I’m a goat baaaa (Muay Thai Mastery/spartan)

Journals - Custom Subliminals
#61

I’ve detached from sex even though I was on Khan and also still on wanted forever

I understand that my specific path in life requires me to transmute that energy as it’s sacred to me

I also always associate speaking about these things with being weird when that isn’t true

And I guess I still haven’t gotten over the fact my ex room mate couldn’t consolidate on how we fought and took it personally. But our moment in the end was real and he told me he loved me when I said it. I understand in a sense I don’t want to get too close with other men.

#62

I’m also starting to realize how doable it is to become a Muay Thai champion. I have pain tolerance, I’m tough, I am very vicious. All that is left is a good perception of my skills and maneuvering.

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#63

I’m also starting to realize the effect of linguistics on subliminals and how journaling goes hand in hand with subliminal use. Time to up my game

Shoutout to khan, it opened my eyes

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#64

Also realizing that you can literally use any title here to girls and any seduction title here to not get girls, it’s about who you are inside

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#65

It’s funny to think when I first got to America I had the idea that I didn’t even belong anywhere so I never could fully let go.

These days I’ve been staring into the distance as if looking at a road in front of me with many dimensions

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#66

I’m also very grateful I’m in San Francisco. My past limitations were able to be dissolved simply because over here people are kind.

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#67

starting from the bottom top

I’m going to master the birth of fighting with beginning from the ground up. Leg sweeps and a steady ankle will be today’s focus

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#68

A lot of people think that they have to land clean kicks on clean open hits. When they see a leg raise to check a kick they go from 100-0 when in reality as long as it’s not a full on square block then there are parts of that shin that aren’t fortified and can be slammed into

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#69

I remember a guy used to kick my calves from behind and the lower parts of my foot. It always hurt and it always landed and it always phased me. We want to kick only open areas like the thigh inside or out but hitting at bones that have less defense is smart

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#70

Today was a blue, i continue my training for front desk in the hostel i stay at. I am writing from the front desk rig now. Yesterday was my loop of custom terminus at 3 minutes. (I will take it slow)

I trained yesterday in 2 instances, even though i am completely worn out I can tell that my consistency will pay me off later.

The ultimate lie we feed ourselves is that we must be hard on other men.

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#71

I seem to come to terms with my desires and needs as a human. I understand that obsessing over things is not the end goal, that everything within my grasp should be used to aid me, I shouldn’t become a slave to a specific entity other than my subconscious mind.

I’m contemplating a lot of the effects of the custom i have and realizing that it’s very brilliant, i am also starting to come across more fight videos that inspire my beast within to be tamed by my mind. I am also eyeing the legacy program and seeing it as a great finale show stopper once i let this custom do it’s a work and pair it with some other essentials. I think paragon will have to do some cleaning first.

#72

I think I shouldn’t be a slave to anything, and the only thing i should respect enough to bond with and use as my first mate is my subconscious

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#73

Going to begin my washout now.

#74

I’m gaining a stronger connection between my shadow and I.

#75

I lied. Listened to my last wanted loop before retiring to my washout. 7 minutes which is higher than usual just to dig it deep

#76

My training has become more consistent, I am training for two hours a day and my technique is getting astonishingly good. I don’t train to look good to others I train to improve. I’ve become well calibrated in pushing my limits without emotional strain.

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#77

Mentally im all over the place. I went to training for the 5th day in a row and my ability to train despite fatigue grows, otherwise im in recon loop and ill wait for this washout to roll slightly before i give my final writing

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#78

The one who wins is the one who makes every moment of waking life a training for his art

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#79

Just like a wealthy man would make his money work for him every moment he’s awake and asleep

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#80

I cannot believe it’s been 5 days since my last loop. I’m still in a world of recon and feeling vulnerable. But I also feel for the very first time a sense of authority over myself, knowing that things are easy when you remain strong and calm

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