I’m a goat baaaa (Muay Thai Mastery/spartan)

[Yazooneh]

another day another dollar!!! Got up and instantly saw 1000 notifications from yesterday’s thread from a certain someone, I scrolled slightly and saw they took it personally so i detached myself and began to hype myself for the gym, on my way to the gym i couldn’t help but begin to feel a sense of joy and euphoria on how far I’ve come with my ego.

I don’t attach myself to things, emotions, or people, I am detached emotionally and that’s amazing, I’ve been able to really grow, understanding that my image and being is dear to me in my head but to people…

it’s an object, ready to be criticized and judged, my image LITERALLY has a cash dollar value, and while others can’t accept that, I can, and this is how I’m growing so much, its so wonderful how i feel, I’m a master and i have no time to take things personally, even a huge argument that kept replaying in my head involving a lady that works in the gym, I settled internally.

I hold myself very proudly, this can cause others to feel intimidated, and i’m glad that she was the person to give me that feedback, because the world is the way the world is, and nobody likes a guy who looks very intimidating in their space, especially when he’s new, and they work there.

I’m mature enough to understand this, I moved on internally, saying that if she comes and imposes more rules on me that “get in my way” ill calmly tell her i forgot, and ill move on, showing her im not a threat, and also learning that there is always a better way around things

as a matter of fact, I love my mastery over myself and the world, I feel as if it’s a fun and cute game I get to play, like a grand game of chess, let others get agitated every time they are judged, let others rage when another stands in their way, i’ve learnt early on in life to play the game the way it is, to always have a clear mind

people will get in my way

duh

and it is my job to treat my image, my body, and even my mind as an object that once presented to the world will be given an objective value, and i am amazing at playing that game and using whatever comes my way with great flow as to grow every single day in every single way at speeds astonishing to even god himself.

My day at the gym was SUPERB, wow, my focus is legendary, I’m realizing that I love discomfort and pain, that feeling you get during the intense discomfort that makes you want to go “relax” and “rest”, I don’t care for it, I care for my intense consciousness during these intense moments of trial, I am finally the realest me, in the core, and every time I am going through these i feel amazing euphoria, despite the discomfort, I am reminded of my great destiny, the beauty of the world ahead of me, and the amazing fortitude i have to any and all hardships that come my way, I do whatever it takes to succeed, whether I like it or not, and whether i feel like it or not, and this training is proving that to me

I did foot exercises, the lady who told me no shoes off wasnt there so i took my freedom with doing these, and I decided to not be mad when she is there, and to find a way to continue training with as little friction as possible, if she begins to show ill intent, ill keep calm and find another way, and if it has to happen, i’ll stay calm if she gets aggressive and thus ill rise up in status to myself.

after that I did knees and a hip mobility routine, followed by 5 rounds of shadow boxing

now, this shadow boxing rounds taught me so much, first off… having plans is better than flowing off the bat… Having a set template is infinitely better, the flow can happen during these planned parameters.

I felt SO tired, my body and balance is becoming that of legends, in only 3 days of shadow boxing, all my technique is balanced, strong, and i am developing a deep understanding of how my mind, body, and even heart works.

I felt that intense challenge you feel right before a fight during camp when the coach puts you through intense rounds, but it made me realize… I dont even have a trainer, or a gym, or a fight coming, this is why i’m the absolute best.

it also made me wonder how much of a crutch trainers are, fighters usually wait for the trainer to put them through the gruel, this is how it is, we ( former me) rely on them so much usually that we feel “shocked” when they start giving us the intense treatment you get in the weeks leading up to a fight, almost as if they threw a bucket of cold water on our face, we just comply

not me!!!

I will do this every day, 5 rounds of shadow boxing, I was able to throw with hard and bad intent, it was very challenging and I felt that deep fatigue, I even envisioned being in a fight, and how I’d keep going and slamming at their weak parts with my hard parts.

I did 4 rounds of bag work after. This one took my soul, I loved it!! I cannot wait to do this every day, let me see someone beat me when theyre slacking half the year, training casually quarter of it, and then training ultra hard the last quarter.

then there’s me, doing the technique work, mobility work, conditioning, focus training, foot knee shoulder bulletproofing, plyometrics, even brain exercises, daily.

it was another 3 hour day at the gym and i love it, im at the top and nobody even knows my name yet.

during weekends im going to have to fight a way to challenge myself dearly, when the gym is closed, on top of this I must find things apart from what im doing to implement in my game, I have been coming across a lot of “brain exercises” courses online, and I think that would give me an edge.

