more funny business.

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#92

Total Reprogramming, BL, Dancer
Cycle 1 - Washout - Day 3

Take the warnings seriously and don’t listen to titles that aren’t in line with your desires.

Yes, TR works. Yes, all the subs work.

Reconciliation is the old self trying to wrap its mind around the changes. Other people will see the change before you and often you might be blind to the change.

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#93

Gotta pin it somewhere! no going back

December 9th 2022

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Foundation V2 - A Boundary Pushing Journal -- Genesis, The Revelation of Mind, The Ecstasy of Gold, Physical Shifting, Romance, and Adventure
#94

No take backs man. I’m in it now, the only way out is through!

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Foundation V2 - A Boundary Pushing Journal -- Genesis, The Revelation of Mind, The Ecstasy of Gold, Physical Shifting, Romance, and Adventure
#95

Update

Khan has proven itself to me in such a way that there is no longer any doubt in my mind of its power.

Any doubts from here on out are just recon.

I’ve gotten a result so mindblowing to me (to the old me) that I now fully trust Khan and know that it’s the program for me.

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#96

your journey is inspiring.
On Total breakdown I got homeless, and slept at the parks. Huh, rough days. But hey, if that’s what it takes!.

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#97

Are you serious bro??? :scream_cat:

Okay, I’m glad I dropped it. Geez, that’s crazy!

#98

It was recon
And I may have mislistened sometimes.
I was just talking about the challenges which it brings from other people.

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#99

Wow, but you pulled yourself back together? How are you doing now?

#100

Dropped it😂
It’s not for me now.
I am like you for now, not financially good.
That is why they recommend you AM and emperor first.

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#101

Heh, yeah that’s what the Khan does alright.

Not much else to report. Social relationships are continuing to heal from My Little Darkage with Total Breakdown. Today is going pretty well, far more social and IDGAF then Ive been since starting the journey. There is a little washout recon today, nothing major, just a little twinge in the chest.

Pretty confident about dropping BL to focus my mental powers on Khan and physical shifting. Still thinking about rebuilding my physical custom to add a few more physical shifting modules.

I’m half considering adding something to help with self-love, but then again, maybe I should just not. There is always a temptation to fall for Shiney object syndrome, but maybe I should just ignore the urge. Heck, why can’t I just guide Khan to give me some self love? Sound like a better idea than running yet another title.

What I want from Khan is emotional freedom.

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#103

Washout Day 5

Recon is intense today still committed. That’s all.

Love you all.

Might disappear for a bit again!

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#104

Seems like everything is telling me to stay on Khan, but boy oh boy has today been a rough day emotionally. Like really rough. I mean, I guess I’m not being totally honest about why it’s been rough, some stuff happened…So I guess I’m actually dealing with it pretty well, hey! Today doesn’t need to be all bad. I’m dealing with a crappy situation better than I would have in the past. See, there is always a silver lining! Maybe I need to be more emotionally honest with myself.

I’ll stay on Khan, but I really need to rethink my approach to subliminals. Khan is tough, sure, but it doesn’t need to be THIS tough, I don’t think. So I’m going to start by dropping BL and cutting the listening frequency. It seems like there’s a graph with pain on one axis and results on the other, I think I want to decrease the pain part of the graph, even if it means slower results. Sometimes slow is fine.

So, tomorrow I guess I’ll listen to one loop of TR, then take a rest, then listen to one loop of Dancer.

TR
rest
Dancer
rest.

Cuts listening in half. Let’s start there.

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Foundation V2 - A Boundary Pushing Journal -- Genesis, The Revelation of Mind, The Ecstasy of Gold, Physical Shifting, Romance, and Adventure
#105

I think that is a good first step to reducing recon, you might find that less listening gives you more results.

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