Hi everyone,
An old friend asked me recently “What subs do you run these days?”
And I noticed that I only run Summertime at this point, nothing else, because… well, I don’t need anything anymore.
And even that is more out of habit and because I like the idea of it.
I realized the other day that roughly 5 years ago I joined this board. Preciely in March 2021.
I have long outlived the subs that truly change me or who I am.
I achieved everything I ever wanted with the subs.
- Absolute satisfaction with my life
- Built the business I always wanted which is blowing up currently
- Solved generational trauma
- Fixed relationship with my parents and old friends
- Let toxic friends go
- Ended a 12 year old toxic relationship
- Perfect physical condition
- The best state of mind I ever had in my life
- True happiness
I guess the last part is key.
Because some will ask “But wait, you dont have a big titted goth gf?” or “You aren’t rich tho?”
Well, I had these things.
I had tons of insane sex with Diamond and Wanted and Heartsong (I kinda ran all of those lol)
I made 10k/month for multiple months. And while I am not a millionaire I am at a position where I don’t need to worry about money. And I am entirely debt free.
At this point I am living life on my own terms. And while not everything has come to pass (yet), I have cultivated the mindset where it is just a matter of time.
I am even at this point, where the things I visualize manifest within days, which is still shocking to me.
This is also why I don’t really post anything here anymore myself because there isn’t really much to report 
I lurk a lot and wonder what crazy new ideas Saint and Fire come up with this time, but technically I have outlived their products. Which is bad from a business standpoint, because I don’t need them anymore, but amazing from a product standpoint, because they have exactly achieved what they claim.
I became legendary.
At least in my own perspective of what that means.
This all isn’t to brag how amazing I am, but more of a love letter to the beautiful journey I experienced here and I am still super grateful for not only having found SC, but also being invited to the private testing, becoming a Forum Ambassador and all these things.
I remember when the subs were 1 hour long, we had the Ultima line (which I really loved), the QV2 line, and the the short ones with the girl moaning in the background forgot the name of those.
I own pretty much the entire catalogue at this point:
Lots of customs as well, which aren’t in here.
So instead of just nostalgia, how about a bit of lessons learned from my 5 years here?
- Overstimulating your subconscious will ruin your results. The less subs the better. At the end I stacked a maximum of 2 subs and interchanged them every 3 months.
- 3 Minutes worked best for me with the new 15min subs. But figure it out for yourself, this is not a dick measuring contest
- Change still takes time. I noticed effects from some subs YEARS later, because the foundation of life and my mind needed to be built first (with other subs or your action, but still). Run the sub, let it plant the seed in your mind and watch it grow over time.
- Sub hopping is dumb but also kinda understandable. Just make sure the sub you listen to has the goals you actually want, and not what society or other people tell you you should want.
- MEDITATE. Jeez this is criminally underrated advice. Run the sub and then sit in stillness. Give your mind time to process it. Listen to what’s going on. This is where you get the biggest insights.
THE BEST Advice I can probably give is:
Don’t rush it. When you start out, your mind is like a knot. Full of trauma, false beliefs, lies, indoctrination, the lot.
So when you start ANY sub, it will likely always go to the biggest thing to untangle first. You might wonder why your sex sub is sending you into the past childhood trauma.
Well, it needs to clear the trash first.
Subs are not a sprint, but a marathon.
Undoing many years isn’t done in mere days.
Still, with the subs you gonna be about 100x faster than if you just do it with reading books.
And the sooner you know it, suddenly you wonder which sub to run because you don’t really need any of them anymore.
As Lionel Messi famously said “It took me 8 years to get lucky overnight.”
Anything worthwhile takes time.
Enjoy the journey.
So a bit of personal trivia to finish:
The sub that worked the best for me: Alchemist (through all its iterations)
The sub that shocked me the most: BJ Aura (because it worked for 3 full days if you catch my drift)
The silliest sub: Big Dick (even though it worked I wonder why I did it :D)
The sub I admire the most: Hero The Light That Blinds (what an amazing design)
The sub that changed me the most in the shortest time: Dragon Reborn Gold
Best wealth sub: Revelation of Wealth
Best Romance sub: Khan
The sub I miss the most: Beyond Limitless Ultima
Thanks for Fire and Saint, the entire team and everyone I met along the way.
This isn’t a goodbye, but a thanks to all of you.
Truly an amazing community.
Hope you have a great day 
Alex