I also should create more templates and plans, tonight i’m going to do more mobility work during my night shift work work for 1 hour, from 3-4

I’m also manifest journalling A LOT, im using the scripting reasons to reality method which skyrocketed my efficiency, enjoyment, effectiveness, EVERYTHING.

an example:

I love being the best fighter in history, i love it BECAUSE, I get to show people on subclub that anything is possible, old or new members, filling them with hope and life in seeing just another formerly average man now conquering the world in the most astonishing ways. I love it also because the entire arab world is livened by my success, seeing an Arab be the champion of top fight promotions, and also have such a presence in the world stage, spread as a meme for the “dominant and dark alpha” gives them so much life, young Arabs are propelled forward in self-belief, older Arabs that had given up hope are now bursting with purpose, they cheer for me so grandly, I love being their warrior and symbol for power, i also love it because this new invigoration gave arabs way to begin to show themselves on the world stage, giving the world a much needed “flavor” in the melting pot, in which Arabs now demanded representation with their unique and mysterious charisma and approach to everything. I also love it because i can do whatever the hell I want to, and my status as, not only a world wide GOAT, but a GOAT of COMBAT SPORTS, makes it so that I can do whatever i want, I am free, I am mean, I am lean, I say what I feel and I get respect unlike anything you’ve ever seen, even more than the regular blockbuster actor, my image of a dark and untouchable, dominant and extremely attractive, RIPPED with an out of this world body, along with that chilling stare I got, makes it so that I walk this earth like god.

I also love it because all the intense daily training that has given me so much focus, consciousness, purpose, and self love, also has given me a mature and detached demeanor to life, I don’t mind being made fun of or judged, I don’t care, and that gives me tremendous POWER! It feels so good to be able to just live with a calm and cool and calculated approach to life, putting my ultimate goal of inspiring arabs, and bringing the world to a much needed balance of the masculine realism and the old feminine ways, in short, my ego works for me, and my goal, and that is why I am seen as a symbol so successful i overshadow even the likes of Keanu Reeves in his amazing consistency and worldwide spell over the masses.

I also love it because it has given me such a well functioning and well oiled body, that just keeps getting fiercer and infinitely more capable each and every single day, I also love being the best fighter in history because it has shown me the value of discipline and consistency, and how much my life has improved and continues to improve by virtue of the hard pushing of myself, I love this because my intense attitude to my no days off approach has bled out to my real life, making me UNTOUCHABLE and unphased by anything not worth looking at, and given me the focus and tools to PUNISH and force out my way those that have ill intent and cannot move in any other way. I also love it because my intense focus and love for my craft and my no days off demeanor and mindset makes me such a demon in the ring, trampling others that are legends in their own right, but…my focus is on another level, i am the king of the Arabs, thats how it is.

Thank you for these amazing results, thank you for my fearlessness and boldness, thank you for my elevated status day in and day out, thank you for these results and thank you for your love. i love you

[Yazooneh]

Today was intense, even before i awoke, in that 30 minutes ish or an hour as im coming to consciousness all i could think about was training, and i awoke ready to get after it. I went to the gym and realized that EVERYTHING through my entire training

hip mobility routine

general stretching/ foam rolling

5 rounds of shadow boxing

3 rounds of bag

has improved, everything! stretches in the hip routine that felt impossible yesterday today were possible, and highly painful, it felt extremely empowering to see such tremendous improvement

my focus was better too, i am finding it easier, more joyful, more purposeful, to get deep into focus, I don’t let ANY outside noise come inside my head while im doing my thang. I like to imagine how much the world has changed over time, over millions of years. can you imagine what was there on the very spot youre standing on now? an entirely different time with different customs and everything, i drowned out the noise of normal society in my head and worked out

also, my mind is a lot more fluid, when i first began working out in this gym on monday (today was day 5) i was arguing with people inside my head incessantly, i think it was because I switched from a muay thai gym in which I am surrounded by others, to having to do everything solo!!

I make my own plans, have to push my self, but today despite being told once again to “be gentle” on a thread here on subclub, the default setting of defending myself just got overpowered by this new voice of “shhh, theyre right, they are valid, their view is valid”

I felt very detached emotionally, i am a master player at power, I like to take the feedback as it comes, I saw it from their perspective, then came back to myself and said “Okay but i dont want to be gentler, i like being mean” and it was settled, quickly, I didnt feel the need to go defend myself, be hurt, or anything else, I just went on subclub mid workout to give the man a like and move on, this is achilles heel at work.

My mind is also ascending every day during my shadow boxing and bag work, that fatigue you feel when pushing through exhaustion round after round is becoming ALL TOO FAMILIAR, to a degree that I now have a deeper control of my faculties, my mindset, my balance, I can better orchestrate how to feel or think when in deeper and deeper waters of exhaustion since I am no longer just in panic mode and because of my experience with this state over such a long time, I get to stay logical, pragmatic, and really between rounds recall how I would like to tweak my mind body technique, whatever i think can be better.

Things that seemed very difficult months ago, such as: I remember learning that when my hands are in guard, to keep them open and loose as to be able to fluidly block shots, and also to make my punches lightning quick, coordinating this months ago was hard when I tried to do it with many repetitions, my brain would just lag and eventually my hand open or hand closed status would be backwards but

today, i realized that its been fluid and smooth for weeks, without even conscious thought, on top of this, other things are coming to surface that i wasnt aware of, for instance, my hands are always up to protect my face, and in one instance when I throw a hook and my other hand went down, revealing my face, i became aware of it. thats awesome, to have this awareness and not need someone to tell me or worse, someone to knock me out due to it hahaha.

