You might get a lot of recon, lol.
Rule of thumb is that if you don’t have something as basic and fundamental as self-love/self-value then that should be your #1 priority. Reason being, it’s the backbone for every area of your life, lol.
I’m talking about really every area (relationships, work, romance, health, etc).
Everything.
Think of your reality as a computer and your self-perception is the most fundamental part of the computer. You’re not going to have an awesome computer that plays awesome games/programs/visuals when that fundamental part that everything is circuited back and filtered through happens to be shoddy.
Does this analogy make sense?
Lol anyways, cheers you’ll figure things out. One thing I want to add though, is that don’t fall into the trap of comparing where you’re at with other people. It’s computer parts… just level them up and upgrade, then move along into your best life. Don’t have to look at people, compare, think about other people or feel inadequate, etc all a bunch of bullshit. Millions of people have been where you’re at and they got out of it… millions got out of it and got back to where you were. People grow and evolve, they also slow down and de-evolve. No one gives a fuck. Just focus on yourself, level up and enjoy life. You have all the tools right here.
They’re both good, it’s up to you.