I’d recommend running Genesis for a long time, combined with LBfH and Ascension Chamber.
Firstly, yes, SC subs are the best, but still your subconscious needs time for change.
Secondly, you want confidence, money, try out a lot of titles, and probably much more.
Genesis helps you sort out your path, helps you find priorities.
Lovebomb would be another recommendation. I know from my family that a severe disability deals a serious blow to your selflove and self-esteem. So this one would also recover confidence over time and change the bedrock of your being.
Also keep in mind, with the Revelation titles, you have no money back guarantee because it’s a title for advanced users. That also means you need to lay a serious base with other titles over time.