My technique is improve during shadowboxing dramatically, my technique has reached a level of perfection and mastery where, even when exhausted and fatigued, I can still easily knock people out if they slack too hard, formerly, even at full gas tank i lacked the power. It is so empowering to be this strong because i see even top fighters in top promotions getting exhausted and losing their dangerous ability to knock others out, i MEAN, this was my reality before, you both get so tired youre kinda throwing shots for points and trying not to die

Even in deep fatigue, my focus only gets sharper, and I still throw with killer intent, i even throw scissor kicks, spin kicks, its not just tyson punches boiiii. I do not want to be my own opponent man im a nightmare.

No days off baby, no days off, im a machine, i love that i also have ascended with my mindset than when i first began, these days due to my visualization, mindset, and hunger for power, and iron will, i only really ever envision or realistically imagine myself fighting the best in the world. I would compare myself only to ONE FC men that fight all year long and have fought for a very very long time, holding myself to a standard above theirs, I’d whip myself into shape today with the thought of fighters like niekzy Holzken or the top guys, because in my mind im already light years ahead of the regular pro

i love above all my ability to easily get into gyms and make people want to, with a burning desire, get me fights, i love that my badboy appearance makes people want to fight me in the ring… Makes promotions want to give me fights, basically, everything goes my way in ways surpassing anything i can imagine, and for that, I am so grateful.

[Yazooneh]

this is the best custom ive had up to date, my god, each and every module is working like a charm in ways surpassing anything i thought possible, i am in such a state of bloom day in day out, if you told me id have become this type of man, i wouldnt have believed, but here i am

wow. amazing, SubClub is amazing, I love my life and i see now that the universe really is supposed to be your playground, its here for you, not against you

my ego works for me, I get love, fear, or respect wherever i go, I am working for myself and i am a master player at power

[Yazooneh]

Life is good, the day was superb, blooming very hard and On my way! Home from the gym I was thinking about how good this custom is

My shifting is also going quick, today signified a huge and permanent shift in my perception of myself and ego, I feel years matured over yesterday

I listened to the last chapter of the 50th law today as it was one of the chapters I remembered least and also one of the most inspiring and it talks of the fear of death which plagued humanity unconsciously

The reason we escape to pleasures, it taught me that by embracing death and knowing it’s not an outside event but something you hold inside you from the day you’re born, coming to you when it comes, we can live urgently and intently, no longer lingering in the present or the banal times and their trivial matters, I can really obsess with my purpose and when death comes I greet it with a smile.

I’ve been getting a lot of attention from others and I’m glad that fight me because I’ve been really standing up for myself like a lion these days, and also I’m appreciated a lot in conversations

Oh and today thanks to entranced I’ve gotten my first even jaw wide open stare… I’ve gotten huge results on wanted but this was by far the biggest result and I’m not surprised because the attention I’ve been getting has been increasing for the last year and lately it’s gotten literally to a level I feel like I’m a star walking among the regular folks

I am a star
A fearless and badass one
Good night subclub

[Yazooneh]

I go until I collapse, every day

[Yazooneh]

Day 6 of no Muay thai gym, self training

Today, the gym was closed, Well it was open until 2 PM but since i work nightshift and sleep around 8 AM I just decided to do my own thing in the park. I went there and did shadowboxing for about 30 minutes

I’m improving every day, the most thing that stands out is my demeanor towards the fatigue that comes

Formerly, I hated it, it was sort of this “You want it badly? Suffer” kind of feel

But lately, I have been journalling in my manifest book with some new ingenious ways to attack this

Example:

I love struggle, I love it! This world becomes smaller and smaller, with every single challenge and struggle I go through. Deeper and deeper states of fatigue bring me closer to true love, and god, the feeling i get is nothing short of Euphoria and indescribable bliss, knowing that I am fulfilling my destiny and giving it everything i got. With every moment doing things that I don’t feel like doing, and that I don’t want to do, I am shot with a true, warm, and enveloping sense of real strength that can only be described as the love of god himself. I know in those moments, that I am doing the one thing that matters, that within this deep focus, I am being the truest form of me, and i love it.

With every single ounce of energy spent pushing my mind, spirit, and body over the limit, I am ascending in ways i can’t even fully comprehend, my aura is strengthened exponentially to the point of godhood, my confidence grows, my fearlessness grows, my power in this world grows, I grow, and the world becomes smaller and smaller, until it is like a tiny ball in my hands.

Everyone on earth can feel my energy when I am in these deep states of focus, everyone, enemies shiver in their boots and retreat, fans are reminded of my awesomeness and are invigorated with purpose, anyone who has ever met me or interacted with me is filled with a blinding and loving sense of motivation and purpose and vigor, knowing that someone they interacted with or even saw in the flesh was able to do such immense things in this world.

In my deepest moments of focus, the whole world fades away, and I am in a mode that can only be described as god mode, everything makes sense. I push and I push and i push past any limit I formerly had and with it i am gifted with endless fruit that my limited physical brain can’t possible grasp to the fullest, every single Arab is bursting with energy, as if I am the one to lead us to the world stage.

When I fight, every single moment I had poured lovingly into my training and focus is shot out at them, every arab in existence before and now and to come is behind me, every single strike, every single right move, every single skillfull maneuver that puts me ahead of my opponent is a win for us all. I love it, my deep focus in training is the reason i am alive, the deep fatigue, discomfort, and challenge of my training, and my no days off attitude brings me closer and closer to paradise, exceeding my expectations each and every single day exponentially

thank you for this godlike focus, thank you for this out of this world strength, and thank you for achievements so grand that nobody could have even imagined how big they could have become, thank you for my unprecedented amount of success and contentment and fulfillment, thank you for this love I feel when I am grinding day in day out, thank you for these tears during the hardest moments of training that come only to remind me that THIS IS HEAVEN, and that the limitless beauty of it is given to me through my blood sweat and tears, thank you for my insatiable hunger for power and my indomitable will. thank you for giving me everything i ever wanted, and more.

And it’s working, I seem to think nothing else matters but training, I truly do believe training is the key to all of my life’s problems, I don’t fear death, I fear not being able to train hard and see how mighty I truly am, how godlike I was destined to be. My deep and intense focus bleeds out to my life so powerfully that I am able to be on top of the world stage with all the greats, detached, calm cool and calculating, with a status and dominance unlike anything ever seen before, because I have been through too many deep trances of greatness to be phased by anything this tiny world throws at me, I laugh at even the darkest and most intense threats as a sign for me to push harder.

I grow every day and in every way. I love that I am such a complete and focused fighter, I molded myself into an icon of fighting so attractively dark, dominant, and great, that I brought fighting to the world stage as something more than a side hobby or interest, but an entire way of life, deep and much needed in this world, it was me who showed the world the true intricacy of it’s beauty, I love that young people got to grow up and see how truly artful and mesmerizing and NEEDED martial arts are, and that my demeanor was artfully crafted to display this, finally, to the whole world.

THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU. I am willing to die in training, and I am willing to die in the ring, this is why I am a fighter of tier, skill, greatness unlike anything ever seen before.

Thank you for helping me find how dark, dominant, and insanely attractive i am being me, and how fruitful it is to pursue my destiny with no fear, not even of death itself, i give my life to this beautiful destiny and I am so thankful, thank you for everything, thank you for this pure clarity I have as a result of my deepening focus, thank you for my consistency in greatness, and thank you for my exponential rise and ability to rebuild myself day in day out to always show the world the real meaning of growth

thank you for giving me the drive to do WHATEVER it takes to win, and the passion to enact it, and the wisdom to know that doing EVERYTHING it takes is the true path through happiness, thank you for making it so that my trainings and their deep grueling nature make this world and all it’s problems look small like squeaking mice underneath my giant heel.

I love my life, and I am so grateful for subclub and it’s forums for giving me amazing products that helped me find my clarity and purpose, and the forums for providing me a space to experiment with who I am as a person.

[Yazooneh]

I love that I am able to do superhuman things in my godlike mode of training, and so consistently do things that seem impossible, to a degree where I blow away any and all opponents in the ring like i were sparring kids. Thank you for this amazing focus, and this godlike confidence, and also, thanks for this dominating and ripped body that makes people drop their jaw every time they see me, and this amazing status and intense energy that accompanies it that makes even the most formidable opponent tremble in their boots before the fight even begins, snowballing them to their inevitable demise…

thank you… I love it

[Yazooneh]

Another thing to note, i have quit weed now for a while, Now i don’t have an intense phobia of it, I have a new mindset where i dont want it to control me: Basically I follow musashi’s code

Dont follow pleasure for the sake of pleasure

which I interpret as the former me, needing weed to even function. However, 2 weeks ago I smoked a joint and it was absolutely amazing, it seemed to have this effect where I can use it to “feel” very hard, as to manifest, or pray, and thats what I did, I felt euphoria and used to to envision my beautiful life and destiny.

Now thats how i see it, no pleasure for the sake of pleasure, using it to manifest.

today i felt euphoria all day and i cried a lot, I just felt so happy to be alive and i can tell things are going my way in every way, also ive transcended above the banal problems of the day to day, some dudes on these forums even been messaging me trying to fight and have this personal beef but I’m bigger now and for that I love it, I think of 10000 years ahead, maybe 100000 years before, I think of death one day and how it’s chasing me and i refuse to be stuck in personal problems, trying to defend or prove myself. I’m way bigger and that made me happy

with that happiness i also happened to pass the weed store and i thought “smoke to manifest hard?” but i remember another mushashi quote

Never ever under any circumstance, follow a partial feeling

and i asked myself if it was, and it was

even when i tried to muster the “this is the right thing to do 100%” i just couldnt, I said to myself “youre euphoric now, why do you need weed? isnt this what you wanted? to be able to be euphoric without ANYTHING?” i am independent and that’s amazing.

my reward was I continued to cough up mucus and clean my amazing and world shatteringly built different lungs. I wont follow partial feelings, when I’m ready ill do what I want.

[Yazooneh]

I’m so happy with all my results and with this life I have, and the great things bestowed on me, I’m so grateful I’ve risen above the daily trivialities and finally see the blessings I have under me and over me and all around me

Thanks guys, good night subclub

[Yazooneh]

Alright so it’s been a whole week since I began training on my own and today was a gigantic bloom of results as I just begun my washout, following a 15 minute Genesis loop two days ago and ascension chamber

First off, I’m beginning to notice how terrible addictions are, I love how my body is beginning to let me cry out of nowhere in intense bouts of euphoria with nothing but the thought of my dreams coming to reality. I love that I look forward to my trainings and nothing else, I don’t try to escape to some cope, and I am beginning to feel the effects of my cleanse from weed and drugs, I feel powerful, everyone around me lives weekend to weekend, in hopes they’ll drink and drown out the inner voices

For me, I love life, if death came to me now I’d smile because I am free, on top of this, I find such deep solace and love and peace in my intense and consistent trainings. The best part is my independence, how I’m just showing up to the park when even the gym is closed and shadow boxing deep into stages of fatigue and soreness, focusing harder and harder on the moment as the world fades away

I feel like I found my mode of prayer, it’s my training, I see now that I have a consistency that will ensure I’m finding meaning in my life, having quit drugs and smoking and anything related, but that’s not the whole picture

I quit the distraction of life! For some reason, we fear life sometimes, we look for lazy days, I don’t see that anymore in me

I’m running away from death because I don’t fear it, I’m playing the game with it, if it catches me I’ll smile and say “i am free” and that’s the game essentially, making sure that every day is lived in a way like death can come to me in my sleep and I’d be fine

So all the belts and the glory and the love and the fear and respect and the recognition isn’t shit compared to the feeling of union with the one true beauty of this life, prayer and union with god, that makes this world that mesmerizes and seduces the regular man appear like a cardboard box with a stick man drawn on it compared to the masterpiece Sesteen chapel (however it’s spelled) on a marble that is the true world the true cosmos and true beauty that one achieves in prayer and meditation and even that is an understatement. I get that every time I train, the harder I train the better, the more I do things my body doesn’t want to do, the better, I literally reached a point where nothing on earth matters more than training, it’s so beautiful and it’s given me such nonchalance and power in this world that I feel like a walking god.

I see clearly and I love it. I’m getting results day after day

As much as I’d like to begin Khan black and despite having a fear it’s going to be removed from the catalog. I’m going to do genesis for another cycle.
I regularly envision khan black being the edge to my success and I can already tell how amazing it is as a program. Khan made me a very unique man that made waves everywhere I went with my masculinity, khan black is going to do more. 0.00000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000001% here I come

[Yazooneh]

Overall my awareness is improved insanely, I feel like a very top of the crop type of master player

My fearlessness also has risen, I don’t shy away from being me, I don’t fear being reprimanded or kicked or banned or anything, I only fear limiting myself out of fear. And my drive to let go of this world and the distractions it offers is sky high, I sense this washout is about to make me change my ways entirely to something I’ve never felt before. 1000% dedication to my purpose, everything else is losing taste

Distractions exist, and I see how some people are becoming such high powered beings in the world scale, they’re just not getting distracted; that’s it…

And I’m one of them, the regular person can escape somewhere but I will live fully; I’ll ‘rest’ when I’m dead, but as long as I live, I see the true target and goal

[Yazooneh]

I’ve actually reached such a confidence and alignment with who I am that part of me is always like “Yaz enjoy the moment because one day you’re going to be so famous you’re going to remember these moments and how awesome they were, being so infused with greatness yet having it yet to materialize had its own brand of miraculous wonder”

I love it

[Detective_L]

Genesis really gave you a lot of results.

[Yazooneh]

The day was good, read the 50th law last chapter for the 4th time and began to truly sense it deep in my being, also began running mastery by Robert Greene in audible, I can’t wait to begin exploring more of these basic books like mastery followed by laws of human nature and then the laws of power.

Life is good, tomorrow I’m going to force myself to wake up early on alarm to hit training, making myself get out of bed for it will give me a stronger energetic bond to my actions and will help me focus harder

Good night subclub

[Yazooneh]

Another intense day. Yesterday was good mentally, i bloomed and bloomed and bloomed. Today I was intent on proving my place in this world. Since I work night shift and sleep around 10 am, I set my alarm for 4 pm so that I can get to the gym, it closes at 9.

Since I’ve been so determined and strong and focused in my trainings, I’m always leaving when it closes, I want more time for me

So I heard that alarm go off and I snoozed it for 30 minutes and I woke up to the following thought

Wow, I remember when being forced to wake up to go to training, but… that was different. Essentially there’s some structure, I wake up to arrive to the gym which has a set training time. This time, there is no crutch, I am forcing myself out of bed simply due to my unquenchable hunger for power and my absolutely unwavering will.

It really struck me deep, I realized that this is what training is REALLY about. It’s not about always having a chill ass time, it about some trainer playing with your output like a volume dial and you just going “oh man coach put me through x”

But it’s about having Nobody behind me, no fight, no gym, well…. Formal fight gym, no classes or coach awaiting me

Just me, determined

It gave me such a strength, knowing that once again I was carving yet another notch into my belt that has 100000000 notches. I went to the gym and on the way I listened to Mastery by Robert Greene

I’ve finally nailed the book the 50th law, going over every chapter many many many times, at this point I can finish his sentences, not quite quote for quote but who cares, I’ll tell you the details of every little thing he talks about and I’ve let it sink under my skin, it’s changed me

Now I’m on this book and I listened to it all the way to the gym (30 minute walk) and also another 15 minutes there.

3 hours passed in there with me intensely focusing and doing my mobility work

It is intense, I have a focus and strength unlike anything I’ve ever felt before, I would put money that UFC champions can’t muster this type of focus. I truly am loving the process

I then did 20 minutes of very active shadow boxing in 5 minute rounds and I can help but notice my technique still improves overnight, Legacy is doing what I told it to do, it’s making me built different for the sake of becoming an unstoppable machine

I seemed to also have a lot more IQ during my shadow rounds, I don’t just follow the old “aaaah you’re tired cmoooon push it ahhhh how bad you want it?” But I’m really diving deep into my psyche while I enter deep fatigue and I’m asking why, I’m looking for the tiny actors within this game, the muscles, my breath, my form, my balance

I’m really honing in deep into my body and mind and getting familiar with fatigue, understanding it from the inside out.

I then did my bag rounds and I can tell my technique is godlike, on top of this, the 10 months of shifting in spartan and Muay Thai mastery in a custom along with legacy now is making it so that I am so solid and well connected (my muscles together, and bones and joints in the kinetic link of every strike and even movement) that; not only do I look intimidating perfect and scary in my stance, footwork; and technique

But it seems I’ve unlocked the cheat code of never being so tired I can’t swing like a hammer and knock you out. Even in deep fatigue my technique is so superb I am slamming the bag with such force and power I can feel it reverberate through my body and the sound booms through the entire gym like shotgun shots.

On top of this, my technique is flawless even in fatigue, formerly I made it a habit to always be aware where my hands are when I’m doing my shadow boxing and bag work and pads, making sure to never leave myself open for shots after throwing my own shots, this was good… and it fell off during fatigue usually as form becomes harder to maintain

These days, even when fully fatigued I have no recoil on my shots, no telegraphing, just from point a to b with the rythym that’s wonderful. And I’m always aware when I have a spot open in my body, this shows how intense my focus is as usually what makes technique slack during tiredness and fatigue is the dwindling focus or well, the focus being used other places such as “I’m dying lmao”

All in all; another great day! Got short night shift soon (3 days a week I do 11-12 then again from 5-8)

And 4 days a week I’ll do 11-5 or 11-8 (depending on the 5-8 guy since he owns a tour company and some times is on the grind)

I love my life I love being so ahead of everyone else on this planet in the fight game and it feels so wonderful to be the one to change it forever by showing how masterful one can be at it while being so dark and attractive.

[Yazooneh]

I slept through my alarm today. Woke up at 5:30 and gym closes at 9. As I stepped out of bed I could see my legs were extremely sore down to the toes

I went to the gym and entered my focus, it is legendary once again, this time due to soreness I decided to drop my usual intense mobility training and heavy bag work and shadow boxing for a flow style training

I got on the ground with a foam roller and I began ironing out my body

It was intense, I have never done it so thoroughly and I went deep into the tender areas. I grit my teeth and did what I had to.

After that I did my shadow boxing

From last week I’ve changed tremendously, I’ve journaled my improvements day by day by seeing the week by week is eye opening.

Last week, I would get tired during shadow boxing and opt to walk around, I remember saying to myself “wtf?” Why should I quit my footwork and moving around during shadow boxing to walk around? Shouldn’t they feel the same? I realize now that there were weak fibers that are only activated when I am in fight stance and not when standing and walking, despite moving around in fight stance being a very light workout

This bothered me

TODAY, not only was I way more fluent with my movement, as in, able to do it for 20 minutes with no break or dropping hands, but I was also to throw punches along the way and strikes, my overall fluency with technique and striking is better

On top of that, I’m way more connected to my inner core and mind during these, since the daily grind and daily shadow boxing on my own command is exposing me to more time under tension which, is adding to my insights of how things are

There’s less focus on external things during fight fatigue and more “reality”

I also feel all my learnings from the gym bleed out to my day to day, these days I’ve felt intimately aligned to who I say I am, regardless of external reality, and a lot of times I feel this new (result from quitting weed) sense of euphoria towards being who I say I am, it comes after a good scripting session, which these days is the best part of my days

I love having such a grand purpose and meaning in life, i how it feels and I love all these insanely quick shifting results from legacy that I can’t even begin to see how deep they go under the surface

[Yazooneh]

My mobility training and foam rolling and stretching has been doing so much wonders, exactly what I suspected …

It’s tripled the speed of my already absurdly quick and shocking shifting (Akin to hitting puberty for the second time)

This improvement in the speed is so noticeable that I couldn’t sleep more than 6 hours due to many reasons but one of them was that my mew was so well placed, it woke me up due to how much my teeth were sore.

I awoke and it was gym time. For 10 months I’m going to have gone to the gym consistently that entire time, and the beauty is I don’t eat or drink upon waking; I just wake after my post night shift sleep and then just go. Today was especially hard because of soreness, but then I put an end to the mindset by saying

“Man I’m tired of saying I’m sore, I don’t care how hard I work compared to the normie, I am a warrior, do warriors say (sorry) can’t fight the enemy today because I’m sore, give me a day or two?”

No! I was determined to really get my workout through hell or high water so I went to the gym and pumped out another 3 hour and a half session

I remember feeling that drooling empty stomach sensation I get every time I enter the gym where my ego just wants me to go home; and I considered it once today.

I’m feeling intense and out of this world invigoration in training these days; my focus is definitely a cheat code developed with years of spartan because I am entering deep states of concentration doing my work, my mobility training is challenging and far from easy. I push my self to unreal limits

If you’re imagining screaming and groaning no. Just intense focus so hard that all the pain and discomfort is instead overshadowed by this sense of true purpose, im not a dreamer… I said I’d be the best fighter in the world and here I am, closing in on a year of consistent hardship and training and skill
Accumulation to rival the greatest fighters in history with not even a year under my belt back into the business.

I did my shadow boxing and once again, huge improvements. Last week I wanted to take a break very often to walk around and this showed a lack in my fight fluency

Today my fluency was superb, I was flowing for a long ass time and moving, angling with my footwork, throwing shots, every kind of kick and punch

I felt this true comfort and flow that I didn’t have last week; even when tired I kept going, really milking the process as to develop more and more fluency

It’s funny that on tv I see One FC fighters on the kickboxing division get gassed out in three round fights, in the third round they become slow
And lethargic. I see why, because their training is new school, all bag and pad slamming, they’re lacking foundation, balance, and consistent daily fluency. It’s all a shame, thank god I’m here to show the way and how fighting was always meant to look

I’m so tired these days and sore that I have to focus on technique and for that I am developing every single fiber in the kinetic link of every technique

Yes they’re the best in the world and yes I’m better, the way they are is just the shadow of a generally unfit world

I wanted to give up a lot during shadowboxing but I know I have to push more and more until flowing with my technique during shadow boxing is akin to me speaking English or walking around. I’m here to show the world the true way of the superior athlete

Thank god for my intense and amazing love and focus in training, helping me track my gains because, I can see how without such close inspection it’s very easy to really believe you’re moving backwards or not moving at all, on paper I’m so tired I wanted to believe that I’ve stagnated but because I’m so focused during my trainings and I know exactly where I usually begin to fall off during my shadow boxing rounds it’s becoming crystal clear I’m improving day after day in spades and abundance

I then did my bag rounds, I feel tighter overall in shadow and on the bag, way richer in technique and fluidity

I feel really solid and strong and incredibly efficient, I’m beginning to enter such a trance during my trainings that I’m becoming more familiar with how my mind and body work and at what point which obstacle pops up etc etc

Every ascension in my journey brings about a horizon I haven’t seen before

It’s clear now that I will gain such a fluency in training that I’m no longer discovering how my mind and body work in tandem during fights, but I’ll be in a trance of imagining myself in a fight every time, envisioning every step and action done by my opponent, how I’ll counter this or that, all the good stuff

And I anticipate this happening tomorrow, because seeing the trajectory of how good my custom and bloom and results are going; that’s just how it is

I see a new horizon

I conquer it the next day

With this new trance of imagining myself in a real fight and conquering my inner state enough to enter that trance, I am unstoppable

Woooooo

Today I spent 2 hours doing mobility before my fight training, I’ll write here since I didn’t write there

Spine mobility

Shoulder mobility

Hip mobility

Leg stretches

Light knee exercises

It’s all coming together, my balance and fluidity when I kick in shadow boxing is effortless, I feel like a master

It’s so fun, I love my will, hunger for more, determination, and focus

[Yazooneh]

How can this face ever lose in the ring? Bet your money on me, be smart

[Yazooneh]

Stretching more and more, doing my shadowboxing every single day and really milking this fatigue to enter my deep zones of focus and develop a solid mind body connection that’s taking the world by storm

In regards to Muay Thai skill, I’ve grown in such insane and unimaginable ways

Formerly when I fought pro in Thailand, I had no motivation other than showing myself

And my style was robotic, pretty much like everyone else

You’ve seen one fighter

You’ve seen them all

But ever since I got on this program and as of recently I’ve felt a deepening sense of purpose related to training and winning. The world in which I live and in which I see people living in fear and justifying it as goodness, and also things I deem injustice such as the toxic system that hurts young men and teaches young ladies to become slave drivers, it all drives me to become the fighter I know I am, it makes me train harder.

When I fight, as of coming to America and becoming a pro again; every single win for me is the actualization of a new global system in which young men are empowered, to the max. It is also a win for the ones who suffer most from this new age, Arabs, who are seen as nothing more than oppressive misogynists, nobody says it out loud but I always sense it from people I deal with in passive aggressive ways, even though I hold myself highly

I’ve been tying my deep training, my detachment from ego and emotions, and my master planning, along with every single win in the ring in every single fight, due to entering god mode mentally and having ultra focus and feeling myself literally shifting the world deeper towards a balance between the masculine and the feminine

Keep in mind I have no problem with “women”, a lot of the beneficiaries of this imbalanced system are men… and a lot of the victims of it are also women

On top of this, I began a few months ago to see how deep the grasp of “tradition” is on combat sports as an extension of society

People are FORCED into a certain fight style and stance; me throwing spin kicks even lightly in training we’re discouraged, because it’s a Muay Thai gym, everyone looks the same, I keep getting visions of how absolutely overpowered one will become if they a actuality their unique style and brand of personality and DNA in their fight style

The problem is they’re too afraid to disappoint their coaches, or step outside the comfort zone, so they all look the same

I am the greatest and most successful fighter because I actualized this, fearlessly I began to work with my own personality and unique essence and let it form my style, a lot of fearful souls looked at me and shook their heads

“What a noob”

But I got the last laugh because fighting is my game and I know that expressing my individuality is what made me defeat legends like they were children, since they spent their life learning a rigid stance passed on by their coaches, all of them, I’m the first to bring out the true me in the ring, and I owe this to the fact I don’t care what anyone thinks, that I do what I want without fear, that I am so dominant and dark and attractive and that I am not afraid to take risks and be unconventional.

Thank you to whoever is reading this, I love life

[Yazooneh]

WASHOUT COMING TO AN END

Second cycle of Legacy/MTMX/Spartan/Mind’s eye custom

First loop of Genesis

So, my intense training caught up on me, in the best ways, I used this weekend to sleep and sleep and sleep and sleep, when I was not sleeping, I have begun diving deeper into Manifest scripting in my book.

I have become more in tune with that skill, I can write for hours and hours and it gives me such a sense of euphoria as I do so. I attach everything inside my life into a web, where every desire I have is true, comes true, and is the solution to all of my life’s problems. I script so masterfully that even my ego goes “shiiiiiet you’re not giving me space to fight back”

Formerly, it was always easy for me to say things like “well, being the best fighter in the world doesnt mean you’re going to be happy” and my ego would flash me the image of having the thing i believe is my destiny, but still being incomplete.

My scripting is conquering this, I describe how being the best fighter in history is actually my road to happiness, I imagine myself thinking “wow, I’m not just happy in a way I didn’t imagine, I’m happy in a way I COULDNT even imagine” On top of this, I am so aligned and in tune with being the best fighter in history that I don’t really think about it as much when scripting

I’ve been in the law of attraction game for a while now and i’ve been running MTMX for 10 months, I am looking PAST that destiny, and i’m scripting just how empowering that is in the ring.

Seeing my opponent’s eyes filled with nervousness, knowing there’s strength inside them but still a shred of uncertainty that manifests as seriousness, meanwhile, I am conquering endeavors outside of the sport and out reaching far and wide into the global political scale, and how that gives me such an unshakable confidence that I know i win every fight
how can i not? theyre still stuck in trying to believe they can be the best, i am way past that, on top of that, most fighters and champions stagnate, whereas, my prowess on the global scale, making my power and presence work for a brighter future exposes me to challenges that keep reinventing me from the inside out.

it’s literally like placed a cockroach against a giant army boot, placing the regular champion against me.

Genesis, simply put, is giving me a stronger IDENTITY, in every way shape and form. It’s the first sub that’s so good that words just do not really fill in how much it evolves me, and you. It really feels like anything you can consciously point out it helps in (which is a LOT, ranging from wealth, emotional state, sexual state, identity, seduction, purpose) is only the tip of the iceberg

understanding recon at such a deep level now I know that every single sub helps you in ways you can’t even begin to imagine or describe, underneath the surface, and the effects you consciously know are happening are just the surface value changes.

TO BE CONTINUED